I Loaded the Healing System

She is more pursuing an idealized mode in which everyone naturally adheres to the inner mode of getting along.

This also often makes her appear rigid, ignorant of flexibility, and initiates her temper, with a characteristic of being as stubborn as a rock.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't know how to be flexible, but that she is unwilling to lie. No matter how hypocritical and kind words are packaged, they are also hypocritical.

In her eyes, Shen An was just a butterfly dyed with colorful colors, flaunting everywhere, or it would be more appropriate to describe it as a chameleon.

At first she believed him.

Because of the clarity and sincerity in his eyes when he spoke, she chose to believe him.

This may be a very mysterious statement, but for Shen Lianyao, eyes are more trustworthy than words.

It's just that she talked to Wang Yuqiong several times by accident, and Wang Yuqiong "accidentally" revealed the news, which made Shen Lianyao very annoyed.

Shen An is not only lying to her, but also betraying her latent trust.

Perhaps all of this, from the beginning to the end, there is no sign of revealing.

But isn't this just Shen Lianyao's temperament.

It seems that the rain and the wind are calm and calm, but the heart is as crazy as a volcano, and it is also the deep sea under the storm, which will always inadvertently set off a raging frenzy.

Facing her cold scrutiny, Shen An was speechless for a moment.

But this is not bad news for him.

As the saying goes, the opposite of love is not hate, but silent strangeness, and you will smile at each other when you see or see you, it is the kind of smile that carries distance.

If there is hatred and emotional fluctuations, it proves that the other party cares.

Shen Lianyao's obsession with this matter was beyond his expectation, but it also proved that she was actually an extremely delicate girl.

At least proof: she cares.

She may not care about herself, but she cares about what she once said to her.

That unintentional support.

Shen An believes that no matter how strong a person is, he still needs emotional support and encouragement.

Shen Lianyao stubbornly analyzed even the polite words, arguing whether they are true or false, and she was unwilling to follow the world to understand and understand, which showed that her daily relationship was very rigid, and it was also difficult for people to communicate.

And she was only 20 years old, Shen An didn't believe that there were people in the world who didn't need emotional recognition.

That matter may not be as difficult as I thought.

Although it seems that the misunderstanding is getting deeper and deeper, and her prejudice against herself is getting more and more serious, but entangled with hatred, maybe it can really be transformed, and a spark will come out of the collision.

In a moment, Shen An cleared his mind.

"Do you believe Yuqiong's words or mine?"

Shen An took the lead in counterattacking: "She may not have lied to you, but I am the one involved."

But Shen Lianyao reacted very quickly, she squinted her eyes, and said directly: "It's actually very simple, you either lied to me or you lied to her, didn't you?"

"Then have you ever thought that she might be lying on purpose?"

Shen An asked back.

Shen Lianyao was startled, and shook her head slightly: "I can't think of a reason for her to lie."

"Then you can think of a reason why I lied to you?"

"Well." Shen Lianyao shook her head again: "I think you misunderstood me, maybe you didn't deliberately lie to me, you just wanted to find a suitable reason or excuse to support your decision."

"I understand such polite words very well, just like when I meet my parents' friends, they will all praise me for being beautiful."

Shen An raised his eyebrows: "This is the truth, I can swear it."

Shen Lianyao froze and rolled her eyes: "I'm discussing a macro case with you, don't put me in it."

"The support you said at the time is actually no different from the compliments of these relatives from the father's generation. It's just a vague and polite way of saying it."

Shen An felt a little headache when he heard it: "Wait... how do I feel that you are discussing a very profound topic with me."

"Do you find it difficult to understand? Then let me be blunt, I can understand your approach, but I will not agree with it, let alone accept it."

Shen Lianyao said lightly: "You might as well tell me straight at that time that you just felt that I had no chance of winning, but out of pity or sympathy, you voted for me so that I wouldn't lose so ugly."

"According to common sense, I should thank you, because your vote will save me some face."

"It's just a pity that my temper is not so tactful. I won't be grateful to you, I will only hate you, because I hate such hypocrisy."

Shen An chuckled lightly: "I think you're a little too horny."

"I didn't lie to you. I did vote for you out of support for your idea."

"As for when Yu Qiong asked me later, I couldn't say that directly, because it would hurt her mood, so I made up this reason."

