Fantasies That Descend on Collapse

Teresa tried to hide her pain by covering her face with her hands, but her trembling voice made it all futile.

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Teresa was born a loner.

Born from the experimental cabin, she has no parents, no brothers and sisters, and her only relative is a grandfather who has no blood relationship with her.

From her grandfather's mouth, Teresa understood her identity. She is not an ordinary person. She is a synthetic human created by an ancient Valkyrie cell and a Houkai beast cell.

With no relatives, no dreams, and no reason to live, Teresa just obeyed her grandfather's expectations and lived as a warrior.

As time went by, Teresa gradually realized that Grandpa, who originally regarded himself as a substitute for someone, seemed to have invested real affection in her.

Will care about her health, will help her prepare what she needs, will accompany her in her spare time, and spend lonely time with her.

It was a very happy time, being cared for and accompanied by others, and she was no longer alone, but even so, it only made her no longer lonely.

The individual named Teresa finally failed to find a reason to live.

fighting?No, that is the duty that the Valkyrie cells in his body should fulfill.Protect the people?That's what grandpa expected of her...

Therefore, the individual named Teresa actually had no reason to exist in the first place. She just gave birth to her own consciousness in an accident.

Everything about her was given to her by Otto, and Otto should also give her a reason to live.

Her strength, her life, her name, and everything she possessed, Otto can be said to have given Teresa everything she needs.

But Otto forgot the most important thing, standing in front of him was not the saint Kallen, but a living being named Theresa.

The meaning of Karen's life is to fight against the collapse and protect the people, but Teresa is not Karen, maybe Teresa has Karen's compassionate heart, but even so, Teresa is still Teresa after all.

Teresa once thought carefully about her reasons for living, but she never imagined that in the end, she could only obey her grandfather's hope for her, fight hard to become an independent warrior, and then use her own strength to protect those people.

Soon, she discovered that the new problem was not about her reason for living, but about the way the people she worked with looked at her.

Those eyes contained fear and suspicion. In the eyes of these people, she was a more terrifying existence than Honkai Beast, because human beings are existences that are afraid of things they don't know.

The protection again and again did not bring praise and friendship. Teresa was once again confused, if according to what her grandfather said, the reason for her birth was to protect these human beings.But at this moment, Teresa couldn't find a reason to protect these humans.

Even after the battle, people's praises for her were harsh to her ears.

Ah, the granddaughter of the bishop has successfully completed the task again.

He didn't mention his name. In their eyes, his only identity was the granddaughter of the archbishop, and he had nothing else.

Teresa was confused again, she lost the reason to fight, she went to ask her grandfather, and asked about the meaning of Otto's own existence.

"It won't happen again, Teresa."

Since then, people in the organization have never looked at Teresa with strange eyes again, but the scars engraved on her heart before can not be easily erased like these eyes.

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This kind of doubt existed in Teresa's heart for a long time, and she couldn't let go of it.

There is no friend to talk to, no one to confide in, and the only person who can understand her is Otto.

But this is far from enough. What Teresa needs is someone she can talk to on an equal footing, not an elder who dotes on her blindly.

I don't know if God heard Teresa's heart, after spending a long time alone, Teresa met a special person.

When the two met for the first time, Teresa, who was used to hiding her true self, only revealed herself in front of the other party in disguise.

Strong, flawless, decisive and...apathetic.

You don't need to pay attention to other people's thoughts, wrap your heart in a hard barrier, for others, you are a monster with terrible power, for her, you are just a unique existence of time, no one Will understand her true thoughts, and no one will want to understand her thoughts.

But this time, Teresa miscalculated, the other party ignored her disguise, met her gaze and walked up to her, bent down, and said something she had never heard before in a nice voice.

"Theresa...is that so? Nice to meet you."

From that moment, there was a crack in the barrier that Teresa used to disguise herself.

In the days to come, the other party will always use various reasons to approach Teresa, even after being driven back by Theresa every time, it will not be long before Teresa sees the other party again figure.

Day after day, it never stopped, and Teresa also knew the other party's name under the other party's tireless visit.

Cecilia Shaniat...

Perhaps moved by the other party's perseverance, Teresa gradually changed from resistance to acquiescence. In the end, she could hardly hold on to her disguise.

The other party was the first person who didn't treat her as a monster. The person who could treat her tenderly was the one who deserved her to open her heart.

Unsurprisingly, Teresa fell in love. She was intoxicated by the tenderness and smile of the other party, and every move of the other party was affecting her heart.

Sitting next to the other party, looking at the smile on the other party's face, and tasting the dessert made by the other party, at that moment, Teresa knew the meaning of her life.

Instead of protecting those who turned cold eyes on her, she would rather protect the person sitting opposite her with all her heart.

At least after protecting the other party, he will be praised and praised instead of alienated and indifferent.

But to Teresa's disappointment, Cecilia mentioned someone to her after returning from a trip.

Teresa had heard about that person from her grandfather.

Siegfried Kaslana, the next patriarch of the Kaslana family, a... very strange person.

Siegfried couldn't see any qualities related to the surname Kaslana at all. He was like a bird eager to fly, longing for a world beyond the destiny.

Listening to Cecilia's narration, coupled with the slightly flushed expression on the other party's face, Teresa knew.

The other party, like himself, fell into the person named Siegfried.

At that moment, Teresa already guessed what would happen next.

Unsurprisingly, Siegfried returned to the Mandate of Heaven headquarters where he had been away for many years, and made a request to the archbishop to marry Cecilia.

The archbishop naturally agreed to the other party's request, not to mention that the two are truly in love with each other, not to mention that the two are from the Shaniat and Kaslana families respectively. The combination of these two different bloodlines will definitely breed more strong offspring.

