The Trickster's Ninth Episode

This countermeasure may not be successful, but he must be the most suitable one.

After understanding this fact, a flash of light suddenly appeared in Yu Gonglian's mind.

It was not a flash of inspiration, but a constant, looming feeling.Like a swimming fish whose tail is lightly held, it is deadlocked at a certain critical point, and it can only maintain the status quo with all its strength, and it will escape if the balance is slightly disturbed.

Ferremon is just stating the known facts that are not known because no one thinks about it, and it is precisely because these contents have no value of concealment that Ferremon will state these facts in front of Amamiya Ren so frankly. information.

However, Ren Yugong seemed to have discovered something crucial in the information.

It comes from the accumulation of life and knowledge, turned into intuitive inspiration.

In a daze, Yu Gonglian seemed to see a person staring at the starry sky, that was another self, a very different self.His temperament is more mature and vicissitudes than his current self.Even though he looks so young, he can feel the traces of time on him with his heart.

His own shadow, Yasen's shadow, and Satan Yael's shadow were all hallucinated from that person.

This is different from previous memory flashbacks. In the past, no matter what, Amamiya Ren's perspective was No. 1. It was his memory, personal experience and perception.

But this time, Yu Gonglian seemed to be able to feel that person looking at her—yes, although her eyes were fixed on the sky, that person's attention was on herself.

Moreover, I don't know if it's an illusion, but Ren Amamiya feels that she is not replacing someone in a certain scene, the past Ren in the illusion is just looking at herself, at the present Amamiya Ren.

It seems to meet across time and space.

——"Human life! Sometimes it really makes people feel that they are idle and anti-intellectual, and like to think about meaningless and illusory things."

——"But ah! It is precisely because in every era, there are people like this who look up at the sky with nothing to do, and think deeply about the vast universe. It makes people feel that there is still hope for human beings, doesn't it?"

The soft voice like chatting came to Amamiya Ren's ears, as if the elders were talking with the younger generation, sharing their life with joy and hope.

Ren Amamiya raised her head subconsciously. It was evening, the dim yellow sky covered the stars in the vision, and half of the sun that was not blazing was hanging in the sky, and the outline of the lower half was blocked by the green belt at the end of the park.

Yu Gonglian just stared at that round of sunset, in the majestic brilliance that was about to set, a guess naturally appeared in his mind.

universe......

"Lord Ren...?" Maybe he sensed that Ren Amamiya was not in a good state at this time, so Feremon softly called Ren Amameya back from the fugue state.

"..." Faced with this call, Ren Amamiya just moved her gaze to Ferremon very calmly, and glanced at him.

Ren Yugongren's return to consciousness was not abrupt, and there was no so-called reaction like waking up from a dream or suddenly awakening. He just escaped from the inexplicable illusion very flatly, and the change of state did not affect his thinking ability. The slightest impact.

"I have already understood the answer to the question, let's stop this meeting." Ugonglian said indifferently.

"The doctor won't be in a coma for too long, it's almost time to wake up. I'm not in the mood now, let's get back."

"I see." Ferremont saluted Amamiya Ren again, and then his figure gradually faded away, disappearing from the real world.

After Ferremon disappeared, Ren Amamiya hugged Takemi Miao, found a park bench nearby, and let Takemiao lie down in a coma, and pillowed it on her lap.

In the silence, Amameiya Ren's thoughts returned to not long ago.

The one just now, was... a message?

The past self, leave a message for the present.

——Look up at the sky and think deeply about the universe.

Ren Yugong felt that she seemed to have grasped a corner of the answer - this is the answer that no one knows, everyone is puzzled, and even Tetu, the god of games, is looking for.

It is also the past Ren Yugong who has been thinking quietly, hiding all of it in her heart, and never telling anyone, whether it is a lover or a close friend.

......

Why is Ferremon one of the gods that Amamiya Ren hates the most?

Is it because he is too indifferent and too rational in the process of maintaining human existence, just like a machine-like executor, without the slightest bit of empathy?

