Observation Diary of a Blackened Girl and My Survival Guide

"That young man who looks gaudy?" Lin Qian asked after thinking about it.

"Ah."

Jiang Ziyue nodded, and continued: "The family is very fond of this younger brother, after all...he is a boy after all."

"All the money they made was spent on him."

"But he...is not like me."

"He dropped out of school very early, likes to take girls to nightclubs to have a good time, and even gamble..."

"A lot of money is owed, and they have been helping him pay off the debt and giving him money to use."

"My words... In order to earn some living expenses, I started live broadcasting part-time very early..."

"Fortunately, there are people who like it, fans love it, and saved some money, but because I was young at that time, most of the money was stored with them, and my father rarely took care of the money, so it was actually stored with my aunt."

"Just this year, I found something malignant..." Jiang Ziyue fell silent when she said this.

You can tell she doesn't want to talk about her illness.

"I had been sick for a while...it was the last time I could treat it..."

"I asked my aunt for the money, but...the money was taken by her to pay off his debt..."

"I don't have any money left, and my family doesn't think it's such a big deal...I'm used to it because they don't value me."

Jiang Ziyue wiped her eyes.

There were crystal clear tears in the corner of her eyes, but she said with a smile: "I missed the last opportunity for treatment..."

"When I knew there was no money for treatment, I had already given up hope."

"If the money doesn't come back, even if I can get it back... I'm already dead."

"I'm so tired."

"Anyway, I won't live long. Why don't you take a good rest and give yourself a long vacation."

"A long vacation that never wakes up."

"I had a test this Monday and the results are out, I won't live until next week."

"Lin Qian, I told the management that if possible, the live broadcast room..."

"You can take over, it's better than handing out leaflets, and you can earn a lot more. The friends in the studio are pretty good."

"You said...you are a first-year student at Tiannan Normal University."

"The future must be very good..."

"Actually, I really want to go to college...but I don't even have the chance to finish high school..."

"......"

"......"

In the end, neither Lin Qian nor Jiang Ziyue spoke.

What echoed in his ears... was her inaudible sobbing.

It's not that she is trying to control it, but that she really has no strength.

I don't even have the energy to cry.

"I'm sorry, Lin Qian, for letting you hear such a bad story."

"It's really not good, but it's very real. The truth is cruel."

"Yeah...it's all brutal..."

Jiang Ziyue leaned back on the chair and closed her eyes.

Her breathing began to gradually become weaker.

Lin Qian sat beside her, didn't say anything, just quietly accompanied her.

"Thank you, there is still someone with me at this time."

"You don't have to thank me, you gave me the money."

"Yesterday I thought you were going to run away after collecting the money, but I didn't expect you to be here today."

"I'm a trustworthy person. Since I have taken your money, I will definitely come."

Lin Qian gently held Jiang Ziyue's thin and white wrist: "I didn't expect you to come, I thought you wouldn't come today."

"I'm here to see you."

Jiang Ziyue let Lin Qian play with her hands and said.

"boom..."

The night sky with some stars was suddenly covered with dark clouds.

Jiang Ziyue suddenly opened her eyes.

"Lin Qian, you went out today...didn't you check the weather forecast?"

"No, I rarely watch that thing, what's wrong?"

"Sometimes I still have to take a look... It's going to rain." Jiang Ziyue took her hand out of Lin Qian's.

This time she went out with a bag.

She took out a folded umbrella from her bag and put it on Lin Qian's lap: "I only have the strength to bring one out, here it is for you, Lin Qian."

"Thank you, where are you going?" Lin Qian didn't care about the umbrella, but looked at her and asked.

"I... I'm going to go back."

After Jiang Ziyue finished speaking, she stood up with the chair supported, and walked towards a taxi that had just stopped by the side of the road.

Lin Qian, as I said, I will not die in front of you.

I won't give you any trouble.

I... keep my word.

..............

A huge gap was torn open by the silver dragon in the sky.

In an instant, thunder and lightning flashed, and the sound of water droplets gradually became louder.

[Rain startled the night. 】

..............

[Fifth change, monthly ticket replacement and change, still 3 chapters away. 】

Chapter 520 What Do You Think?

Friday, December 2020, 5.

Eleven forty-five p.m.

Lin Qian returned to the floor where 404 was located.

It seemed that he heard his small footsteps, and with a creak, the door of 403 opened.

"Lin Qian, the noodles are ready~ It's raining outside, you today..." Before Lin Yin could finish speaking, she saw the umbrella in Lin Qian's hand that was still dripping water.

She scratched her head and smiled naively: "You actually brought an umbrella, no wonder I said... I'll give you an umbrella and you don't want it."

"Someone lent me this." Lin Qian looked at the umbrella in his hand, and a strange look flashed across his face.

He shook off the water stains on the umbrella and walked into Linyin's room.

The noodles that have just come out of the pan exude a strong heat.

Green cabbage leaves, fried eggs and minced meat are evenly sprinkled on top.

There is also a small bowl next to it, which contains a little hot and sour dried radish.

Lin Qian took a few bites, and the taste was as good as ever.

A little hungry, he didn't say anything, and started to eat.

Seeing that Lin Qian didn't praise herself as usual, Linyin was a little nervous, and she asked in a low voice with some embarrassment, "Lin... Qian, how does it taste...?"

Lin Qian, who was absent-minded and out of his mind, reacted after hearing the words: "Yes, it's quite delicious."

"It's good that it's delicious...hehe."

"Could it be that if I don't praise you a few words, you think you are not delicious down there?"

"It's not like that..."

Linyin couldn't hide what was on her mind: "I will feel very happy just if you praise me, so I want to hear it."

"You wait, wait until I finish eating the noodles, if I don't give you a good compliment, I'm afraid you don't know what licking a dog is."

"Lick...dog?"

Linyin stared blankly at Lin Qian who was eating noodles, thinking about the meaning of the word licking a dog.

She has heard the word and knows its meaning.

but...

Never had a dog lick it up.

Linyin thought about it, and it seemed that no boy among Hyacinths licked her particularly.

The only one who has a good relationship is Lu Chen...

Not counting, it should be said that they are friends.

to say...

Su Xiaoying has a lot of dog licks, but with Su Jing around, those boys who pursued Su Xiaoying were all sent away by Su Jing.

Lin Yin felt that it was not bad without licking the dog.

She's not very good at dealing with people who are especially nice to her.