Observation Diary of a Blackened Girl and My Survival Guide

"You keep provoking Jiang Ziyue, making her feel guilty towards you... Finally, you use her guilt to let her accept this 400 million contract, right?"

"Yes, but the money was spent on her and I did nothing wrong."

Lin Qian nodded and said, "I also took the risk, if she doesn't pay it back for me..."

"To be honest, I can't afford the 400 million."

"What I said and did to her had one purpose...to make her want to live."

"From the first moment I saw her, I knew she was dead inside."

"It doesn't make any sense for such a person...to be cured. What I want is for her to live."

"It's only going to make sense if she wants to get on with her life."

"It has nothing to do with feelings."

"......You are right."

Although he didn't want to admit Lin Qian's way of acting, Nangong Yu admitted.

This time he was right.

"Nangong Yu, I'm not as good as Jiang Ziyue thought, I just did two things."

"Let her have the idea of ​​living."

"Make her willing to receive treatment and pay for her own treatment."

"You are also aware of Jiang Ziyue's situation. If she is asked to treat her own illness, she will pay for it or not. Even if she has the chance, she will not go."

"Because deep down in her heart, she has no chance of treatment, no hope."

"Then why don't you tell her that there is still hope."

"Why..."

Lin Qian took out another cigarette.

"Nangong Yu, have you heard a word?"

"Say."

"The word hope is the most illusory, the most deceiving, and the most inhumane."

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520 At the end of eight chapters

"It's true..."

Nangong Yu sighed: "At that time, she really had no hope."

"But her inspection report is very strange, it seems that there is a chance."

"How does it sound to me... You don't know how to study Jiang Ziyue's slices, do you?"

Lin Qian said suspiciously.

"Who do you think I am? I'm not that perverted." Nangong Yu snapped at Lin Qian angrily.

"I also don't think you're a pervert."

Lin Qian nodded and continued: "The two things I did gave her the motivation to live on, and I also calculated that Jiang Ziyue's income plus the money she won from the lawsuit...six years should be enough. "

"A woman like you who likes to listen to stories... you won't be so unfeeling in your heart. If it's really close at that time, it's possible to give her a few years of grace or give her up."

"So I didn't do anything."

"You're such a..."

Nangong Yu didn't know how to describe Lin Qian.

"A good love story was made like this by you, Lin Qian, you liar."

"You're right to say that I'm a liar, but in fact I didn't lie to her. In the beginning, Jiang Ziyue could only listen to the bad truth and stimulate her, but in the end, she needed some beautiful visions. "

"All I did was to keep her alive. Could it be that I did something wrong?"

"It's true...you did nothing wrong, but you lied to all her feelings."

"The love she longs for is a lie. It's just that you don't want her to disturb your life if you haven't seen her for six years."

"So what, she is willing to persist."

"No, it's not enough."

Nangong Yu shook his head, smiled and said, "Lin Qian, I told her what happened that night."

"I told her...we're not that kind of relationship, and I told her it shouldn't stop there between you two."

"You will have a better future."

"For Jiang Ziyue, longing for love is the biggest force that supports her to live, not guilt for you."

"She should know all this."

"........"

Lin Qian was stunned, and the cigarette butt fell to the ground along his fingers.

After a while, he said: "Nangong Yu, you are really a bad woman, full of bad water."

"You are a bad man, a bad man who deceives women's feelings." Nangong Yu said with a smile: "This is the story I want to see. Jiang Ziyue said that he will look for you in six years, you..."

"What are you going to do, fulfill your promise and marry her?"

"...Well, if she pays back the money in six years, I will honor what I said."

"Fall in love with her, live broadcast with her, listen to her storytelling, and finally...marry her."

"no sooner said than done?"

"no sooner said than done."

"That's such a wonderful story..." Nangong Yu sneered: "Six years, whether it's long or short, is the best age for you. Heal it~?"

"......"

Lin Qian raised his middle finger at Nangong Yu.

"Lin Qian, what if she didn't pay back the money?"

"Nangong Yu, now that things have happened, you still believe that Jiang Ziyue will pay back the money, right? Why do you ask that?"

"I want to know what if."

"Then according to the contract of sale, I am yours."

After finishing speaking, Lin Qian took out his phone and glanced at the time on the screen.

Sunday, May 2020, 5.

A quarter past eleven at night.

"It's almost time for me to go back."

Lin Qian stood up and stretched.

"So early?"

"11:30 is too early?"

"Isn't this the time when the nightlife just starts for young people? Let's go out for a drink?"

"Forget it today, let's do it another day. I am both a teacher and a student, and I have too many classes."

"Okay, do you want me to see you off?" Nangong Yu shook the car keys in his hand.

"Thanks, no need."

"Then you remember it, and you still owe me a drink."

"Well, remember."

Lin Qian waved his hand and walked towards the gate of the First Affiliated Hospital of Shihua Medical College.

Soon it disappeared from Nangong Yu's sight and disappeared into the night.

"Nangong Yu, nice words...are all lies."

"I... lied to you."

It was his inaudible whisper that drifted away with the night wind.

.........

Sunday, May 2020, 5.

Eleven forty in the evening.

Nangong Yu, who had changed into a white coat, returned to the ward.

As if sensing someone coming in, Jiang Ziyue, who was lying on the hospital bed, opened her eyes.

"Sister Nangong."

"I'm here to check you up. You lie down and don't move. Take a good rest."

"it is good."

Jiang Ziyue nodded obediently, she just wanted to live a good life now.

Six years later, she will go to him with a healthy body.

"Sister Nangong, can I really cure it?"

The situation has changed too fast, Jiang Ziyue is still a little hard to digest.

"Yes, don't give up hope, your body is like this... there is a good chance."

Nangong Yu checked Jiang Ziyue's various physical data and said, "Maybe...this is a miracle."

"A miracle..."

Jiang Ziyue narrowed her eyes, and the corners of her pale lips curled up.