Observation Diary of a Blackened Girl and My Survival Guide

She remembered a sentence Lin Qian once said to her.

A sentence, like a nightmare, can wake her up from this beautiful dream called "reality" at any time.

[I am here, I can teach you, if one day I am gone, who will teach you? 】

In an instant... Linyin's face became pale, without any blood.

"Is this really the case..."

Su Xiaoying observed Lin Yin's expression, and continued, "Did Lin Qian tell you... that he would leave?"

"......he..."

Lin Yin hesitated for a long time, then nodded slowly: "I said something...but I don't know...is it true..."

"I don't think...it shouldn't be...how could he disappear suddenly..."

"Wake up, Linyin!"

Su Xiaoying suddenly took Lin Yin's hand, looked straight into her eyes and said, "Why are you so sure that Lin Qian won't leave? To be honest, I checked Lin Qian's file, but I checked everything not."

"His information is blank, but the transfer certificate from our school is real, but no one knows who issued this certificate to him."

"Lin Qian seemed to appear out of thin air. Such a person, he could come to your side more than a month ago, and in the same way, he will disappear one day in the same way."

"Disappeared from your life."

"Would you like to see this?"

The heavy tone made Lin Yin unable to breathe.

"Do you think that one day Lin Qian will like you? You should be very clear in your heart that this is impossible."

"I just want to see him... the rest... I..."

Linyin hugged the backpack containing the four cigarettes tightly in her arms: "I don't want to expect extravagant...what do you like..."

"This kind of relationship is too extravagant for me...Lin Qian is so outstanding...How could I dare to like him...Xiaoying...I dare not..."

"I'm actually really scared...I think...this shouldn't be liking..."

"I read it in novels and TV... If you like someone...Although you are shy, you will be very courageous... You will be very proactive..."

"But I can't..."

"It's possible...but everyone is different, and no one can say for sure."

Listening to Linyin's words, while Su Xiaoying thought it was funny, she also felt sorry for her.

Lin Yin was still so stupid, she hadn't changed at all.

She didn't even notice her inner feelings for Lin Qian.

No, it shouldn't be that I didn't notice it, but that I didn't dare to face it squarely, and I didn't have the courage to face it.

From worry, to fear, and then to timidity.

In the end, humbled to the dust.

Su Xiaoying knew in her heart that Linyin, like herself, did not like Lin Qian, but loved her.

But his and her feelings for Lin Qian went in two completely different directions.

Linyin's love has become a kind of...very humble love after experiencing constant withdrawal.

She just hoped that she could just look at Lin Qian. Just by looking at her, she could get that sweet feeling and forget all her troubles.

Rinne... Rinne... deserves it...

You deserved to lose her.

A perfect start, but such an ending.

Doomed to end in tears.

With your character, you can only be a female supporting role, not the heroine in a romance novel.

"But what if one day you even see him as a luxury? Because he won't let you see him at all." Su Xiaoying's tone suddenly quickened a bit: "You said he was watching you around you, but actually... ..He is avoiding you, he doesn't want to get too close to you."

"So, Lin Qian doesn't like you, and one day he will leave you... That day is very close, Linyin, don't you realize that you and Lin Qian are meeting less and less often Yet?"

Linyin's eyes trembled violently for a moment, she was still holding the backpack in her arms as before.

But the eyes were slowly closed.

"........."

"Then...then what should I do..." She pursed her lips, and a hoarse sob came out of her throat.

"What should I do..."

An imperceptible smile flashed in Su Xiaoying's eyes, and she comforted softly, "I have a solution."

"Really? Xiaoying, do you have a solution?"

"Of course, tell me first, what did Lin Qian tell you that day?"

"I was lazy that day...he said...he can teach me when he is here, but one day he is gone, who will teach me..." Linyin hesitated for a while and said.

"Isn't this equivalent to preparing you to live alone...Lin Qian is almost telling you clearly that one day he will disappear and leave your side."

"Wow...is that really the case..."

At the moment of Su Xiaoying's confirmation, Linyin covered her face, sobbing uncontrollably.

