Can I Quit the Group Now?

"How did you get in? Where are the people outside?"

She asked very curiously, it wasn't questioning or vigilance, it was just out of curiosity.

The guards outside are all excellent talents from the Sea of ​​Eternal Life. Even if the Eight Hundred Bhikkhuni is traveling with her, it is impossible to let her go directly like this.

"Master Qianji, I'm also considered a fortuneteller, so there are still ways to sneak in like this."

Eight hundred bhikkhuni answered gently and softly.

Qianji really wanted to say something, but after thinking about it carefully, she didn't know what to say, so she didn't think about it, and asked straight to the point: "Is that so...forget it , what is the matter with you this time?"

"Well, I mainly want to say goodbye to Lord Qianji."

"bid farewell?"

Qianji frowned slightly.

"Do you think there is something wrong with the Sea of ​​Eternal Life?"

"No, I just feel that my trip should not end here."

Eight hundred bhikkuni was silent for a while, she lowered her head, with a trace of nostalgia in her eyes.

She said softly: "500 years ago, when I met her for the first time, I was very curious and scared. People were saying that eating mermaid meat would make you immortal, but no one dared to approach her because they were all afraid of mermaids." .”

"I was also very scared, but at that time I was very hungry and scared. People in the village didn't like me, and I was always ostracized, so I was forced to go there and eat her meat."

"After eating, I obtained eternal life. Although my body is still growing, it will not continue to grow after growing to a certain level, as if it is fixed at a certain moment."

"When I first got the power of eternal life, I was still very scared, because I would not be injured, and the people in the village were even more afraid of me. Later, I left my existence and traveled around alone."

"Through the time of eternal life, I have learned a lot. With my own name and knowledge, I began to travel around, went to one village after another, and made friends one after another. But when I stopped, I suddenly looked back. At that time, I discovered that my friends were all dead..."

"They don't have the power of immortality, and they can't live endlessly. When I returned to the village again, they were all gray-haired and unable to speak. I can't do anything. I can only watch them die in front of me. in front of my eyes."

"At that moment, I realized that the power of immortality is not happiness, but curse."

"So I started looking for death."

"In order to die, I tried various methods, but all failed. The power she gave me was like a lingering nightmare and curse, tormenting me all the time."

"I finally understood that I couldn't kill myself, so I started to learn divination. I wanted to know who could kill me and end my curse. In this way, I became a fortuneteller."

"It's just that I can't take part in everything that happened today. It may be that I am not strong enough to see this scene, or it may be that God has mercy on me and asked Lux ​​to bring me back here."

"My original idea was to follow you, complete the task, and then complete the things she agreed with me, and then enter the formation to understand this life. But now, I don't want to do that anymore."

"Your pursuit of life and your concern for the promise have made me see a completely different brilliance from before."

"Eternal life is a curse, a curse to me, but I have found a reason for me to live and a way to end my life."

"Maybe it's because people long for life when they face death... So, I gave up seeking death."

"I want...to see the world again."

"Take her share and go see the wonderful world."

"...Is that so..."

Qianji sighed softly, she wanted to keep Babaichuni, but Babaichuni had already talked about this point, what else could she say?

"Since you choose to leave for the time being, then I won't continue to keep you."

"However, the Sea of ​​Eternal Life will always be your home, and you can come back no matter what. This place will always be your safe haven."

Chapter 540 It turns out that my mother still loves me...

"Thank you, Lord Qianji..."

Eight Hundred Bhikkhuni smiled softly.

She has been wandering alone in human society for 500 years. She should have been homeless, but at this moment she finally found a place that can accommodate her and accept her.

The queen gave her the curse of eternal life, making her walk around the world like a walking dead for 500 years, but now, the queen also gave her a home to go back to.

Although it was brought by the queen, the resentment that Eight Hundred Pikkuni had towards the queen disappeared...

You have two fine daughters... Her Majesty.

Gently restrain your mind, since you have agreed to leave, then it is time to talk about other things.

The eight hundred bhikkhuni came here not just to take leave, but also to pass the message on behalf of the queen.

It is because the Queen can't let go of her daughter that she puts down her pride and hands over her life to Bhikkhuni Eight Hundred. Now that the opportunity is right in front of her, Bhikkhuni Eight Hundred must of course complete it.

To be honest, the eight hundred bhikkhunis have been unable to seek death these years, in addition to the power of the queen, I guess there is also the power of the agreement.

Because she made an agreement with the queen, she couldn't really die until the agreement was completed.

Therefore, she also had to complete her agreement at this time.

"Lord Qianji...the next words are not mine, but the queen's."

"Although I don't know how you see the queen, the queen loves you very much. Even if you are not a shark dragon, the queen has always regarded you as the cutest daughter..."

Cutest daughter?

Chihiro fell silent.