After receiving the news, Teresa had the illusion that the person she guarded was snatched away by others.

The wedding of the two arrived as scheduled. As Cecilia's friend, Teresa naturally attended the wedding of the two of them.

That night, Teresa cried more sadly than anyone else...

But to her relief, Cecilia did not alienate the relationship between the two because of marriage, and Teresa also met Siegfried because of Cecilia.

Although she was displeased with Siegfried for taking Cecilia away, Teresa couldn't blame him either. After all, the two really loved each other and they belonged in the same family. She couldn't get in the way. The only thing she could do was bless the two Can go through this life in peace.

Everything should have gone on the right track. The two got married and gave birth to a son, and then the family of three lived smoothly. As a good friend of the two, Teresa can also visit from time to time, if there is no accident , the four of them should be able to maintain the current relationship until the end of their lives.

But in this world, the most indispensable thing is accidents...

Chapter 31

That day, Teresa's world shattered.

She saw Cecilia smiling and saying goodbye to her behind the screen.

There was reluctance in her resolute gaze, holding the black abyss and white flowers in her hand, she rushed to the Tower of Babylon without hesitation, where the Second Herrscher and... the twelve tactical nuclear missiles that were about to be launched were waiting for her.

Teresa, who was ordered by the bishop to withdraw from the battlefield, could only stand alone in front of the screen, watching the person who walked into her heart slowly die.

"God...Since you can hear my prayer and send Cecilia to my side, can you hear my prayer again this time so that Cecilia can return safely? Come to my side..."

Order everyone to leave the command room, leaving only Teresa in the huge command room.

She knelt in front of the screen, clasped her hands, and prayed to the sky that the other party would come back safely.Tears couldn't stop falling from the corners of her eyes, dripping onto the ground, bursting into tears representing sorrow. At this moment, Teresa has truly become a devout nun, silently reciting prayers in her heart.In the past, when she was alone, her grandfather would tell her stories about the saint. Sometimes, her grandfather would quote some prayers to explain this story. Thanks to this story, Deli Sarah also memorized a lot of expressions related to prayer.

At the moment when she knelt down to pray, the battle in the Tower of Babylon came as expected, and the expected grand scene did not appear. The only scene on the screen in the command room was the tower of Babylon standing on the Siberian snow field, and A cold wind blowing constantly and mixed with snowflakes.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the scene reflected on the screen was still the same, and the communicator used by the two to communicate was also lying quietly on the table, without the slightest movement.

Similarly, Teresa in front of the screen kept kneeling and praying, ignoring her already numb legs, ignoring the gradual loss of time. If a moment of pain can be exchanged for the safety of the other party, Teresa may be able to Keep doing this forever.

Then, with her eyes closed, she heard her grandfather's voice, which was as gentle as ever, but at this moment the other's words made Teresa terrified.

"I'm sorry, Teresa...you should know that if the Second Herrscher breaks through the last line of defense in Siberia, the consequences will be more serious than now. If you want to hate me...you should hate me Bar..."

Hastily opened her eyes, Teresa knew the meaning of this passage, if Cecilia did not send a communication within the specified time, then the twelve tactical nuclear missiles aimed at Siberia would be launched together.

No creature can escape this catastrophe, whether it is a Herrscher or a human being.

With the occurrence of twelve tactical nuclear bombs, the battle ended so absurdly, but the communicator on the table would never ring again, and the Tower of Babylon standing on the Siberian snow field was also shattered in this battle. One of them was broken together, and Theresa's heart.

The Second Herrscher is dead, there is no so-called counterattack, as if she had never existed in this world, she appeared in Siberia quietly, and then passed away so abruptly and suddenly, and took away many people and one of them was Cecilia who fought her without hesitation...

At that moment, Teresa lost the person she wanted to protect, she lost her reason to live, and she was alone again, living in this world that made her feel extremely lonely.

Since then, Theresa Apocalypse, the granddaughter of the Archbishop of Destiny, died, and a person who was dissatisfied with the behavior of the Archbishop of Destiny, also named Teresa Apocalypse, was born from her remains in this lonely world...

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Originally Teresa thought that everything was over. Although many things happened in the long 14 years, she covered Siegfried and Kiyana and escaped from the destiny. In order to distance herself from the archbishop, Teresa proposed to the archbishop A request to establish a Valkyrie Academy in the Far East.

Perhaps because of guilt, the Archbishop agreed to Teresa's request. After the establishment of the academy, Teresa left the headquarters of Destiny immediately without any attachment.

Teresa bid farewell to the Floating Floating Island of Destiny where she had grown up for decades, and also bid farewell to the archbishop who gave her life and raised her for decades.

After all, what the two of them did was for the person they love the most, but unfortunately...

Things are often so unsatisfactory, even if the plan is completely the same.

Just as Teresa didn't know that it was k423 that Siegfried took away, Otto didn't know what Delisa was really thinking.

The only thing in the world that cannot be measured by data is the human heart.

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Finally, after a full 14 years, Teresa once again gained her own salvation.

She found Cecilia's daughter in Changkong City, a person she had promised to protect.

What she wants to protect has already passed away for many years, so she can only find a way to protect the person she promised to protect.

I have found the person I want to protect, I have my own shelter, and I have friends who have been with me for many years by my side. From this point of view, it seems that everything is constantly developing towards a normal track.

But as I said before, everything is lacking in this world, except accidents.

All the peaceful daily life was broken by an order a month ago. Teresa vaguely remembered that night. After a few months, he received another order from the archbishop, and this order moved her a little.

The archbishop ordered her to board the plane to Siberia again, and set foot on that land again after 14 years, but the Herrscher who was waiting there looked like that.

Teresa once again felt the malice of the world...

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