I Loaded the Healing System

"Then tell me, do you like me?"

Chen Nannan casually picked up the pillow at the side and hugged it.

"There are many kinds of liking, which one are you referring to, senior?"

"Like is like, there are not so many types." Chen Nannan narrowed his eyes slightly: "Can't you answer this question frankly?"

"I like to hold you, and I like the feeling of being intimate with you."

Shen An thought for a while and smiled.

"That may not be liking." Chen Nannan was a little sour, and said, "You are just empty."

"If another person hugs you, you will also feel this kind of liking."

She sighed, a little melancholy: "I actually don't know how I feel about you...."

"you like me?"

Shen An lifted her long hair.

Chen Nannan didn't speak.

"do not like?"

Shen An asked softly again.

"I don't know..." Chen Nannan was a little annoyed.

Actually this question. .It's been bothering her too.

If you said you didn't like it, how could you give him the kiss?

Although the situation at that time was largely affected by the atmosphere.

But the atmosphere also depends on the favorability. Without the favorability, no matter how strong the atmosphere is, it is impossible.

But if you like it. .

Chen Nannan was still not sure.

She didn't know what she was upset about, she had a very strange intuition, she always felt. .If you really like him, you will be hurt.

And it can hurt badly.

But that's not his problem. .

She thinks it's her own problem.

Because I treat my feelings cautiously and sensitively, I would rather not be stabbed.

"But... I kissed you." Shen An said somewhat innocently.

"No, no, no... not this question."

Chen Nannan quickly waved his hands: "I...that's..."

"Ok?"

"It's just... I... I feel like you... don't like me that much, I mean, me."

Chen Nannan was very conflicted: "As you said just now, you like to hug me and be intimate with me, but... it's not because of me."

"It's just you."

Shen An said without hesitation.

"Do you dare to swear this sentence?" Chen Nannan's expression suddenly became serious.

Shen An was stunned.

Why do you have to swear again, do you like this set?

"I..." He was about to speak, but Chen Nannan covered his mouth.

"Actually, it's meaningless. Even if you swear, it may not be true."

Chen Nannan's irritability became more and more serious, she pulled her hair: "I...I'm not saying that you are hypocritical and lying to me...but..."

This sense of unease is not unreal.

She felt that perhaps Shen An at this moment, Shen An now, liked herself.

But what about Shen An in the future?

With so many girls around him, sooner or later he will tire of himself.

Shen An narrowed his eyes, and held her wrist: "Is it because senior sister you think too much?"

"Maybe." Chen Nannan didn't deny it, she just lay down and looked at the ceiling in a daze: "Maybe my problem is more serious."

Worry about gains and losses, and worry too much.

She wants a lover who can accompany her all her life.

A lover who supports himself and cuddles with him all his life.

She doesn't want to search slowly and get used to it slowly.

She is afraid of looking, afraid of running in, and even more afraid of separation.

If a flower is destined to wither, no matter how beautiful it is when it blooms, Chen Nannan will choose not to plant it.

She is such a character.

It's just that it has always been covered by the sun and carelessness on the surface.

Until Shen An approached step by step, reaching a distance that she could no longer cover up.

What's more. .

Chen Nannan suddenly said quietly: "Do you think that you kissed me, so you should be responsible to me, and you should be obliged to regard me as your girlfriend?"

"You don't have to hide what you really think, you can say it straight."

The corner of Shen An's mouth twitched: "How could it be?"

ha~

If not, she would not have felt this subtle emotional distinction.

Her carefulness is used emotionally, like a magnifying glass, but it is actually a double-edged sword, whether it is good for her or the other party, it will cause a kind of harm at any time.

This is her judgment.

She felt that Shen An didn't like her that much, it was just based on a kind of adolescence, a kind of longing for a senior, a kind of. .The longing for women.

Because I treat him very well and take care of him very much.

Coupled with the fact that I get along with him, it is indeed very close.

And that kiss. .

She admitted that she was moved, otherwise she would not have gotten closer to him.

But she was afraid that her heart was beating so badly, but he was more because of hormones, because of the so-called sense of responsibility.

This is where she struggles.

She pursues a purer, more platonic love.

Don't rely on anything as a bond, but are each other's hearts tightly, the most sincere feelings.

Silence, continue to be silent.

After a while, her voice came out.

"Shen An..."

"I'm here, senior sister, are you going to sleep?" Shen An said softly.

"You..." She turned her head with some difficulty and looked at him: "Do you think that, in fact, we may not be suitable?"

The smile on Shen An's face suddenly froze.

He scratched his head: "But... haven't we started yet?"

"No, it started from the moment we met."

Chen Nannan was a little stubborn: "The relationship between people, the moment they get acquainted, there is a connection."

"Whether to be friends, to be in love, or to be strangers, it is doomed from the moment we meet."

"Senior sister, your statement is a bit too fatalistic."

Shen An shook his head.

"But that's what I think."

Chen Nannan got up and said in a low voice, "I think...we shouldn't start."

"We are still normal friends, maybe it will be more suitable."

Shen An listened silently, he narrowed his eyes, a little surprised.

Chen Nannan's sensitivity and persistence exceeded his expectations.

The showdown came so directly, so quickly.

"Senior, if you are angry because I entered your room at will, I can apologize."

Shen An also said seriously: "And I can guarantee that if I don't get your permission next time, I won't do anything too much for you."

Chen Nannan rubbed her forehead: "You said the same thing last time."

"I.."

"It's okay, Shen An, it's not your problem, really."

Chen Nannan repeatedly emphasized: "I... this is a problem between us."

"But I..we..don't kiss?"

Shen An said stupidly.

"I said, it's not the problem!"

Chen Nannan's voice suddenly became louder: "Don't care about that kiss, that...that doesn't count."