As a Girl, I Have to Be the Savior of Tomorrow's Ark

In particular, Kelsey's euphemistic excuses for herself made her even more angry.She stretched out her right hand, pushed Kelsey hard, and pushed him down on the hospital bed.Holding Kelsey's arms with both hands, he just pressed the opponent down.

"It's okay if you just want to prevent scientists from making mistakes, but then you use your knowledge to guide scientists to actually use that instrument!"

"Why did you do this?!" Jiang Lin lowered her head, gritted her teeth and looked at Kelsey, who was silent below her.

"If you didn't take the initiative to open that Pandora's Box, those researchers wouldn't have died at all!"

"If you didn't teach them how to study that instrument, the institute wouldn't be targeted by Marquis Boris and the Ursas military!"

"You are the one who sent them to death! But what about you? Afterwards, you slapped your ass and left without saying anything, and you didn't even have the slightest thought of avenging the people you killed!"

"Ah, of course you didn't. After all, the culprit who killed those hundreds of researchers and destroyed hundreds of innocent families is you, Kelsey!"

In fact, those dead researchers have nothing to do with her, after all, she has never met.But Alex, Misha and Lyudmila, are now her friends.

Alex is still her companion who walked out from the Ursus ice field.She was naturally outraged at the undeserved suffering of her companions.

Just like that night, a girl sat on top of another woman, looking at each other angrily.The only difference is that this time the two did not have many physical conflicts, and the girl sitting on it was not bloody.

Looking at the angry face of the girl in front of her, and the other's words that pointed directly at her innermost uneasiness

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Kelsey's psychological defense that had been strictly guarded for hundreds of years finally loosened again.

455 Sensual, childish, immortal idealist

(Note: This is just Kelsey in my heart. Even though I refer to almost all the set plots, it is actually "secondary creation")

The vast majority of Rutlanders are heavy dessert lovers, like a certain Apple Pie Angel.It is said that a qualified Lateran can make at least twenty kinds of desserts.

At this time, Mostima was holding a plate in her hand, and on the plate were all kinds of cakes that she had just made in Rhode Island's kitchen.

While humming a cheerful tune in her mouth, she walked slowly towards someone's ward with fairly relaxed steps.

The reason why there is dessert in his hand is because someone’s stomach hasn’t eaten anything for a long time on the one hand, and on the other hand, Mostima wants to talk to him about something.

Regarding the previous discussion when Kelsey and Nian were present, although Mostima was shocked in his heart, he didn't think much about it afterwards.

Because she felt that such a big matter didn't need to be their turn to worry about.

So she wondered if she should send a report to Lateran, if the doomsday really happened in the future, and the so-called "Tower of Babel" might be the key to saving mankind.

It was impossible for Rutland to ignore it.

What's more, the current Mostima is directly under the Pope, which means that she can directly send this information to the secular supreme ruler of Lateran.

So in her eyes, Rutlan is also a good helper, and she doesn't know why the green-haired Filin removed Rutlan from the list of countries that may be helped.

Mostima came here this time just to talk about it with Jiang Lin, um, by the way, we can chat and deepen our relationship.Just when she came to the door of the ward, she realized that the door was ajar.

And she also heard another person's voice coming from inside, the green-haired Filin's?

Mostima held the plate in her right hand, touched the white key and black lock on her waist with her left hand, and then gently opened the door, revealing a gap enough for her eyes to see the scene inside.

Then, she saw that on the hospital bed, a certain crumb was pressing the green-haired Filin under her body.

Just as the corners of Mostima's eyes twitched, he was about to push open the door and rush in, and then shouted "What are you doing?!".

Jiang Lin's angry questioning voice made her temporarily stop pushing the door.Then secretly observed

At this time, although Kelsey's face was ashen, there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.Although this smile looks a bit bleak.

"Ah, these words of yours have directly hit my inner anxiety." "I can't help but feel a little out of control."

Seeing Kelsey like this, and that almost acquiesced to what she said before.

As a result, the flame in Jiang Lin's heart became more vigorous. If the two parties had not reached a real cooperation agreement before, they would have been considered allies.

Otherwise, she really wanted to clenched her fist and punched the other party's beautiful face.

"Maybe you are the only one in this world who knows these secrets hidden deep in my heart." Kelsey said again, her voice was very soft, full of loneliness.

But the more the other party is "pretending to be miserable", the more angry the girl sitting on her is.

"So, you know that you killed them, killed so many innocent people?!" Jiang Lin stared at Kelsey's gray green eyes, and asked sharply.

"There are tons of questions I don't want to answer."

"But indeed, I admit that it was indeed me who sent them to the slaughterhouse and watched them die." Kelsey said softly, her voice trembling.

"And I still haven't fulfilled the wishes of those researchers who died."

"Ilya Lyudmila's father, during his lifetime, wished to completely stop the operation of the Chernoborg instrument

"But in fact, despite all these years, that instrument is still running smoothly,

It provides enough energy for the core city of Chernobog to operate. "

"Because of my wishful thinking, so much blood was shed and so many people lost their lives." "But until now, I haven't done a single remedy."

