Observation Diary of a Blackened Girl and My Survival Guide

I don't say whether I will do this, but anyone who has this kind of thinking is more or less a little sick.

Lin Qian had always avoided this kind of person.

"I don't like you, Wang Yunhan."

Lin Qian turned off the phone screen, and his voice was soft but persuasive: "Don't waste your time on me, it's not worth it."

"........."

Wang Yunhan did not speak for a long time.

Lin Qian didn't try to persuade her either.

After a long time, she slowly opened her mouth and said, "Then this cup of milk tea, treat it as if I invited you as a friend."

"is it okay?"

"..."

"Do not..."

Lin Qian sighed secretly, and turned his head to politely reject Wang Yunhan.

But at this moment, he saw Wang Yunhan's right hand holding the milk tea.

The skin was like fat on the wrist... but there was a hideous scar.

Lin Qian's eyes trembled suddenly, and countless fragments flashed through his mind.

"...sorry."

[The first update, the daily update chapter. 】

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"sorry?"

Wang Yunhan was stunned for a long time.

She shook her head, her eyes bent, as if she had put down many things, only gentleness remained in her voice: "I don't blame you, Lin Qian."

"......"

Lin Qian didn't speak, but silently took the cup of milk tea from Wang Yunhan's hand.

Before that, he was still wondering why Lin Qianyue would somehow erase Wang Yunhan's time.

Now it seems that everything is right.

Perhaps... this was Lin Qianyue's warning to Wang Yunhan.

Don't blame me?

Lin Qian poked the straw into the milk tea cup, took a sip, and looked at the scar on her wrist.

No.

Things just come from me.

That was when I was a child, and I was still in the Lin family.

Lin Qian couldn't remember exactly which year it was, but he only remembered that his relationship with Lin Qianyue hadn't started to deteriorate.

She is still a little girl who looks harmless to humans and animals.

There is a sense of pride and accomplishment in being liked....

The young Lin Qian was no exception.

At that time, Lin Qian also had some same-sex friends, some holding hands with girls behind their backs.

There were also those who were superior in appearance and were chased by girls to write small love letters. After all, girls matured earlier than boys at that time.

Being chased back is bragging capital.

Although Lin Qian, as a core manager, matured much earlier than his peers, he was also quite curious...

What is that feeling like.

But Lin Qian never received the little note from the girl.

At that time, Lin Qian thought it was because he was not attractive enough, but later found out that it was because no girl dared to give him a gift.

Because there is a demon by his side.

Lin Qian didn't know at that time, and was a little disappointed in his heart.

It's common to be praised for being handsome and good-looking, but without a little note from a girl, everything is useless.

There are no absolutes in everything. It's true that there are people who are afraid of the demon next to Lin Qian, but there will also be one who is not afraid of death.

Finally, one day, Lin Qian received a note from a girl asking if she could meet after school.

After accepting the note, Lin Qian agreed to go to the appointment.

After getting an affirmative answer, the girl ran away.

Lin Qian didn't know her name, but only knew that she was from another class.

Do you like her?

The answer is no, that girl...

Not very good looking.

If it was now, Lin Qian would not agree to the appointment, but would immediately refuse and tell the girl.

It's impossible between us.

But Lin Qian was still too young at that time, so he agreed.

I can't say I'm too young, I can only say...

Lin Qian was curious about that feeling and wanted to experience it once.

This was the first time Lin Qian received a note from a girl.

He didn't like that girl, but he agreed because he wanted to experience this feeling.

Agree to go to the appointment.

Lin Qian was still thinking, if the chat was enjoyable and the other party was more interesting, then follow her lead and date for a few days.

At that time, you will be considered as a person who has a girlfriend, and it is okay to break up later.

If you feel that you don't want to talk further, just don't contact me in the future.

The initiative is in your own hands anyway.

Maybe it was a bit of a "scumbag", but at that time Lin Qian didn't know what a "scumbag" was. He just acted with "selfishness" in his actions, and he just wanted to experience that kind of thing once.

At that time, Lin Qian didn't know that it was he who agreed to that girl...that led to the subsequent incident.

Lin Qian didn't intend to whitewash himself, the facts are the facts.

His sorry was an apology to Wang Yunhan.

My own behavior and thoughts are indeed "scum", there is nothing to wash away, if you don't like it, you should reject it on the spot.

And at that time, for her own selfish desires, Wang Yunhan experienced a devilish childhood.

Wang Yunhan was not Lin Qian.

In a sense, the core manager is a good plaything, because the thinking is too mature, it is difficult to be played bad by the day after tomorrow.

Both body and mind are extremely tough, no matter how dark they are, they can come out and bury it in the depths of memory.

Unless born to belong to the dark.

[Just like the extremely uncoordinated mutuality, the missing parts between him and her will appear in each other, whether it is love and hate, or... good and evil, light and darkness. 】

This was also one of the reasons why Lin Qian was still normal after being abused by Lin Qianyue so many times.

To bear the abuse, if a normal person... can't get out of the shadow of youth in this life.

But even so, Lin Qian was inevitably affected a little.

Lin Qian didn't know how much that experience had cast a shadow on Wang Yunhan, but one thing was true, she would definitely not be as fine as herself.

"Lin Qian, you don't need to apologize to me, you are not to blame for that incident."

"That's right...it's actually my problem, it's just that you don't know it."

Lin Qian drank more than half of the milk tea in one go, he was indeed thirsty.

I really feel sorry for Wang Yunhan.

"Do you want to know why?"

"No, I don't want to know."

Wang Yunhan shook her head lightly, and said softly, "If it's something that makes you uncomfortable."

"I don't want to know, don't tell me."

"You have a right to know."

Lin Qian said to himself, "When I received the note you gave me...I knew what you meant."

"I can feel your affection, and I know what you mean."

"But I didn't like you at that time, but I promised you."

"You could say, I'm a selfish person."

"..."

Wang Yunhan bit her lip, she looked at Lin Qian... her expression gradually became complicated.

She is no longer that little girl now, so she can naturally understand what Lin Qian said.

"Looks like you understand."

Lin Qian smiled slightly, very gently.

Wang Yunhan stared blankly, as if time had frozen at this moment.