Observation Diary of a Blackened Girl and My Survival Guide

"I...."

Suzumiya Aoi hesitated twice, then whispered, "I'm doing something for the teacher, so I'm here."

"..."

Are you making up your homework?

How did it turn into doing something for the teacher?

You can't tell what you look like...

Lin Qian wanted to think about it, but he didn't expose Suzumiya Aoi, but followed her words and said, "Then you are quite popular with your head teacher."

"Hey... yes..."

Suzumiya Aoi's glittering eyeballs rolled around twice: "Lin Qian, I just finished my work, how about we have dinner together?"

"Did you have no class this afternoon?"

"There are classes, but...it's a self-study class, you can ask for leave."

"......"

This guy...

Lin Qian fell silent and did not reply immediately.

After thinking for a moment, he shook his head: "I...maybe have something to do at night, I should...don't have time for dinner..."

Lin Qian frowned slightly, and his tone gave off a very hesitant and hesitant feeling, making it sound as if he had time for dinner.

"How long does it take to have dinner... How about having dinner together? I'm treating you, you can eat whatever you want!" As Suzumiya Aoi spoke, she reached out and grabbed the corner of Lin Qian's clothes.

It's like...afraid that he would run away suddenly.

"Wait a minute, let me think about it..."

Lin Qian dragged his chin with one hand and began to think.

Suzumiya Aoi and Xue Wanying both invited themselves to dinner, but there was still a slight gap between them.

Xue Wanying mentioned that Aoi Suzumiya had dinner after the last class, and she said that the three of them had dinner together.

And Suzumiya Aoi never mentioned Xue Wanying from the beginning to the end, and she couldn't even think about the last class.

Did you not mention Xue Wanying because you didn't want others to bother you?

Most importantly...

Lin Qian quietly glanced at Suzumiya Aoi from the corner of his vision.

Aoi... the tone and look of her words just now seemed to be a little anxious...

Why is that?

Even if she likes me and wants me to be her boyfriend, normal girls shouldn't be in such emotions.

Could it be that she is the one, eager to let me have sex with her?

After thinking for a long time, Lin Qian finally agreed to Suzumiya Aoi: "Okay, you've already said that, it's fine if I refuse again, what about Wanying? Isn't she with you?"

Go with her and see what's going on, just be careful.

As long as she doesn't get drugged, what can this little girl do with herself?

"Wanying... Wanying...she has her own business, so she doesn't have much time at night."

Suzumiya Aoi smiled a bit reluctantly, and she looked a little nervous: "How about...I...I'll send a message to ask her later?"

"It's okay. If she's busy, forget it. Call her another day."

Lin Qian watched Suzumiya Aoi slowly taking out her phone from her pocket, and suddenly wanted to laugh, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help twitching a few times.

Pfft... this acting is too bad...

Are you so wary of your best girlfriend for the sake of love?She is always helping you.

"Hee hee~ Okay, then call her another day~"

A relaxed expression climbed up Suzumiya Aoi's cheeks, as if she had let go of a very dull thought.

She smiled and said, "Lin Qian, can you wait for me? I can't leave until the teacher in charge arrives."

"Well, no problem."

Lin Qian leaned against the guardrail: "I'll wait for you right here."

Hearing what Lin Qian said, Liang Gong let go of Lin Qian's clothes.

At this time, she found that her palms were already covered with sweat.

I...

Are you so nervous?

Suzumiya Aoi pursed her mouth and slowly raised her head.

Only then did she realize that Lin Qian's clothes had already been soaked with sweat.

"Lin Qian, why are you sweating so much?"

"It's too hot, and I was busy at school for a while before I came here, so it's like this when I come here." Lin Qian lied with ease.

This sweat was all caused by playing badminton with Xue Wanying before. Judging from the fact that Suzumiya Aoi wanted to hide Xue Wanying from eating with her, she would not contact Xue Wanying, so this lie is unlikely to be exposed.

"Why don't you go into the office and take a break? Shall I get you a glass of water?"