Is it because Philemon has no will of his own, and from the beginning to the end, he is like a marionette, with no desires or desires, meaninglessly perfunctory his own intellect and spirituality?

Or was his lengthy confrontation with Nayar so condescending that it seemed arrogant and stupid?

No, neither.In the past, Lian hated Ferremon not for such a holy reason.

What Lian hated in the past was what Philemon represented, the [eternal confrontation], the [unchanged axiom], and the truly supreme and unshakable will.

Grand reason!

From the day when she was told that she had reincarnated eight times, Ren Amamiya's impression of her past self has been changing.

In the beginning, it was clumsily targeting the nonexistent [Savior], a rebel struggling in fate.

Later, it became an ascetic who shouldered the fate of others and wanted to overthrow the unrighteous.

Later, it seemed that he had reached the end of asceticism, and became the real savior who had harvested flowers and glory.

These are all [others told him] what Umiya Ren looked like in the past.

But now, Ren Yugong feels a completely different self from the past [in the eyes of others].

Acquiesced to the crazy and paranoid self that he would never understand.

Yu Gonglian raised her head and watched the sun set.

"universe......"

"Is that... our enemy?"

Chapter 180 Four Fierce Emotions Hidden Under Cool Colors

(A couple of gossips, the cause of the incident was that someone in the book review area asked [Why didn't Yu Gonglian think about why she was time-traveling? Is this a drop in wisdom?])

(Although the logic in this comment is a bit problematic, but this is indeed information that I did not disclose in the main text, so it is no wonder that some people think so. I directly gave him some spoilers in the reply, and then I thought it was It's not that I should reveal more information about Lian in the past in the text.)

(The chapter I wrote yesterday has already been speeded up, but after reading the post after I finished writing, I found that...it seems that I still wrote less.)

(There is still not much information given, but the problem is that there is no opportunity to give too much information.)

(How to introduce the prequel plot into the main text is a problem, and it needs to be considered carefully.)

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Although it was a guess, Amamiya Ren probably had some clues to her ultimate purpose in the past.

[Purpose] is a very important thing. No matter how tortuous the road a person walks on, he must eventually move towards his goal.After knowing the purpose, go back and combine what the other party has done, and you can reverse the psychological changes in the process.

However, the purpose that Yu Gonglian guessed was a bit too outrageous, and he himself was somewhat unable to understand why the past self would take the grand principle as the goal.

There is a slight difference in personality between the current Amamiya Ren and the past Amamiya Ren. After all, the latter came through an extremely high-pressure environment, while the former was liberated from the high-pressure environment in a state of amnesia.

The composition of a person's philosophy and personality is largely determined by acquired factors, so if there is something in the past that Lian can't understand now, then there must be a [key experience] that Lian doesn't know now that contributed to this.

As for this so-called [key experience] Amamiya Ren has no clue at all.

You must know that in Yu Gonglian's self-cognition, he should be regarded as a type of "nothing to do with yourself".

You can see that he likes to help people, he will worry about other people's feelings, and he will act bravely as if he is nosy.But in fact, he is more rationally seeking for ideals and spiritual comfort.

Although all [good deeds] in this world can be defined as [self-satisfaction], there is still a [weight and measure] among them, which is the ratio of rationality and sensibility.

Those who don't think too much, who sincerely believe in good things, believe in truth and goodness, and those who are more driven by emotion to do good, are undoubtedly saints, heroes, and righteous people in everyone's eyes.

And those who are coerced by the torrent of the times and are forced to or coincidentally become heroes in the process of progress, they not only have the sensibility of advocating truth, goodness and beauty, but also have rational thinking about their own living conditions, and show excellent performance in appropriate restraint. character.Such a combination of sensibility and rationality can also be called a kind and beautiful person.

But Amamiya Ren is a typical overly rational guy.The reason why he is the savior is only because part of the three views (subject) he recognizes, and part of the morality (subject) he believes in, [just happens], conforms to the image of a kind person and a savior.