"Don't worry, Linyin, isn't Lin Qian still gone now? Didn't you say... He's looking at you in a place you can't see."

Su Xiaoying paused, and continued: "My method...needs your cooperation."

[The first update, the daily update chapter. 】

Chapter 140

"....Cooperate?"

"Xiaoying...do you have a solution? Really?"

Linyin raised her head slowly, blinking her big red eyes, and asked pitifully.

"Well, Lin Qian's goal is that you and Lu Chen are together, but now Lu Chen dare not confess to you, because I am here, to tell you the truth, I have a little affection for Lin Qian, compared to Lu Chen. It feels a little more."

"Lu Chen...I don't even want to talk to him. Compared with Lin Qian, he is too childish."

"You really... like Lin Qian?"

"Well... I don't like it very much, I can only say... I like it a little bit."

"Actually, it may be because of my upbringing... I have never been in love with anyone, and I love it very deeply."

Su Xiaoying responded noncommittally, and continued: "I want to find a time to confess my love to him, but I haven't seen him yet."

"Confession?...Last week, didn't you...you haven't confessed to Lin Qian yet?"

"No, that's just acting. He's helping me deal with a troublesome suitor."

"So that's how it is... Hehe... So you haven't confessed yet..." Linyin smiled innocently, and her voice was raised a lot: "I thought you had already..."

"You think... he and I are boyfriend and girlfriend?"

"Yes..."

Linyin said with a smile: "I see you are so close...you are so happy together again..."

"Hold... kiss... kissed..."

"I thought...he liked you, and confessed to you...I didn't expect it to be acting...hehe..."

"Why... Do you think Lin Qian is the kind of person who would confess his love to girls? Let me tell you, if it wasn't because he didn't have any friends of the same sex in class, and he rarely had contact with boys... I almost thought he was gay."

"Pfft~ I've thought about it too... I always think he's super gentleman, like a great saint, Xiaoying... Let me tell you...he never uses that kind of... very strange gaze Look at me, I haven't even touched my hand until now..."

"Haha~ Then... Could it be that Lin Qian has a cold personality?"

Su Xiaoying bent her lips and smiled.

I haven't even touched my hands...

So...Lin Qian's first time is here?

Linyin, thank you so much~ Help me preserve him so well...

I will take all of him for you...

"So, I want to try to confess my love to Lin Qian and see if I can be with him." Su Xiaoying sighed, with a more lonely look on her face: "But I can't see him now."

"Xiaoying, you are really brave...I admire you so much..."

"What's the use of admiring me...By the way, Linyin, do you know what the method I told you is?"

"I don't know... what is it?"

"That is... you tell me... where is Lin Qian, I will confess to him, if it fails, then forget it, I have tried, I can only say... me and him... Fate didn't come."

"When the time comes... I will be with Lu Chen as arranged by my family, and I will get married when the right time comes."

Su Xiaoying's eyes flickered slightly, and she said slowly: "And Lin Qian's purpose is to help you catch up with Lu Chen, and because of me, you won't be able to catch up with Lu Chen..."

"Lin Qian will definitely think of other ways...you and him...can live together for a long time."

"In this way, you won't worry about making Lin Qian angry when he finds out that you lied to him, because I made you unable to catch up with Lu Chen, and you don't have to worry about disappointing Lin Qian's wishes, because you have already worked hard."

"At that time, the time you spend with him will become longer... After a long time, love grows over time. What if... Lin Qian has feelings for you?"

"Won't you be able to be with him then?"

Linyin thought for a while, and seemed to have figured it out, and suddenly sat up with excitement on her face: "Okay...seems good?!!!"

"Really? What do you think? As long as you don't let Lin Qian know, you can continue to be by his side, but...if you tell him...then you may just...watch him leave .”

"Hmm...I see..."

But...if you and Lin Qian succeed in confessing your love...won't I...

Lin Yin was thinking about it in her heart, and at the same time worried that Lin Qian and Su Xiaoying would suddenly disappear as they said.

At the same time, she was worried that Su Xiaoying's confession would be successful.