Even if everyone says it's okay and forgives Ichinose, but as long as Ichinose feels that something is wrong, if she doesn't forgive herself, and feels guilty, then this test will never pass.
To break this psychological predicament, at least Ichinose needs to let go of her heart and stop being so dull and self-closing. This is the minimum.
Chapter 170 Eight Ichinose's Past Mistakes
"Bandai-kun." Ichinose was confused for a while, and then gently called out to the young man again. The voice was as soft as if Bandai had been mistaken for a bird, and was afraid that if she raised her voice a little, the boy would be startled away. .
Sensing the change in Ichinose's heart, Wan Daicheng secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and continued to stroke the girl's soft long hair: "Ichinose, you are completely opposite to everyone."
Ichinose, who received the response, was a little relieved, and felt that she would no longer be alone and drifting with the crowd. She turned her head slightly again and glanced at Mandai Cheng.
Wan Daicheng noticed her small movements and showed a very warm smile: "Most people take care of themselves before they can take care of those around them."
"You take care of others first and take care of yourself later."
"You will listen to others warmly and tolerate other people's troubles, but you can't talk to others yourself. If you have any troubles, you will just keep it in your heart."
"When others fall into the abyss, no matter how difficult it is, you will help others and climb out of the predicament. But when you fall into a small pit, it is difficult to get out."
"Others can rely on you, but you have no one to rely on. In fact, you, who are regarded as bright by the class members, are brave and resolute when leading everyone."
"But when you are alone, you are not strong, and when you are alone, you are just an ordinary high school girl."
Not long ago, Bandai Cheng, who had just finished analyzing his "delicate heart", began to analyze Ichinose's heart this time.
Words as gentle as spring rain, word by word, opened up Ichinose's long-sealed memory, and she recalled the half a year when she was alone at home.
It's really like Wan Daicheng said, the self alone is not strong, alone, and can't do anything.
Under Bandai Cheng's warm tone and encouraging eyes, Ichinose is like a cub lost in the rainy jungle, still holding a bit of fear: "I, who have stolen things... will really be allowed to rely on others ?"
That cub-like frightened expression seemed to be that as long as Wan Dai denied it, he would immediately run away in embarrassment the next second, away from any people and things, and hide alone in the deep mountains and old forests where no one can find him anymore.
"I'll allow it, I'll bear it'." Wan Daicheng's movements became more and more gentle, and he leaned over slowly, clinging to each other with Ichinose, head to head.
There is no trace of charm, only a reassuring atmosphere, lingering around the two of them.
"That was, in the third year of junior high school..." Ichinose just leaned against Mandai Cheng, unable to tell whether it was pain or relief, with a complex expression, like a bard's aria, narrating past mistakes from time to time.
"Our family is a single-parent family. In order to provide for my sister and me, my mother has to work three jobs to make ends meet. It's really, really special and hard work."
"My sister and I didn't complain, and we both felt that even if we were a little tight, as long as the three of us could be happy, it would be better than anything else."
"Mom, you are really good to us." When I said this, Ichinose's voice had already brought a hint of crying. I don't know whether it was recalling the bitterness and busyness of her mother, or recalling the wrong things she did that hurt her.
Wan Daicheng secretly sighed, under such circumstances, who can remain indifferent?Squeezing her head, studying her head, and comforting her silently, Ichinose was able to continue to recall the sad mistakes.
"However, last summer, when my sister's birthday was approaching, my mother unexpectedly fell ill and was hospitalized. My sister is looking forward to this birthday very much."
"Because my mother will celebrate our birthday every time she saves enough money. It's a happy time only once a year. Maybe it's because the expectations of the past year have failed, and it's the first time for my sister to make a fierce noise in front of my mother's hospital bed."
"Because she likes to look forward to the butterfly card for a whole year, it will not be realized because of the high medical expenses."
"My mother was so gentle. She apologized to my sister and said that it was her fault. If she didn't fall ill, she could buy a gift for her and have a happy birthday."
Wan Dai Cheng just stuck his head to Ichinose, listening to the story of Ichinose's past, and gradually understood why Ichinose was so kind.
Perhaps, only under the guidance of such a responsible and gentle mother, can such a beautiful flower as Ichinose bloom?
Immediately afterwards, Ichinose's tone began to lower, faintly foretelling the tragic ending: "But no matter how much Mom apologizes, my sister is still not reconciled. The depression of a year's failure of expectations, and the pale face of Mom's lack of energy."
