I Was Heard by the Second-dimensional Heroine?

And Yukinoshita Yukino has actually thought about this issue herself. If it is true that as Mai Sakurajima said, it was because of subconscious thoughts in her heart that she became such a thing, then does it mean that she actually desires to become Hoshino in the fifth watch?

She couldn't deny this, but she didn't tell Mai Sakurajima about it. Although the two had discussed some issues in private, it was because Mai Sakurajima felt that if it was Yukinoshita Yukino's crush on Hoshino, it would definitely not be true. It's convenient to say it in front of Wu Geng Hoshino.

And as for Yukinoshita Yukino's own guess, she definitely doesn't want to tell Sakurajima Mai.

After all, she still has to confirm this matter.

But Yukinoshita Yukino is surprisingly calm about the matter of traveling back in front of her. One is that she has changed her body countless times before, which makes her now resistant to surreal things. The other is that she feels We must think carefully about how to spend today.

Through a series of collectable information such as the calendar, she finally knew what day it was and where she went to school.

In the morning, she still planned to go to school as usual, because she was always alone in the past, so as long as everything went according to normal and she spent the day in silence, no one would be able to find out.

But when Yukinoshita Yukino arrived at the school in the morning, found her shoe cabinet, and looked at some thumbtacks in it, she stayed where she was.

Yes, how could she forget.

Now is not my high school, but the past, but my elementary school time, and my elementary school time has experienced countless such things.

How could she forget what happened to her in the past just because she met Yuigahama Yui and others.

Thinking of this, she sighed helplessly.

The current self is different from the past. If she would be affected by these things, then she would not have such beliefs in the first place.

Yukinoshita Yukino took out the thumbtack and threw it into the trash can. She could hear snickers around her, as if they were targeting her. The girls saw themselves hiding one by one, and the boys seemed to want to come forward Helping, but seeing their taciturn appearance, they all planned to give up.

If the shoes are hidden, there is no need to change them.

She took her backpack and walked into her class silently. When she got to her seat, some patterns were graffitied on it, like words like a stupid pig's head.

Yukinoshita Yukino just put down her schoolbag silently, took out the eraser she had prepared, and just wiped it silently.

In the class, not far away is Hayama Hayato from the past who also looked at Yukinoshita Yukino's direction, and then wanted to come over and say something to help, but after seeing Yukinoshita Yukino's indifferent eyes, he still couldn't say in the end Export.

Yukinoshita Yukino was still rubbing these patterns quietly.

She remembered some things she had imagined, what would it be like if she met Wu Geng Hoshino in elementary school.

Wugen Hoshino's appearance is not bad, if he is more cheerful, maybe he will be as popular socially as Hayama Hayato, so if he gave him chocolates on Valentine's Day and was envied by many girls, how would he deal with these things, Will he be silent like Hayama Hayato and do nothing, or will he stand up and explain for himself.

No, how could I suddenly think about these meaningless things.

Wugen Hoshino will not be in the same class as him, and it is impossible for Hayama Hayato to stand up and say anything.

The people around them are all weak, they can't accept this fact, and they even gave Hayama Hayato chocolates only because of their parents.

Weak and ugly people always use reasons to cover up their mistakes. They can't feel the excellence of others, and they can only sneer at them.

just occasionally...

Yukinoshita Yukino's hands wiping the table gradually became full.

Occasionally, she would suddenly feel that maybe it was really great to meet Yubihama Yui and Gogen Hoshino.

People always say that if you do it again, you won't make the same mistake, you won't do it again, you won't feel sad for anyone.

But I never thought about it. In fact, maybe some people don't want to do it again, just like the present, like the past, like the future.

What Yukinoshita Yukino wants is the future...

207. Miss Yukinoshita, long time no see

In the evening, after finally spending the day, Yukinoshita Yukino suddenly felt that maybe it was because she had met Gogen Hoshino, and facing these things now, she just felt pity for those children.

As always, she goes home alone, cooks and cooks alone, and sleeps alone, hoping that when she wakes up tomorrow, she will forget everything about today.

It's just that when she fell into a deep sleep and woke up again, she suddenly found that everything around her hadn't changed, she was still the same young self, washing and going to school as always, and... the same day as always.

This situation made Yukinoshita Yukino at a loss for a while.

She didn't want to go back to the past, let alone face these things and people again.

His shoes were stolen every morning, and when he went to school, the desk was covered with patterns. Hayama Hayato let all this happen in silence, and he chose to remain silent.

There was no revenge, no response, not even anger, as if everything had returned to the beginning, and seemed to be locked at this moment.

When I opened the shoe cabinet, there were still thumbtacks.

She recalled the words that Goshino Hoshino said, those words that Sakurajima Mai said.

Now thinking about it again, she suddenly felt.

Maybe I really longed to become Wu Geng Hoshino.

I want to have his natural character, I want to get along peacefully with people around me like him, I want to be like him, not create so many conflicts, be able to look at everything in life calmly, be able to deal with all things well.

