I Loaded the Healing System

"Okay then, I... I'll just say it directly." Chen Nannan took a deep breath and said softly: "I...I think...I would like to stay with you, because I don't know why, when I stay with you Together, I always gain more peace of mind and comfort than when I get along with other people."

"But..." She quickly cut to the point: "I'm now...will be more afraid of staying with you."

"it is me.."

Chen Nannan faltered, trying very hard to express the true thoughts in his mind in euphemistic language as much as possible.

"Now... the sense of uneasiness you bring to me will be more serious than the sense of security."

"Just... just like this, I'm not a fool, nor a vegetable, I know exactly what you're doing."

"I... I won't say it, but I'm afraid you will think I'm acquiescing."

"I don't want to upset you, but I don't want our relationship . . to develop so quickly."

Chen Nannan gritted her teeth, but decided to say the most ruthless words in one breath: "We still need time, do you understand what I mean?"

"These times are not a day or two, not even a month, two months..."

"If... I mean if."

"If it really reaches a certain level, in fact... even if you don't sneak around, I... I can't help but want to... get close to you."

"But... if you don't reach this level, you... you will make me feel very troubled."

Although stuttering, but the core content is very simple.

I'm not enjoying it, I'm just cooperating with you.

Since you enjoy doing this so much, I'll do my best to accommodate your needs.

But I actually don't like it.

Shen An pursed her lips and was silent for a while.

And his reaction made Chen Nannan even more uneasy, she looked at him cautiously: "You... Didn't you say you can accept it?"

"Eh..." Shen An recovered, scratched his head and said, "It seems that I have really caused you a lot of trouble, Senior Sister."

"Don't worry, I can accept it."

He also said frankly: "I can actually understand your mentality, Senior Sister, and I can completely understand it."

"Even myself... I'm trying my best to move in the direction you said, Senior Sister."

"But..."

He shrugged helplessly: "Sometimes I just can't help it."

"I can't help but want to get close to you, senior sister, and I can't help but want to get close to you, senior sister."

Chen Nannan said in a low voice: "I didn't say I wouldn't let you do this, I just said... I hope you will try to... consider my feelings when you do this."

Shen An was a little frustrated, but still nodded: "I understand."

"That.."

He showed a self-comforting smile again: "I will try to restrain myself as much as possible in the future."

call. .

Although from his expression, Chen Nannan could see his frustration.

But many times, these are unavoidable.

Either you are wronged, or the other party is wronged.

Emotions are made a little bit like this.

Although Chen Nannan was concerned about his emotions, he didn't want to make himself appear "cheap".

She really hates those fast food relationships.

Therefore, even if she hesitated, she still had to do so with a hard heart.

The current "indifference" is for a better future.

She comforted Shen An afterwards, patted Shen An's face, tilted her head and said softly: "Then let's go eat now."

"it is good."

Chapter 150: What if you can't help it?

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The place to meet, no, the place to eat is in the South District.

In other words: it belongs to the Southern District.

Chen Nannan has always wanted to bring Shen An here, and now she has realized this dream.

For Chen Nannan, eating is a "fun" she has been used to for a long time.

But she doesn't like to eat in all situations, only when she meets her cravings, or when she encounters her favorite food, she will be particularly strong.

However, her physique is very good, no matter how much she eats, it is difficult to increase her body fat. Except for her cheeks, which are a little fleshy, it is difficult to criticize the rest.

But there's nothing wrong with being a little fat, and Chen Nannan doesn't plan to be a model.

Therefore, Chen Nannan tried almost all the shops, large and small, in the southern district.

She brought Shen An here, of course, to show him her "food appreciation" level.

And this shop is located in a relatively remote alley in the southern district. Walking into this deserted alley, Shen An mistakenly thought that he was in a small market place late at night.

Looking around, Shen An said with emotion: "I didn't expect that there is such a hidden passage in the southern district. Senior sister, you really gave me a lot of insight."

He originally thought that a place like the university business district must be no different from the big shopping malls outside. There are spacious avenues everywhere, and there are beautifully decorated shops.

At most, the scale is worse, but it is impossible to have a place with a relatively strong atmosphere in the small market.

Chen Nannan was secretly happy when he heard the words, and joked: "There are still many things you don't know."

"Just like this southern district, it's actually not completely built inside the school. For example, here, you can come in from the outside, but it's a bit difficult to find, and you can't go through the gate on the other side of the school. You need to verify your student status. Row."

"Similarly, most of the people in the school don't know how to get here, or they simply don't know there is such a place."

Shen An raised his eyebrows slightly: "Separated? Why does it sound like the one in the North District?"

The apartment complexes in the North District are not completely built on the campus, and many buildings are rented out to outsiders.

It's just that they are in the same community, but there are some blocking places in the middle. There are school security guards in charge. If there is no way to prove the student's identity, it is impossible to enter the north area of ​​the school.

"more or less."

Chen Nannan said softly: "However, this place is relatively remote. Even if you are outside, many people can't find a place."

Shen An shrugged: "I think most people will go to the big shopping malls if they want to eat and go shopping. After all, it will save trouble."

"But I prefer small places like this."

Chen Nannan smiled slyly: "I think the best food in the world is hidden in these small places."

"It's like some inconspicuous small stalls on the street. Maybe the food it makes is better than those in some high-end hotels."

Shen An was taken aback for a moment, and said in surprise: "It seems that we are in the same league."

Chen Nannan showed her white teeth, and raised a crescent moon between her eyebrows: "We are like-minded people."

"Is not it?"

Shen An couldn't help rubbing her hair: "A match made in heaven."

Bah~

Chen Nannan quickly patted his hand away, humming: "Follow me closely, be careful not to get lost."

The night is getting darker, and the narrow roads in these small places seem to be similar, and there are not many lights, some of them have no street lights at all, and walking is indeed a bit like a maze.

But Shen An liked it very much.

He also lived in this kind of small place like a village in the city at first, which looks like a maze to outsiders, dirty and messy, full of insecurity and inconvenience.

But he sees it as a place of sanctuary.

Although it was a bit messy, the strong humanistic atmosphere here is not available in bright and beautiful big cities, and big shopping malls.

It's just that many things happened later, and he moved away.

After going around and around, I finally got out of the maze and saw the flashing light ahead.

Chen Nannan turned around and was about to talk to Shen An, but caught a glimpse of nostalgia on his face, as if he was more familiar with these places than himself.

She was a little surprised, but then thought about it. .

His family situation wasn't great, then. .Definitely where you live. .Conditions are not so good.

so. .

Chen Nannan pursed her lips, leaned close to him, and took advantage of the dim light in the alley to actively embrace his arm: "It's almost here."

The moment Shen An lowered his head, he suppressed the inadvertent emotion in his eyes, and when he raised his head again, there was already a playfulness in his eyes.

The corner of his mouth was slightly raised, and he teased with some pride: "I thought about it carefully, and it seems a bit unfair."

unfair?

What's unfair?

Chen Nannan blinked suspiciously, waiting for his answer.

"Senior sister, you said that we need to develop our relationship slowly, and we should not act too hastily. I especially hope that I can restrain my impulse."

"But what if it's senior sister, you have this urge and you can't help it, but what if I don't want to?"

ha?

Chen Nannan had never thought about this question.

The main reason was that she thought it was impossible for her to cling to him so unreservedly.

But the problem has to be related to reality. Chen Nannan noticed that the playfulness in his eyes came from the fact that she was holding his arm.

She was instantly speechless.

Chen Nannan let go of his arm angrily, and then gave him a hard hammer: "Follow me!"