I Really Didn't Want to Attack You

So here comes the question, if you hold everything in your heart and refuse to tell me anything, how can I help you? "

"I..." Biting her lip, Hayasaka said bravely, "...I don't need your help."

"Really? Then why did you come here? Is it really like what you said just now, just passing by?"

Immediately blocked by these words, Hayasaka was stunned and at the same time asked himself.

Yes, why did I come here?Is it to find out how much the other party knows?Or just want to try to release some stress?Or... is it really the same as what the other party said, you want to ask for help?

"Hey, girls like you who are capable but have an awkward personality are really troublesome." Reminiscent of the big sister who looked strong but was no different from an ordinary girl last night, Maya scratched her head helplessly, " How about this, Hayasaka, let me ask you a question, and through your answer, I will judge whether you need help, how?"

"You really like to ask questions." Nodding, Hayasaka put his little hands on his lap and said seriously: "Okay, you can ask."

"Have you thought about taking off the layers of masks on your face and not forcing yourself to continue acting?"

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His eyes were as silent and colorless as if he had died. After hearing his question, Hayasaka lowered his head and spoke again after a while.

"If people don't wear a mask, they can't get love. If they don't use acting skills to cover up their ugliness and weakness, then no one will come close. This is something that even babies can judge by their feelings, so..."

"So you never show your true self to others, do you?"

"That's it, if you want to deny me." Raising his head and looking at him with those somewhat dim eyes, Hayasaka continued: "Then I will try to ask you too, can you put it in an unmodified, unadorned way?" Are you trying to show yourself to others?"

"The answer is obvious, it can't be." Without any hesitation, Maya gave the answer directly, "People will have this idea more or less, to be brave in front of the person they like, to act like a baby in front of the person they want to rely on, the mask is just plain It is the various aspects of a person, so it is impossible to completely remove it.”

"Then why are you...?"

"But Hayasaka." Stretching out a finger, Maya said sincerely: "Not being able to remove it completely doesn't mean it can't be removed partly. When necessary, people can reveal their weak side."

"Hmm..." Pursing his lips, Hayasaka asked unconvincedly, "What's your basis for saying that?"

"According to? If it is based on...the two friends of mine, right?"

"friend?"

"Well, one of them is my classmate's older sister, she is just like you, she has a lot of pressure, she wears all kinds of masks to cover up her weaknesses, in the eyes of outsiders, she is a perfect superman.

But even if she is like that, there is still a weak side in her heart, which makes people feel pity. "

"The other one is my school girl, because she is not outstanding, so she needs to use various masks to enrich her personality, so as to complete the role of social circle.

But in the same way, after she removed the onion-like disguise, she was unexpectedly unlikable. "

"So..." Looking straight at her, Maya asked: "Do you still think that people can't be accepted if they don't pretend to be themselves?"

The clenched lips trembled twice, Hayasaka turned her head and said bravely: "Who knows if you lied to me."

"Well, this possibility is not ruled out, but what I said is indeed the truth."

"It's getting suspicious."

"Hehe, why don't you try to trust me, a suspicious person?" With a smile, Maya said heartily, "Don't talk about anything else, just talk to someone, I can do it."

Speaking of this, he actually did a little bit of cheating, quietly imposing a hint in his words to make it easier for the other party to accept this proposal.

And the effect of this is also obvious. Although Hayasaka instinctively wanted to refuse, but the guilt in her heart made her a little breathless, and she couldn't help but want to find someone to talk to and vent.

"is it okay?"

In the end, she made a decision following the thoughts in her heart.

"Of course, that's why I asked you to come here."

"Then can you promise...after listening to the next words, you won't hate me?"

For the second person in front of him besides Kaguya who forcibly became his friend, Hayasaka was very afraid of seeing disgust and contempt in his eyes.

That feeling... It is enough to get it from Shinomiya Yunying and the others.

"What kind of joke is this?" Shrugging his shoulders, Maya said indifferently: "Hayasaka, I said, I know what you are hiding, since I am still willing to be friends with you when I know about it, then this You don't know what it means, do you?"

"I..." Feeling a little sour in the nose, Hayasaka lowered his head again, "I am a very bad person, and I have betrayed Kaguya more than once."

"Well, you can't refuse the order from above. It's emotional and reasonable. It's the same as what I talked to you before. It doesn't matter what you have done. The important thing is how to make up for it in the future."

"But past mistakes cannot be erased, Kaguya and she..."

"Compared to me, you should know Shinomiya-san's character better. She is a traitor..."

"It was treated in an unforgiving manner."

"Then what did you do?"

"Report her every move to Sigong Huangguang, it's a real...behavior of a traitor."

"Then she doesn't look like she'll forgive you."

