Observation Diary of a Blackened Girl and My Survival Guide

Also no longer heard.

The betrayal, rejection, disappointment, and guilt of someone who has admired for many years.

Negative emotions are like a mountain torrent that burst a bank, submerging Tomorrow Qianxia in an instant.

And this news brought by Suzuki Sayu... finally became the last straw that crushed her.

Tomorrow, Qianxia completely lost the ability to think, and walked out of the bus stop in a daze, as if she couldn't see the red light on the opposite sidewalk or the vehicles passing through the rainstorm.

"Bah..."

The sharp brakes were covered by the heavy rain, long tire marks were left on the road, and the speeding car stopped in front of the girl.

The angry man wearing glasses just wanted to vent his anger with a few habitual expletives, but suddenly stopped.

He saw a drenched girl stop in front of the hood and turned to look at himself.

The expression on the girl's face was exceptionally calm, even...

A distorted and desperate smile can be vaguely seen.

"......"

In an instant, the heavy rain covered the man's sight.

When he wanted to get out of the car to see what was going on, he found that the girl had disappeared.

........

Dandelion calendar, 2XX4, September 9th, sunny.

Thursday.

ten o'clock in the morning.

Lin Qian was still the same as before, dragging his tired body and struggling to get up from the bed.

I don't know if it's because of my illness, but I'm more tired than usual this morning.

Not surprisingly, last night was also fucked in a dream.

But it's also exhausting.

How to describe it...

It's like the feeling of having half a tube of blood drawn first, and then being raped for several days and nights.

The body is already beyond its means.

But there is one thing that is different from the past, last night Lin Qian vaguely saw the silhouette of that woman...

The woman who did whatever she wanted to him in the dream seemed to be pretty good looking. Thinking about it this way, it didn't seem too bad...

Forehead...

No, that's not the point.

Lin Qian patted his forehead hard. Last night when he was allowed to do whatever he wanted, he vaguely felt a familiar smell from that girl.

Do I know her?

Judging by feeling is not reliable.

Lin Qian temporarily put his thoughts aside, sneezed a few times, habitually picked up the phone beside the bed, and then walked to the toilet.

Getting ready to take a shower and go to school.

Before Lin Qian could leave the bedroom, a long string of missed calls on the phone screen stopped him in his tracks.

It's basically clear water.

After thinking about it, Lin Qian sat on the edge of the bed and called Qing Shui back.

"Hey, Qing..."

Before he could say hello to Qing Shui, Qing Shui floated over with a crying voice.

"Lin Qian...Sister Qianxia is dead...she committed suicide..."

"???"

how did she die

Lin Qian's brows instantly twitched into a pimple, and he couldn't think of the reason for Qian Xia's suicide.

It is very difficult to make a person commit suicide, even though Asuka is not as strong inside as she looks on the outside.

Only when you are really desperate will you have the idea of ​​suicide.

Even Linyin in Hyacinth ending [-] committed suicide by cutting his wrists.

Lin Qian felt...

There has not been a decade of cerebral thrombosis that cannot perform such an operation.

Thinking about it now, I still feel more and more angry.

Tomorrow Qianxia's mood swings were really big last night, and I could feel them, but it was far from making her commit suicide...

There is still some distance.

"Shimizu, where are you?"

"I'm at the Central Hospital...Lin Qian, can you come over..."

"The doctor told me to contact Miss Qianxia's relatives...but...they couldn't get in touch...you are the only one I can think of..."

"..."

"Well, I'll go there now, you wait for me."

"Ok."

After hearing that Lin Qian was willing to go over, Qing Shui calmed down as if he had taken a reassurance.

.......

Dandelion calendar, 2XX4, September 9th, sunny.

Thursday.

45:[-] a.m.

Lin Qian came to the Central Hospital of Dandelion Town.

As soon as he got out of the car, he went straight to the morgue of the hospital.

Soon, Lin Qian saw Tomorrow Qianxia's body covered with a white cloth, and Qing Shui sitting beside her with tears on her face.

Lin Qian subconsciously wanted to pull away a corner of the white cloth to see if it was Qianxia Tomorrow.

But the moment he stretched out his hand, he seemed to remember something, turned his head to Qingshui and asked, "Qingshui, how did Tomorrow Qianxia commit suicide?"

"Jumping..."

"......"

It must have been a terrible fall. A girl who loves beauty doesn't want people to see her face beyond recognition.

Lin Qian sighed, shook his head, withdrew his outstretched hand, turned around and looked at the corpse registration information next to him.

It was Chika Tomorrow. That's right.

"Lin Qian..."

"What's wrong, Shimizu."

"You said... Sister Qianxia is such a good person... why did she commit suicide... how did this happen?" Qing Shui stared blankly at the corpse covered by the white cloth, and murmured blankly: "She's right I'm super nice...when I was doing my summer job...she took care of my work all the time..."

"She was the one who persuaded Sister Yingzi to let me stay and work. Originally, Sister Yingzi didn't recruit summer workers..."

"I will buy something to eat..."

"........."

"Why did things become like this..."

Lin Qian suddenly remembered a sentence he had written before.

"Qingshui, because a beautiful story needs an ending after all."

......

Qing Shui left, she had to go back to school to make up a leave before coming.

Freshman freshmen are like this, just as cautious as high school students.

It's different for a veteran like Lin Qian. The school's rules of punishment are memorized, and they are usually killed first and played later.

Lin Qian sat in Qingshui's place, without any expression on his face.

He took his mobile phone and flipped through the [Observation Diary of Abnormal Girls] document.

[Tomorrow Qianxia died, she committed suicide in the end...]

【Some things cannot be changed...】

[In the previous Dandelion, she also committed suicide...]

【It's just that the reason... is related to Kitahara Cang and Hoshino Natsuki...】

[Asuka Tomorrow came to see me last night, but because of Yege...she was turned away...]

【Then, she got the news that Chiba died of illness tomorrow...】

【Some things cannot be changed...】

【….】

Seeing this, Lin Qian vaguely understood the reason why Tomorrow Qianxia committed suicide.

The news of Chiba's death tomorrow is the last step to push her to do this.

However, things are probably not that simple.

Tomorrow Qianxia came to look for me last night, but Yege said she was a stranger...

No, since Tomorrow Qianxia is here, she will definitely mention my name.