"..."

pour water...

To be reasonable, this is a school or a teacher's office, so there shouldn't be the kind of people who are knocked down by Wang Xin, right?

I'm such a witty person, I can't be knocked down twice by the same trick.

Lin Qian glanced at the office and said, "I'm not a student of your school, can I go in and have a rest?"

"It's ok, I won't say who knows, and there is no teacher in the office now~"

"Okay, then I'll go loafing, it's so hot outside, but...if you get caught, I can't help if the school criticizes you."

"No, come with me~"

Seeing that Lin Qian agreed, Suzumiya Aoi gently grabbed Lin Qian's wrist, and pulled him into the office together.

recent situation

This self-voicing was written on January 2021, 1, at 30:[-] in the morning.

Author: That blooming prosperity.

I am not a person who likes littering very much. I have always had the idea that adults should not dump bitter water and litter. It is very irresponsible to bring negative emotions to others, but if nothing Say. . .I am also irresponsible to readers and works.

I should also talk about my current state.

During this time, my body has been in a very serious sub-health state, in a very long period of depression, accompanied by insomnia, anxiety, and emotional instability. I have not seen the manic period that accompanied me from time to time for more than a month. If I can, I always want to be in the manic phase, because in the manic phase, I can write a lot of words, but not in the depression phase. Two thousand words can torture me for three days.

And the emotions are terribly fragile. Tonight’s garbled chapters almost made me collapse. A month ago, I even squatted in the corner for a night because I accidentally knocked over a bowl of fried rice I just ordered. This is a normal person It's impossible and unimaginable, and I don't think I'm a normal person at all.

you could say so. . .Mental patients with mental illness.

I recently bought a device for treating depression and anxiety. I am using it. I hope to get better soon. I want to get better urgently. I want to get better than anyone else. I still have a lot of things to write. Thanks to everyone’s support, this The instrument is close to 1 yuan. I bought it with the income from the monthly pass for the first two months. Thank you everyone.

I hope that with the help of this instrument, I will not go to the step of taking medicine. At that time, I may have lost the ability to write, and I don't want to do this.

I don't ask for your forgiveness for the recent slow update, but you can still have hope for the book.

The works are innocent, and you can vent your anger on me, just please don't maliciously smear my written words.

I'll get better soon, and I hope someday soon I can still write and you're still reading.

Fate seems to have started because of these plain-faced words, from fragmentation to survival guide, thank you for your company all the time, and the years have passed, leaving only winter and summer, regardless of spring and autumn.

That blooming prosperity, respectfully.

270 The Name That Shouldn't Have Appeared in Chapter Nine

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Walking into the office, Lin Qian turned his head and saw several exercise books on the dark desk.

The light gold cover, the white paper stands out against the black background.

In addition to the chair that was removed next to it, Lin Qian quickly imagined the scene where Suzumiya Aoi pushed the chair away and rushed out after she found herself.

Thinking of this, Lin Qian quietly glanced at Suzumiya Aoi, and found that she was standing there in a daze, staring at the exercise book on the desk.

This guy is so weak...

In order to establish an image of a good student and girl in front of me, I deliberately didn't say anything about being caught by the teacher and left to make up homework.

As a result, the evidence is not hidden...

a little silly...

Lin Qian suddenly had the desire to tease Suzumiya Aoi, and immediately pretended not to know anything and walked towards the chair that Suzumiya Aoi sat on before: "Aoi, can I sit in this seat? Otherwise, I'll just sit here ?”

"what?!!"

Oops...

My Homework!

If Lin Qian finds out that I lied to him...

Should...should...no boy would like a girl who lies, right? !

Suzumiya Aoi's heart instantly lifted.

Just as she was in a daze, Lin Qian had already walked in front of the chair.

He didn't sit down, but said to himself: "There are still exercises? It shouldn't matter if I take a look, right? The university life is too loose, and I haven't done a high school problem for a long time. Now that I think about it, I still miss it... "

After speaking, Lin Qian reached out to the exercise book.