"Hmm..." Hearing these words, Hayasaka's fists clenched even tighter, and at the same time, the eyes that looked at him became resentful.

"Don't look at me like that. This is just the current situation. As far as I am concerned, you will definitely not report all the intelligence, right?"

"That's... well, I have concealed it a bit."

"Isn't that good? As the saying goes, 'Your body is in Cao Ying, your heart is in Han', you... oh, of course it doesn't mean that your heart is in Sigong Huangguang, I mean that although you are controlled by Sigong Huangguang , but the heart is towards Kaguya, right?"

Hayasaka nodded.

"In that case, what else do you have to worry about? Find a chance to have a showdown with her, then apologize, and wait for her to forgive, it's as simple as that."

"But, but I..."

"Afraid that she will break up with you?" With a disdainful laugh, Maya shook her head, "Hayasaka, if the friendship between the two of you was broken so easily, then you wouldn't be so entangled, would you?"

"Eh?" With a dazed expression, Hayasaka asked puzzledly, "What does that mean?"

"How many years have you been placed by Sigong Huangguang's side?"

"Ten years... right?"

"In other words, you and Kaguya grew up together. She is very important to you, right?"

"Ah."

"Then why are you not important to her?"

"!"

Hearing this, Hayasaka's pupils suddenly shrank, and he opened his small mouth, not knowing what to say.

"You're just too hard-headed, because Shinomiya never forgave a traitor, so she will never condone her betrayal... This kind of thinking is actually wrong. Open your eyes and you will find yourself My friends are not the same as before."

"But what if your guess is wrong and she refuses to forgive me?"

"That can only mean that you are plastic sisters~" Spreading her hands helplessly, Maye said with a calm face: "I still refuse to forgive you after this point, so I broke up with you soon~"

"Ah, what a ruthless man."

"Hmph, long-winded~"

Picking up the black tea on the table and taking a sip, Hayasaka paused and asked, "But, even if it's what you said, Kaguya forgave me, so what should I do next? The mistakes I've done are still the same. exist."

"What do you want to do? If I'm not wrong, you should already have an idea?"

"I..." nodded, Hayasaka said firmly, "When Ms. Kaguya doesn't need me, I will resign from this job and explain everything clearly to her."

"Oh, childish."

"What?" Joan frowned slightly, Hayasaka looked a little unhappy.

"Do you think you can live the life of ordinary high school students hand in hand after resigning? No? The Shinomiya family won't allow it."

Hearing this, Hayasaka's eyes dimmed, and he wanted to refute something, but he knew that what the other party said was right.

"So, I have a proposal, do you want to hear it?"

"proposal?"

"Yes, since the root of the problem is the Shinomiya family, then..." His eyes gradually changed to a deeper level, and Maya asked with a smile: "Then why not cover the Shinomiya family?"

"……Eh?"

Frozen in place, for a while, Hayasaka felt that there was something wrong with his ears.

The Shinomiya family?overwrite?what does that mean?

"Pfft, I'm just kidding, don't take it seriously, how can that kind of behemoth cover it if it says it covers it?"

"Huh..." Heaved a sigh of relief, Hayasaka wiped the sweat off his brow, and said helplessly, "After all, how do you know so much? This information is not accessible to ordinary people at all, right?"

"Well, it's my fault for being too unlucky, too many things have happened to me."

"thing?"

"Okay, don't ask if you shouldn't, you just care about your own problems, little maid, how is the stress relief? Are you feeling lighter?"

Hearing this, Hayasaka also suddenly realized this problem, clutching his chest, and found that most of the stuffy and extremely depressive feeling that had been stuffy before had dissipated.

"It's unbelievable, isn't it? It's just that I just found someone to talk to, but my mentality has changed so much."

"That's why you asked me to come here?"

"Hmm, how could I pretend that I didn't see you looking like you never give up on crushing yourself all day long?"

"why?"

"what why?"

"Why do you care about me so much?"

"You've got the point." Crossing her arms over her chest, Maya pushed her glasses seriously, and said solemnly, "Sah, why, I'm also looking for that reason."

"This kind of perfunctory answer won't work at all, okay? But..." Hayasaka smiled with a slightly red face, "Thank you."

"Hmph, isn't this cute? If you release this kind of smile a little more, maybe a bunch of boys will harass you."

"Hey?" Hayasaka retorted, "I have many suitors!"

"Hey~ Who will believe this, Fujiwara-san often says that too?"

"Fuji..." After a sudden pause, Hayasaka changed the subject and asked, "Don't compare me with that person, don't you often meet Secretary Fujiwara?"

"Huh? It doesn't count, but I always meet her in strange places. It's quite mysterious. What's the matter?"