"Let me, let me... didn't hold back, we, we have endured for so long, for my sister to be happy, for my mother to be able to recover from illness, will I be forgiven? Thinking so, I went to that house The store that my sister misses so much."
"When no one noticed, I stuffed the butterfly hairpin into the bag and quickly removed it. When I saw my sister's happy expression when she received the gift, I just felt a huge sense of guilt in my heart. Much less."
"Finally mom found out, it was mom, she was angry for the first time..." Ichinose subconsciously raised her hand and covered her cheek.
Obviously recalling the pain of being slapped by his mother at that time, the pain on his cheek should have been forgotten long ago, but the scars engraved on his heart will not be erased with time.
"¨Just like that, my mother, who was supposed to be in the hospital with peace of mind, after educating me and my sister, took the hairpin, pulled out the needle tube, dragged the sick body, and escorted me to that store."
Wan Daicheng felt it, Ichinose's teardrops, because the face was pressed against his face, the tears gushing from the edge of Ichinose's eyes also ran across Wan Daicheng's face.
"When my mother brought me to that store...the moment I returned the card and knelt down to apologize, I realized that I was wrong, I was wrong...I made a very, very heavy mistake!"
"My mother fainted from exhaustion, and my younger sister angrily reprimanded me after she found out that the gift was stolen. No matter how I make excuses, I can't escape the crime."
Recalling the past Ichinose, the guilt surged up in her heart again, like a heart-eating demon, forcing her to curl up even more: "Bandai-kun, how can I be forgiven (well done) claw."
"Such a heavy mistake, I, I..." Ichinose closed her eyes, trying to contain the tears that kept gushing out in this way.
The closed eyelids were still bursting with tears, drop by drop, leaving two obvious tear stains on Ichinose's beautiful cheeks.
It was like an angel crying silently, the pure white and flawless wings were stained with the only stain, and she who was originally absolutely pure had a slight flaw.
"Why can't you forgive?" Wan Daicheng was no longer silent, since Ichinose's confession had ended, there was no need for him to pretend to be dumb and listen.
All he has to do now is to wash away the stains and erase the blemishes.
"It's actually you who have troubled you so much, Ichinose, you have been forgiven a long time ago."
"Whether it's the store manager, your mother, or your sister, they must have forgiven you."
Chapter 170 IX Got Forgiveness
Ichinose, with tears in his almond eyes, looked at Wan Dai Cheng vaguely through the tears, not understanding what Wan Dai Cheng meant, what does it mean to have been forgiven a long time ago?She obviously didn't get any forgiveness.
Wan Dai Cheng was very relieved of Ichinose, so he took out the mobile phone that can contact the outside world, dialed a number, and pressed the speakerphone at the same time.
"?!" No matter how much Ichinose's vision was blurred by tears, she could still tell the difference between on-campus mobile phones and off-campus mobile phones.
Why does Bandai Cheng have an external mobile phone?Isn't everyone scanned by electronic scanning equipment before enrolling?
It didn't take long for her to be puzzled, when she heard the phone connected, and a middle-aged woman's voice came from a puzzled voice: "Hello, may I ask who?"
Ichinose's mind went into a frenzy, even after more than half a year, she could still recall that it was the voice of the manager of the girls' jewelry store.
There's nothing wrong with that, when she was brought over by her mother to apologize, she deeply remembered this voice.
"Hello." Bandai Cheng didn't give Ichinose a chance to post in doubt, but took the lead in "self-introduction": "We are from Yueyao Broadcasting. Are you Ms. Kobayashi?"
Ms. Kobayashi probably knew about this famous broadcast, and her emotions immediately rose: "Yes, it's me, why, do you want to interview something, and then broadcast it?"
"130 is right." Bandai Chengmo didn't have any worries at all, and he didn't feel sorry for Ms. Kobayashi, as if holding a script in his hand, he opened his mouth and said, "We are collecting content."
"I just received a letter from a listener, saying that last summer, a lady brought her daughter to kneel down in your store to apologize. Ms. Xiaolin, do you still remember?"
Ichinose seemed to understand what Mandai Cheng was going to do, she closed her eyes tightly, and tried her best to listen to the voice from the microphone.
At the same time, he put his hands together silently, like a devout believer, praying for something.
"Oh, oh, oh." Ms. Xiao Lin called out after a moment of recollection: "Then I must remember, it was the child who stole a small hairpin from our shop in order to give my sister a birthday present."
"The things are not worth much, but the mother is too gentle and kind, and she must drag the child over to apologize when she is sick."