"Even if that's what I'm supposed to do."

Jiang Lin was not interested in Kelsey's explanation at all, and she no longer wanted to see Kelsey who was like a bereaved dog.

Seeing the other party lying on the bed like a dying patient, and remembering that she couldn't do anything to her now, Jiang Lin had no choice but to hold back her anger, and simply let go of Kelsey's arms.

Don't want to see this old pushy! She can't hit each other!

In this case, then she should go out, right? Just as she was about to get out of bed and leave here.Kelly spoke again.

"You don't want to know, why did I do this?" "Why did I kill so many people?"

Jiang Lin, who was about to get up from Kelsey, stopped getting up. "Because I expected a different ending."

"What?" Jiang Lin looked at Kelsey, who had a sad smile on her face, and didn't understand what the other party said. "Miss Jiang Lin, I told you before."

"Those scientists hope that the energy of that instrument can benefit the whole society." "And so do I."

"What?!" Jiang Lin was stunned when she heard this, and then opened her eyes wide, looking at each other in disbelief. "you you!"

"No it's impossible"

"You are Kelsey, you are an existence that has lived for an unknown amount of time"

She reached out her hands towards Kelsey's neck, grabbed the other party's collar, and lifted the other party in front of her.The two were very close at this time, and the tip of Kelsey's nose was almost touching Jiang Lin's.

Of course, if one of these two people saw one full of astonishment and the other with a bitter smile on his face, then no one would think of the romantic side.

"Are you kidding me? Kelsey!"

"No, what I said is the truth."

"I'm indeed such a sentimental villain. Just because of the kindness and drive of the people around me, I have this kind of expectation in my heart." Kelsey laughed, his eyes darkened.

But these words were simply unacceptable in Jiang Lin's eyes.

An immortal, an immortal who has lived for an unknown number of years, would actually have such a naive idea in his heart?!

Imagining that the sarcophagus instrument that can provide almost unlimited energy may really benefit the society as those researchers said, so he really taught those researchers the relevant knowledge of the instrument?!

It's like teaching nuclear fusion technology to a group of people in the 89s and [-]th century, and then giving a nuclear fusion instrument as a gift, without considering whether it will be a joke

And even if this knowledge is likely to kill hundreds of researchers, but because of the "expectations" in your heart, you still did it?

"No I can't take it, I can't take it"

"You have lived at least 1000 years, you can't be so childish!"

She squeezed Kelsey's collar tightly with both hands, pulling the other person closer to her, and the distance between their eyes was only a few centimeters at this time.

She wanted to hear Kelsey's denial, but the other party did not answer, still maintaining that sad smile

And the other party's attitude also acquiesced to the answer in Jiang Lin's heart.

"you you.….""

"If it's true according to what you said, how many similar things have you done in the past thousand years?!"

"Just for the 'expectations' and 'ideals' in your heart?! Even if many people will die inexplicably?!"

"Yes."

Seeing Kelsey like this, Jiang Lin realized that she had never seen each other clearly.

Talking in riddles is just Kelsey's protection mechanism, and what is protected by the mechanism is the overly emotional thoughts and emotions.

She remembered how Kelsey often emphasized that he was just a doctor in the drama.

She remembered that Kelsey was the queen mother of Rhodes Island, but she often took the initiative to perform operations on patients. Once, in order to save an operator code-named "Rainstorm", Kelsey worked 72 hours on the operating table. Hours, just to save a person's life.

How much you value other people's lives, Kelsey.

However, a person's life is of course important. However, Rhodes Island has many highly skilled doctors. There is no need for the leaders of Rhodes Island to spend three full days without doing other things just to treat a patient.

This is very unusual.

And Kelsey, who has always shown others with a paralyzed face, only showed an "angry expression" once in the plot

Popka, Loli operator, one of Kelsey's adopted children.

This little Carters girl was sold by her parents to a lumberyard because of her poor IQ and great strength.

Although many parents in Rem Billiton kicked their children out of their homes to fend for themselves because they couldn't afford to support them, Popuka's parents sold their children as goods, and the meaning was completely different.

One can guess what happens to a person with a problematic IQ in a place like a logging camp.

Later, Popka was seen by Kelsey and her medical team passing by the logging camp, and Kelsey bought her.

Dr. Ansel, who was accompanying him at the time, said that it was the first time he saw an angry expression on Kelsey's face.

Kelsey would work 72 hours straight in front of the operating table for the sake of someone else's life, and would be outraged by the unfortunate suffering of others.

It's so strange.

But at the same time, Kelsey also killed many innocent people, even though many of them knew that what she did would kill them, she still did it.

What a contradiction.

However, she, who was at least a thousand years old, would still take the initiative to kill hundreds of people for that childish "expectation".

So, in the past thousand years, how many similar things did the more immature Kelsey do! He loves to talk in riddles, often shows his face paralyzed, emphasizing that he is a doctor, values ​​​​the lives of others, and feels for the suffering of others anger.

These are not only the true expression of the emotional Kelsey, but also a protection mechanism to protect her inner fear and anxiety.

And why do I feel fear and anxiety inside