But that kind of thing, Yukinoshita Yukino knew that she would never do it in her life.

She quietly looked at the thumbtacks in the shoe cabinet, and suddenly remembered what Gogen Hoshino had said.

If it was really me or my sister who suffered school violence, I would definitely retaliate with an eye.

But now, she can't do it. If the reincarnation continues like this, maybe she will keep silent like this.

No one approached, and no one wanted to know her.

Is it my fault...

Maybe the people around are not like that, maybe all this is caused by myself, maybe if Wugen Hoshino is here now, this kind of thing will not happen.

Thinking of this, Yukinoshita Yukino lowered her head, and she took a deep breath to calm herself down.

But the reality is disappointing.

This day, reincarnation again.

Over and over again, facing these campus violence again and again, and she chose to remain silent again and again.

And in such constant reincarnation, Yukinoshita Yukino also suddenly realized that she does not desire to become Wu Geng Hoshino, because she will never be able to become a person like him in her whole life.

What she longed for was that at such times, in these desperate times, Wugeng Hoshino could be by her side and help her change these things.

Such an idea is really ridiculous. When I learned about these things, I felt ridiculous for myself to have such an idea.

In the end, I will still rely on someone as my sister said.

Obviously what I long for is independence, but I don't even have the courage to step out.

The silence is still going on, and the people around seem to be wearing black masks to laugh at themselves. Those self-esteem, those arrogant thoughts, seem so ridiculous in this reality.

As people say, no one can never care about the strange eyes of people around him.

Go to school alone, leave school alone, go to class alone, eat alone, and do all the activities alone.

Yukinoshita Yukino suddenly wanted to break this cycle and leave this place.

She was able to meet better people in high school and enjoy the campus life more.

She hates everything now, hates everything that is happening now, hates the silent Hayama Hayato, and hates the ridiculous and disgusting people around her.

But she couldn't do anything. She tried to get out of this place, but she still returned to the present the next day. She tried to talk to Hayama Hayato, but the other party's eyes made her unable to speak. She tried to think To change the opinions of the people around him, he tried to explain that he and Hayama Hayato met because of their parents, but none of these methods worked.

People who try to save others end up being unable to save themselves.

In the evening, Yukinoshita Yukino silently looked at the drenched clothes in her closet, and then looked down at her sportswear.

The reincarnation is the same every day, but because of her different words and different things, the way of violence is different.

She put on her wet clothes and walked out of the school with a heavy heart.

She is lonely, she has always been lonely, maybe her sister is really right, no one will accompany her for the rest of her life.

Her hands gripping the clothes were a little tighter, and it turned out that physical strength was the worst thing she was good at.

If Wu Geng was here now, maybe he would fight those people directly.

She tried to comfort herself with such funny thoughts.

next day

With a heavy heart, Yukinoshita Yukino found that it was still the ceiling of the past.

Just today, it seems a little weird.

When she came to school in the morning, there were no thumbtacks in the shoe cabinet. She was slightly taken aback, not understanding why such a thing happened.

When I changed my shoes and walked to class, there were no longer those patterns on the table.

There were no figures of those girls in the class, nor was there any figure of Hayama Hayato, as if these people had disappeared out of thin air.

With such doubts, Yukinoshita Yukino spent the whole morning. When she went back to get the bento in her backpack, it was still in it. No one stole it. When she went to check the shoe cabinet, the shoes were still there. inside.

She still goes to school alone, leaves school alone, eats alone, and goes home alone, but today, these things seem to be without any pressure, and it seems that those violent things no longer exist.

So much so that at night, Yukinoshita Yukino felt a little dazed when looking at the well-arranged clothes in the closet.

why......

She rubbed her clothes, wondering why nothing happened today.

Obviously she is completely used to such things, and she is going to accept those facts, but why...

Just when she was still having these doubts, she suddenly felt a figure standing on the other side of the shoe cabinet, who seemed to be carrying someone over, and Yukinoshita Yukino looked over subconsciously, and saw A familiar immature face, the opponent's head was bleeding, and his body was also bruised and purple, but he was still dragging Hayama Hayato beside him, almost dragging him over, and then saw Yukinoshita Yukino, and finally He sighed heavily, and then showed an ugly smile again, even with some blood in his teeth: "Yo, Yukinoshita, long time no see."

At this moment, Yukinoshita froze in place.

208. Nothing, Your Illusion

patter

Because it happened so suddenly that the clothes in Yukinoshita Yukino's hands fell to the ground. She looked at the figure of Gogen Hoshino in a daze. , but Yukinoshita Yukino still recognized it at a glance.

"why......"

She murmured such words subconsciously, and found that her eyes began to blur, and she found that she couldn't control the tears flowing.

The warm water ran across his face and dripped onto the ground.

She seemed to be the only one who could say that.

"Why...why are you here...why..."

Wu Geng Hoshino noticed her expression, then kicked Hayama Hayato's ass, "Go up and apologize."