In fact, she had already heard that sentence when she was fighting her father.

Because she couldn't let go of her and Lingji, and because she couldn't let go of the sea of ​​eternal life, she begged a human to let go of her pride and let a human get the power of eternal life.

To be honest, when she heard this, she didn't believe it.

She believed that her mother couldn't let Ling Ji and the Sea of ​​Eternal Life go, but she didn't believe that she couldn't let her go.

Because in memory, her mother never recognized her.

Every time she went to the altar and wanted to pull out the Haiyuan shellfish, her mother kept saying, 'This is not your destiny, you don't need to be close to the altar'.

The mother didn't believe her, she didn't believe her own daughter, even though she knew what her mother said was true, those words still hurt Qianji deeply.

There is also a reason why Chihime will fight with her younger sister, Suzuka Gozen.

Even in her long-standing habits, Qianji even had the idea that her mother didn't care about her at all, but only cared about the future of the sea of ​​immortality and the shark dragon.

Such thoughts deepened with misunderstandings, and now, she almost regarded it as a fact.

But now, the eight hundred bhikkhuni told her that her mother has always been unable to let her go?

"Lord Qianji, the queen has never looked down on you, let alone thinks you are inferior to Lord Lingji. The reason why the queen doesn't want you to approach the altar is simply because the queen doesn't want to see you get hurt."

"The queen said 'this is not your destiny' because the queen wants you to live your life well."

"You are not Lord Lingji, there is no need to bear the darkness like Lord Lingji, as long as you live happily according to your own ideas, that is enough."

"Live according to...my own ideas?"

The words of the eight hundred monks made Qianji unable to help but freeze in place.

She looked at the woman below in astonishment, her azure eyes showed a trace of astonishment and disbelief.

Mother...it's not that she hates me and only cares about her sister Lingji, but simply doesn't want me...to live in my sister's shadow?

She wants me to live this life happily, and wants me to control my life with my own ideas?

But, but, why didn't mother say it?Why treat her like that?And why, after she got close to the altar and was hurt by the sea of ​​eternal life, people still wanted to cut her out?

"...The queen hoped that this would make you retreat... But she didn't expect that this not only did not make Lord Qianji back down, but also made Lord Qianji hate Lord Lingji because of it. .”

"The queen had the opportunity to talk to Lord Qianji, and to get back together with Lord Qianji, but the queen... missed all of them."

"'After Lingji becomes queen, Qianji will be able to let go of this torture and start her own life', this is the queen's last thought, but she can't wait for that day..."

"...So it's...Is that so...Mother..."

Qianji's body trembled a little, and there was a burst of remorse in her heart. She never knew that her mother had such thoughts, never knew that her mother still loved her. I didn't take into account at all, the mood of my mother...

It turns out... Mother loves her...

Qianji lowered her head, a burst of remorse rose in her heart, but amidst the remorse, she had another emotion.

That's an emotion called joy... an emotion called happiness.

Mother loved her... from beginning to end, until death.

This kind of fact and this kind of longing made Qianji a little uncontrollable... Obviously she should cry and be sad, but now, she laughed out of joy...

I'm such a twisted person...

Crystal clear teardrops ran across the girl's cheeks.

The eight hundred bhikkhuni looked at Qian Ji's figure with a slight smile in his eyes.

Although she is not a queen, she is just a human being who has inherited the queen's memory, but now she represents the queen...'Daughter' showed such emotions in front of her, and she couldn't help but have A throbbing.

But soon, Eight Hundred Bhikkhuni calmed down his emotions and slowly left the palace hall.

Now let Qianji accept this fact well, and cheer up...

Leave her alone for a while.

Then the next step...is to go to Lingji-sama.

The mermaid queen treats everyone equally. Since she has something she wants to give to her eldest daughter, she naturally has something to give to her younger daughter. What's more, her guilt towards her younger daughter is no lower than that of her eldest daughter.

Therefore, the Eight Hundred Bhikkhuni still had to go to Suzuka Gozen to convey these words to Suzuka Gozen.

As for whether Suzuka Gozen will be moved, it is beyond the guesswork of the Yabaichuni.

Chapter 540 You and Lord Qianji Are the Greatest Treasures

Walking out of the main hall of the palace, the eight hundred bhikkhuni planned to go to find Suzuka Gozen, but as soon as she left the hall, she turned around and saw Suzuka Gozen leaning against a wall.

"Lord Lingji?"

Even the eight hundred monks were a little surprised that Suzuka Gozen appeared here...

"I'll check to see if that guy is asleep, and then I heard your conversation...By the way, you won't blame me for eavesdropping, right?"

"Of course not. Lord Qianji and Lord Lingji are sisters. Naturally, there will be no eavesdropping between sisters. Moreover...the Queen never thought of keeping these words from the two of them."

"It's better to say that Lord Lingji came just in time."