When the relatively anti-social side of his Three Views conflicts with the existing main theme of morality, he will directly ignore the so-called [mainstream] and [correct], and continue to move forward according to his own ideas and pace.

He is not the kind of person who will be dragged forward by the times, not a hero who will be created by the current situation, he will only go straight forward, either be swallowed by the torrent and die in it, or make a way out of it.

Therefore, in the process of doing good and punishing evil, Yu Gonglian firstly satisfies her own spiritual demands, and then fulfills her obligations out of morality.

When Ren Yugong was young and ignorant, he chased the society and the environment to form his own ideas and three views, and after he realized himself, the environment that provided him to grow up went hand in hand with him.

In other words, because the world and him [go along the way], he is the savior; if the way is different, then he is undoubtedly the devil.

From Amamiya Ren's point of view, he just looks like a good person [coincidentally], and he has a considerable degree of self-awareness that he is not a good thing.

For Amamiya Ren, spiritual satisfaction is higher than material satisfaction, but no matter where it is, it is not out of the scope of [self-satisfaction].

This is the basis that powers some of his actions.If he has any purpose, then it must start from this level.

Rebelling against fate is because that damn fate will send him to prison; Rebelling against Yalda Beth is because this axis is thinking about fishing jobs, and you have to run out to do some business, and you are still playing shepherds Thought control.

Rebelling against the gods is because these anti-human and anti-civilization psychopaths like to come out to destroy the world at every turn, and they come once every two years, which can be said to be too frequent.And Yu Gonglian is also a member of the world, if these guys want to destroy him, then of course he will not be indifferent.

It can be said that all of Lian's behaviors in the past, even outrageous behaviors, after understanding the source of his motivation, the cause, effect and composition of them became very clear.These things are closely related to his life and destiny, so he will do it.

However, this logical inference cannot be applied to the new speculation that has emerged now.

The reason is very simple, the grand principle is too far away from Amamiya Ren.

That thing is like a pure background board in the world of strange news, and this level of things will not have any direct intersection with Ren Amameiya.Let alone Amamiya Ren, the entire earth may not have any direct intersection with the grand principle.

If you have to talk about the relationship, the [Civilization Extermination Agency Nix] attracted by Fallows was created by the Grand Principle himself. This can barely be considered an event that has an indirect connection with the Grand Principle.

besides?there is none left!The factors that have influenced Ren Amamiya's daily life in the Great Law are gone!

Based on the concept of "It's none of your business to hang on to yourself", no matter what the state of Hongwei Li is, Amamiya Ren should not bother to care about it.

In the past, when obtaining information about her past self, Ren Amamiya could rely on [super self-knowledge], relying on her understanding of herself, to forcibly deduce a rough answer.

But this trick doesn't work now, because he really can't think of why his past self will be related to the grand principle.

Of course, although no answer can be obtained, a useful train of thought can still be drawn out.

The crux of the problem lies in—what made Lian in the past connect with the illusory things like the Grand Principle.

After clarifying the key point, it is the solution - when [this incident] happened, how many reincarnations is it?Which week's memory does Umiya Ren need to retrieve in order to recall this incident?

The solution is a question, but this problem is not as difficult as the one above.The above question is beyond the self-cognition of Umiya Ren, but this question has not reached this point.

So the old method, relying on evidence-free reasoning of self-knowledge, restarted.

Lian's multiple reincarnations in the past should be a long-term plan.If even the ninth week is part of the plan, then this plan must have taken shape early on.

It does not matter whether the plan itself is complete from the outset or whether it is gradually consummated along the way.

What is important is that the reasons that prompted Past Lotus to conceive and implement this plan must have existed before the plan was born.

In other words... it must have existed before [a certain big move].

And when it comes to Lian's "sudden big move" in the past, it is undoubtedly the convergence of parallel worlds after the end of the first episode.

But Yu Gonglian has recovered the memory of the first week, and in this memory, there is no suspicious experience.

So [this event] did not happen in the first episode, and it was pushed backwards. The second big move, which is different from the previous one, is the fusion of other worlds after the convergence of parallel worlds.