I Loaded the Healing System

Because she was too annoyed, her delicate body was slightly turned sideways, leaning on her elbows to rest on the sand, her eyes were full of frost.

So Shen An put his hands on the back of his head, and then comfortably pillowed it, turning his gaze to the exploding fireworks in the sky and the bright moon hanging high.

"Look, have you noticed, believe it or not, it's just a feeling."

"When you are willing to trust a person, it is not because of what he did or said that he did not lie to you, but because you are willing to trust him."

"In the same way, when you are unwilling to trust a person, no matter what he does, it becomes a shameless deception in your eyes."

Shen An narrowed his eyes, and said lightly: "People's sensibility is impulsive, selfish, and selfish."

"I hate it too, but it's as objective as it is, and it can't be changed, unless we're all robots."

Zhao Qingyu sat up and turned his back to him: "After all, you still don't believe me."

"It's because you don't believe me."

The corner of Shen An's mouth raised a self-mockery: "If you believe me, why would you make me swear?"

"Because you don't believe, you need to rely on some special rituals and special means to strengthen this so-called trust."

Zhao Qingyu pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "Then you don't even want to try?"

"It should be said, would you like to try it?"

Shen An asked back.

"I've asked you this, don't you see what I'm trying to do?"

"I see, so I can't promise you even more."

Shen An chuckled: "Let's not talk about whether I can do it, if I just promised you, would you really believe it?"

"Do you really think that a person can never lie for the rest of his life?"

"Oh, maybe what you want is just this kind of symbolism, just like when you get married, there will be a pair of rings, but marriage is not maintained by this pair of rings, just like the trust between people cannot rely on this kind of symbolism to maintain."

"Of course I can nod my head and agree to you. It won't hurt me at all. I didn't even sign the contract with you. If I turn around and lie to you, you won't get anything."

"Even at the moment when I nodded and agreed, this symbolic meaning itself is the creation of deception."

"Sister, you are so smart, you should know better than me, right?"

"Even so, do you want this false trust?"

Zhao Qingyu clenched his little hands.

She no longer turned her back to him, but turned sideways, curled up and hugged herself.

"Is that why you rejected me?"

"Yes, because I don't want to lie to you, let alone violate my own principles."

Zhao Qingyu sneered: "Ha, what a noble principle."

"Then what were your hands doing just now?"

She looked at him with contempt in her eyes: "You obviously need it, you obviously want it too, but you pretend to be noble and refuse, why can't you be more frank?"

Shen An shrugged and said, "Didn't you put your hand on it? I wanted to let go."

"Shen An!"

"Look, what I'm talking about is the truth, but you can't accept this kind of truth."

Shen An used her eloquence to the extreme, every word poked in her heart: "You are seducing me, you want me to agree."

"But do you believe that people can make rational decisions when they are deluded?"

"Why exactly? Senior."

"I think we can be more sincere, relying on the accumulated bits and pieces to gain the trust we each want, instead of relying on this false and meaningless verbal promise."

"Or, senior sister, you don't think this kind of trust is important at all. What you need is just an answering person who completely obeys you?"

Zhao Qingyu's face became a little pale, and under the moonlight, this paleness permeated into the air.

"I... I didn't think so."

"But you did." Shen An didn't give her any room for maneuver: "Trust is mutual, and the consequence of unilateral demands is more thorough deception."

"But you clearly want it!"

Zhao Qingyu couldn't find any other reason.

"Of course I want it, who can refuse you? Especially in this situation, the hot breath from your lips has a charming fragrance, I can't wait to say yes right away."

The corners of Shen An's mouth curled up slightly: "But I'm even more unwilling to just be your echo."

"You want to hear the truth, right? Then I'll tell you, what I want is to find a collar around your neck, let you kneel down obediently under my knees, and humbly accept me with blurred and submissive eyes The condescending gaze."

"That's what I've always wanted to achieve."

Zhao Qingyu's face was filled with astonishment. .

even. .

Kind of disgusting.

he. .

She gritted her teeth, her foxy eyes were condensed with anger: "Shut up! Put away your dirty and dirty thoughts!"

"Look, that's what you want to be completely real, but you can't take it at all."

Shen An also sat up: "I don't feel that I'm tarnishing you, let alone that this kind of thinking is indecent. I have never faced you more truthfully than this moment."

"Actually, if I can be with you and become a lover who combines with each other, and even a lover who stays with you for a lifetime, then what I said above is just a trick between lovers."

"If I can't be a lover, then I will wisely put away all my thoughts."

"You don't like it, but you have to allow me to imagine."

"Unless you evaporate me, then I will indeed lose the ability to think."

"And only if I force you to do so without asking for your consent, can I violate the law and morality."

"Other than that, you can only curse my indecentness with contempt."

Zhao Qingyu lowered his head dejectedly, shook his head and said, "Stop talking...let's watch the fireworks."

Even though he was targeted with such filthy words, Zhao Qingyu still didn't want to break the relationship between the two of them.

She cares about him.

From the moment she decided to quietly bring him here to watch the fireworks with her.

She wanted to take back her initiative, from Shen An's hands.

but. .

It's too late!

Shen An didn't allow her to lie to her ears, and even more so directly shattered her fantasies.

He held her little hand directly and pulled her into his arms.

Zhao Qingyu's subconscious reaction was naturally to resist, and it was an unprecedentedly violent resistance.

She couldn't accept that after his foul language, she was embracing him.

This guy. .What are you taking yourself for?A lust toy?

He could only hug her tightly and whisper in her ear: "So, I want to reject you."

"I've worked very hard to create trust between us, senior sister, haven't you noticed?"

"Don't you even notice it?"

Zhao Qingyu gritted his teeth: "This kind of insult is what you call trust?"

"Ha~ It is precisely this taste that confirms my desire for you."

Shen An said softly: "You only heard the filth, but you didn't pay attention to the premise of what I said."

"I'm saying, if only we could be together."

"Your heart isn't quite open to me yet, but you can't totally hate me, can you?"

Zhao Qingyu couldn't break free from his shackles, so he could only turn his head: "Nonsense."

"Yeah, I'm talking nonsense, but every sentence is the truth you want, senior sister, and I don't have a single lie."

"you.."

Zhao Qingyu's eyes were complicated.

She didn't look at him, but the strength of the struggle gradually weakened.

She had to admit Shen An's words. .

There are no absolute lies and no absolute truth.

People are subjective and emotional, and a truth may be slightly adjusted according to one's own position.

What she wants is not his absolute truth, just. .Wanted his assurance, wanted a shackle around his neck.

She was so insecure.

"Whether I and you will be together, and what will happen in the future, I don't know."

"But I am real to you at this moment, and you have to admit that my desire for you may not be based on the feelings you want."

"But who's to say that affection can't be bred in longing?"

"So, senior sister, I don't think we need to think about these issues so quickly."

"I stay with you, I accompany you, make you feel happy and relaxed, that's enough."

Shen An gradually let go of her, and immediately sat beside her keeping a distance: "If possible, I would like to be your tree hole."

"I can see that you have a lot of worries, but you can't find someone to talk about."

"You can tell me if you think I deserve your trust."

"If you think I'm not worthy of your trust, then you only need to regard me as your officer, and at the same time, I will also regard you as a respectable senior and superior."

Cruelly rejecting, tearing truthfully, softly comforting, and then deliberately keeping a distance.