"You think from your point of view, you will like this kind of straightforwardness, and hope that people can say whatever they have, and you don't mind."

"But have you ever thought about whether Yuqiong would like it? You have to know that some people can't accept it."

"For example, when you go to a funeral, when you face the family of the deceased, will you say that you are mourning, or will you say that the person is dead, no matter how sad you are, it is irreversible. If you have time to cry, why not clean up and live your own life? "

"Or if you go to a wedding, you tell the bride and groom that your marriage is actually not strong. Marriage is just a legal couple, and it doesn't mean that you will be able to get along for the rest of your life."

Shen An turned around and leaned against the railing: "Of course what you said is the truth, it's all objective problems, you didn't lie."

"But will people like what you say?"

"When someone dies in the family, of course it's hard to express condolences, and it's hard to get married for a hundred years."

"But some words are just a kind of comfort, a kind of encouragement, without the hypocrisy you said, and without malice."

"If you have a choice, why do you want to hurt people?"

Shen Lianyao couldn't refute for a while, so she could only remain silent.

"You may think that I am deceiving her by explaining to Yuqiong in this way. In fact, she doesn't care what the specific reason is. As long as she hears what she wants to hear, she is satisfied."

"This is the way I communicate. You can't say I'm lying to you, and you don't have the right to say I'm hypocritical."

"Do you know why people like lies more than the truth? Because lies don't hurt people, the truth is the sharp knife."

Shen Lianyao listened silently, and after a long time, she said, "You seem to have dragged me in."

"It was you who got me in."

Shen An shrugged: "I didn't have so much thought in the first place, it was you who figured it out for me."

"I said I support you. If you don't believe me, you think I'm comforting you. Okay, then I'll say it according to your wishes. I don't think you can be the monitor at all. Why? Because what the class needs is a monitor who can unite everyone. Not a taciturn critic."

"Will you feel better if you say it this way? Do you like this kind of truth?"

to be frank.

Still a little uncomfortable.

Shen Lianyao's independence is not independent enough, and her strength is not completely powerful.

It's more like a stubbornness immersed in an ideal world of self.

She thinks the world is like this, so the world should be like this.

But the world is not like this, it exists here, and it is an objective thing.

She doesn't like it, but the world won't change because of it.

Either you have the ability to change the world, change everyone, and achieve your own ideals.

Or, just obediently adapt to this world and follow the trend of this society.

The truth is never simple.

But these may not be the real reasons.

Shen An looked at her, tilted his head suddenly, and the corners of his mouth slightly turned up: "Actually, you don't care if I'm lying to you, you just feel betrayed."

"You think I voted for you to support you and to stand on your side. Even if you lose in the end, you can still comfort yourself, at least I support you."

"But Yuqiong said that I was just sympathizing with you, and also to make her win glory. When she said that, the comfort you created by yourself broke down in an instant. I am not on your side, but on her side. side."

"I say.."

He moved closer, staring at her indifferent and delicate face, seeing the slight panic in her eyes, his smile grew stronger.

"You're actually jealous, you're out of balance, aren't you?"

Shen Lianyao's footsteps trembled, she shrank back, turned her head and said coldly: "Nonsense."

"Yes, I am talking nonsense."

Shen An nodded slightly, but his tone suddenly became gentle: "But I didn't lie to you, I meant it from the bottom of my heart."

"I really want to be with you."

This. .

The apology of the hypocrite!

Shen Lianyao recited a hundred times silently in her heart, but it still couldn't change the slight blush on her little face.

She had no choice but to grit her teeth, and said coldly again: "Sweet words."

Shen An laughed: "That's right, I'm just talking sweet words, do you believe me this time?"

"Pooh!"

Shen Lianyao gave him a contemptuous look.

"Well, in fact, you should be angry. For my own selfish desires, I made you lose the stage you wanted to go to."

"This was a very conclusive mistake on my part, so I hope you will forgive me."

"But I'm not all selfish."

"Because I think you may need to change the environment and the atmosphere."

Shen An boldly reached out and touched her cheek lightly: "This may be a product of my excess self-consciousness, it is my wishful thinking."

"But I often think, if you smile, will your face be brighter than the sun?"

"What's more, what's so good about dancing, follow me, I can bring you more joy."

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