I Loaded the Healing System

Chapter 310: "Quiet" as she wished

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Zhao Qingyu's face was gloomy. She slowly stood up from the bed, put on a tulle coat, and walked to the balcony with her mobile phone.

The night is deep and everything is still.

She stood on the balcony, staring down at the bright moon reflected by the pool.

Agitated, she couldn't help but took out the cigarette case and smoked a lady's long cigarette.

Smoke slowly spewed out from between her cherry lips, while she was looking at the phone with hesitation written on her face.

Maybe this is Murphy's Law.

The more she didn't want Shen An to get involved, the more she tried to obstruct it, but things would develop towards the situation she least wanted to see.

Although she did not try her best to stop Shen An, such a development was more or less within Zhao Qingyu's prediction.

Just as Wang Yuqiong predicted that she would be chosen as the heroine based on Zhao Qingyu's dislike for her, so Zhao Qingyu would not underestimate the relationship between Shen An and Wang Yuqiong.

Besides, it's a rare thing for this guy to stand by and watch, right?

Zhao Qingyu sighed slightly, and exhaled another circle of smoke.

Rather than saying that Zhao Qingyu was angry because Shen An violated his will and forcibly intervened in it, it would be better to say that he felt helpless because of his usual "meddling of his own business".

However, what was expected was what was expected. Zhao Qingyu, who heard the news, couldn't talk about peace of mind anyway. She couldn't even force a wry smile to make herself helplessly accept it.

Because he was against his own will.

This is something that Zhao Qingyu is extremely concerned about, and it is extremely difficult to bear.

This involves Zhao Qingyu's principle.

Her possessiveness is so strong that she absolutely does not allow the person she cares about to abandon herself and choose to stand by another person's side.

Especially this person is still his "enemy".

This is betrayal.

Even if Zhao Qingyu himself expected it, this is still a betrayal of her!

She absolutely cannot allow Shen An to abandon herself and choose another person.

This kind of possessiveness is reflected in every aspect, not even limited to the so-called feelings.

She looked at the phone silently, and lightly swiped her fingertips to light up the screen.

Then open the address book, and click out Shen An's mobile phone number marked at the beginning of A.

Her hesitation was about how to speak to him.

After all, he is not a dead toy, he has his own will, has his own thoughts, and is extremely determined.

This is also something that Zhao Qingyu has always felt very troublesome.

She hates Shen An's independent personality, because it will make her unable to fully control him, and he will always disobey her.

But the reason why she cares about Shen An so much is largely because of his independent personality, because he always meddles in doing things that he doesn't want to see, but the result is always good .

Is it contradictory?

Zhao Qingyu himself felt the same way.

But the current situation is like this, she hates his independence, but is obsessed with his independence.

so. .What should I say?

Zhao Qingyu rubbed his face with a headache, put down the cigarette in his hand, and sat on a chair beside him.

In the dead of night, the wind blew with coolness, she didn't feel cold, only full of complexity.

After thinking for a while, she sighed again, crossed out the interface of the address book, and clicked on the chat software.

Ok?

She saw a red dot on her chat interface, which was a message reminder.

This is in the circle of friends.

And Zhao Qingyu remembered that he hadn't liked it, or even commented on it.

She clicked on it, and the interface jumped to Wang Yuqiong's latest news.

They were some group photos, of her clinging to Shen An's shoulder under the moonlight.

The reason why Zhao Qingyu has a message reminder is that when Wang Yuqiong sent a post, he intentionally teased Zhao Qingyu.

What a guts!

There is no doubt that this is blatant provocation.

Wang Yuqiong was declaring to Zhao Qingyu that she was close to Shen An, and even had a hint of pity from the winner to the loser.

The originally cooled mind was suddenly ignited by these group photos.

Zhao Qingyu narrowed his eyes, returned to the original interface, and focused on Shen An's mobile phone number again.

twelve o'clock in the evening.

Shen An sent Wang Yuqiong back to the dormitory in the East District, and then walked back to the apartment alone.

Twelve o'clock is the time for him to return to the apartment.

The moment he opened the door, what greeted him was Xu Yijing's gaze.

She didn't go to rest yet, but sat quietly on the sofa, as always.

Shen An didn't even feel like saying hello was superfluous, and didn't even respond to her gaze. He took off his shoes, put on slippers, and went back to the room first.

Putting down the camera for the time being, Shen An wanted to take a bath, but there was a sound of restlessness in his stomach.

Speaking of which, he hasn't eaten dinner today, and even lunch is just breakfast bought by Yu Wen.

So he changed a piece of clothes first, then walked out of the room again and went straight to the kitchen.

The atmosphere tonight is extraordinarily weird.

Usually, he is more lively, and Xu Yijing is more indifferent.

But now, it was Xu Yijing who was a little lively.

Of course, she didn't open her mouth to speak, but she deliberately turned up the volume of the TV so that even Shen An could hear it harshly in the kitchen.

He didn't walk around, just stayed in the kitchen making his own dinner.

For a month, Xu Yijing, who was more or less used to his excitement, felt a little strange and uncomfortable.

Her attention was not on the TV at all, but quietly and unconsciously aimed at the end of the kitchen.

But looking out into the kitchen from the living room, you can't see anything.

She could only faintly listen to the movement coming from the kitchen.

What surprised Xu Yijing was that she was so bored that she could tell what Shen An was doing by relying on the movement from the kitchen.

He's chopping, he's cooking, and he's back to those nasty carrots.

It turned out that her indifference was only maintained on her face, and his daily actions were gradually integrated into her boring memory.

So you don't need to think at all, you just need to hear it, and you can probably guess it.

It's like seeing a number and instinctively knowing what it is.

Soon, bursts of aroma came from the kitchen.

Xu Yijing pursed her lips and unconsciously covered her belly.

Then he walked out with the cooked noodles, sat at the dining table, and ate quietly.

Oh ~

Not even a squeak, it was very quiet.

It turned out that he could also keep silent, the quietness she wished for had always existed, but he had been making trouble on purpose.

it's wired.

Xu Yijing lowered her head and stared at the motionless cup on the tea table with flickering eyes.

She has always hoped that Shen An can be quieter, and it is best to consciously create an invisible wall to separate herself from him.

In a space, but never disturb each other, do their own things.

After being together for more than a month, only this moment is the most suitable for Xu Yijing's thoughts and wishes.

But she didn't feel at ease in the slightest.

On the contrary, the noise he made on purpose usually annoys her, but the silence he keeps at this moment makes her feel uncomfortable.

Maybe Yijing herself didn't know where this discomfort came from.

Xu Yijing, who is used to playing cold war against others, has a hard time adapting to others' indifference to her.

This kind of indifference is indifference, ignorance, turning a blind eye, and not caring at all.

She is a little uncomfortable.

In fact, she was very sleepy. As early as three hours ago, she had developed drowsiness and wanted to go back to her room to sleep.

But the reason why she didn't go was purely relying on inexplicable thoughts, sitting here and waiting for him to come back.

Is it because you are a little ashamed?

Want to wait for him to come back and ask how his injury is?

Or do you want to say sorry to him?

How could it be the latter?

Xu Yijing seldom admits her mistakes. Most of her "sorry" are just verbal, as a prelude to ridicule, or out of politeness.

Nor did she feel that what happened at noon would be her fault.

Obviously he stabbed himself, what does that have to do with me?

She is always trying to escape her responsibilities, trying to break free from all the shackles that make her tired.