"To be honest, I was taken aback at first. That child also has a good mother."
Hearing this, Ichinose's face became more guilty, and his appearance became more pious.
Wan Daicheng didn't stop there: "So that's the case, Ms. Kobayashi, did you forgive them at that time?" As soon as the words fell, and the other side didn't speak, Ichinose opened his eyes suddenly, staring at them very, very nervously. With the mobile phone, hope appeared in his eyes.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Ms. Kobayashi also replied immediately, without hanging Ichinose in the air: "It's not a big deal, it's just a [-]-yen card issued, and no one will find out if you lose it."
"In addition, the mother returned the original item, and it was not damaged. It was an apology, and it was made up for [-] yen afterwards. Who would hold on to it?"
Ichinose was in a daze for a moment, Mom, did you go to make up the money afterwards?
"Okay, thank you for the content you provided. Our broadcast will send you a corresponding postcard. Thank you for your patience and support." Wan Daicheng ended appropriately and didn't talk much.
"Hi, it's all right." Ms. Xiao Lin also hung up the communication nervously, and then looked at the big men in black in the store: "I, I have done what you said."
If it weren't for the fact that these big men in black looked particularly scary, she wouldn't answer calls from strangers casually, and would answer them honestly and fluently.
"Thank you for your cooperation." The big man in black handed over a check for 20 yuan, and quickly left the store. Ms. Xiaolin cheered, and quickly closed the door. By the way, I thought it would be better to let the clerk come to take care of it at night.
Back at Ichinose's dormitory, Ichinose was still staring at the cell phone that had ended the communication, as if she couldn't believe it, the mistake of entangled for such a long time has already been forgiven?It turns out that her mother has already made up for her mistakes?
"It's not over yet." Wan Daicheng picked up the phone again and entered a number, which Ichinose was so familiar with that she could almost recite it (cgda) without thinking - it was her home landline number.
Wan Daicheng just dialed the number, and then put it in front of Ichinose: "According to what you said before, Ichinose, your aunt should still be working, and only your sister is at home."
Ichinose understood Wan Daicheng's meaning, if she wanted to know whether her sister had forgiven her, she needed to make a phone call by herself.
Not to mention anything else, it's just that they have been raised and closed at a high level for three years, and they can't meet with their family members. Finally, a channel to contact the family suddenly appeared, and Ichinose can dial anything.
But now, can she really talk to her sister?So far, he has fallen into hesitation.
Ever since Ichinose was reprimanded angrily by her younger sister in the third year of junior high school, even during the half a year when Ichinose lived in isolation at home, my younger sister never spoke a word to her again, because she hated having a sister who was a thief.
This makes Ichinose, who misses her sister very much, feel a little scared. She can communicate with her sister with just one touch, but she has been unable to show the corresponding courage.
In case, my sister hasn't forgiven her bad sister, what should I do?Will you make a phone call and be scolded again?
"Don't worry." Bandai Cheng stepped forward in time, and gently hugged Ichinose, sharing warmth and courage.
Ichinose was silent for a moment, leaning her head against Bandai Jo, and her mind flashed through Bandai Jo's words just now, if she could rely on one person, she would definitely rely on Bandai-kun, right?
With Wan Daijun around, I have nothing to be afraid of. It seems that a gentle hug can really pass on the courage of Wan Daicheng.
Ichinose could only feel the sudden surge of emotions in her heart, overwhelming, suppressing all kinds of fears, her eyes gradually separated into a clear light, and she pressed the call button on the phone.
After the most unpretentious "beep" was answered, it was a relatively immature female voice: "Moses, Moses, is it...?"
Wan Daicheng did not ask Ms. Kobayashi for forgiveness as he did when he came up.
Ms. Kobayashi was arranged by him in advance, so she can be unscrupulous, but there is no arrangement for Ichinose's mother and sister.
It's just that after investigation, the people below found that they still missed Fanami who had been in school for more than half a year, so Bandai Cheng was relieved to let Ichinose make the call himself.
Ichinose's performance was even worse. Hearing her sister's sweet voice, she felt elated, and then became nervous. Facing the mobile phone was like facing a thunderbolt, and her expression was particularly tangled.
In the end, he glanced at Wan Daicheng, as if he had gained more courage, before he opened his mouth: "Yes, it's me, Xiaosaki."
"..." There was a few seconds of silence on the other end, followed by a suddenly amplified voice: "Sister? Sister~?".
Chapter 180 The Warm, Competing and Admitting Ichinose House
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