Honkai, I stand in the first row where strength is paramount

"Yuno did it voluntarily. She fell out with her family because she likes you. She gave up the life of a beautiful young lady and transferred you to a strange city. She lived in a dormitory that she never even glanced at. Going to work to save money to make ends meet, knowing that you have someone you really like, you still force yourself to smile and pretend nothing happened."

Even at the last moment of his life, Yuno did not ask Messiah to reciprocate his kindness.

Because the person she likes is not her.

"So if you dare to say something like "If I knew it earlier, I would have chosen to be with Yuno", such a stupid thing that tramples on her heart. "The girl's expression was calm, "I will definitely smash your throat with a fruit knife!" "

She is serious.

"What do you know? What do you know!"

Messiah also erupted, her body that hadn't eaten for several days burst out of power, and immediately threw MEI sitting on the chair to the ground:

"Do you know? If you hadn't fallen in love with me, a rotten person, Yuno would have gone to the high school on Coral Island with Su to study! That is Coral Island, a coral island thousands of kilometers away from the extreme east! The Great Crash of the Extreme East What's wrong with Coral Island? It's me, a rotten person, who killed her!"

She yelled heartbreakingly: "Xinxinxinxinxinxinxin! I just want her to live a good life! If you have no hope and no future relationship, throw it into the stinky ditch! Be selfish! Think about it for yourself! Why do you do this for me, a scumbag!"

"Am I worthy? Am I worthy of her being so good to me? I'm not fucking worthy!"

What is the saddest thing?

You meet someone who made a mistake, and you want to make it up and pay it off, only to find out in the end that you are powerless and the sin you committed can never be made up for!

"So you hang your head down here like a dog? Just find someone to vent your regrets on to make you feel better?"

MEI turned back and pressed Messiah under her body, tearing her long hair that was once silvery but now pure white.

"Is it useful to cry so hard here? What can your tears protect? Can it end Houkai? Or can it bring the dead back to life?"

"You can't do anything, and I can't do anything. This is the reality! This is the reality that is worse than shit, but we have to face it! Do you understand? Ah!"

'tick, tick...'

Messiah was stunned, this was the first time she saw tears in MEI's eyes in the months of acquaintance.

"You Messiah is uncomfortable, don't I feel uncomfortable? Do you know that if it wasn't for saving me who was almost killed by Pavanti, Yuno would have left Changkong City full of Houkai energy first, Thus gaining the opportunity to suppress the pseudo-Herserscher transformation!"

MEI grabbed Messiah's collar with both hands, and hammered his forehead hard at the other's forehead:

"It's not you idiot who really killed her, it's me, a great genius who looks down on anyone! It's me! It's me!"

It was I who killed my friend!

'DUANG! ' After the sound, the girls with red foreheads sat at both ends of the room and glared.

For a moment, there was only the rapid panting of the two disheveled people in the room.

Under their catharsis, the chirping of insects outside the window had already stopped in fright, and the bright moon hanging high in the sky seemed to be unable to bear to see this heartbreaking scene, and hid itself behind the drifting clouds.

After staring at each other for a full 3 minutes, MEI stood up.

She tidied up the messy skirt, and said coldly, "I don't know if you're going to just go down like this, or if you're going to do something."

"But I have decided to accept Dr. Mebius' invitation to join the world's largest anti-Honkai organization, the "Flame Chasing Moth", and become a researcher in the fight against Honkai. "

She turned around, strode to the door, and turned the handle.

"Doctor, she told me that after a while, the Flame Chaser will send out invitations to all survivors of the third collapse."

"Go or not, you decide for yourself!"

Those who can survive the third Honkai are all talented people who can adapt to stand on the top of the planet.

For Flamemoths, these are the best candidates for soldiers.

"--Wait a moment."

Mei, who stepped out of the door, stopped.

Messiah turned her head away: "...Yuno's (suicide note)."

"It's on the bedside table."

'Clang! '

MEI's voice sounded at the same time as the door closing.

Chapter 180 · "Thinking Beyond Time"

Augustus at night has its unique charm. Originally, she is a sports beauty in the morning, but in the quiet night, she will change into a neon evening dress, like a blue enchantress blooming in the center of a ball .

When you are in it, you will experience the different tastes of this beauty, just like you drink sweet wine and rich red wine, the greenness with fresh fragrance and the maturity of the cellar are completely different beauty.

Even though East Asia, centered on the Far East, has experienced a major incident that has reduced the global population by at least one-thirtieth, the various leisure squares and bars in the Mu mainland are still full of people, and people are immersed in false happiness, venting their hearts. Follow your own desires.

This stems from the ultra-large-scale information control carried out by the United Nations.

Some people may think that in this era of extremely advanced Internet technology, it is impossible for a major event that killed hundreds of millions of people to go unnoticed.

However, for the United Nations, which is the united and unified government of the planet, although it is difficult to achieve this level of information control, it is not impossible.

It only needs to completely cut off the information on the Far East, and then divide the collapse of various countries in East Asia into different natural and man-made disasters, such as tsunamis, earthquakes, flash floods, meteorites, prisoner riots, etc.

You must know that in the future, even if Australia is burned into a sea of ​​flames by the Herrscher of Flame, Su, who has not yet joined the Flame Chasing Moth, will not know the existence of Houkai.

Under the general policy of "Civilians don't need to know about Honkai" formulated and approved by the highest level of the coalition government, it doesn't matter whether it is the extremely difficult media or big V reporters, as long as you dare to shake your wits, you will be greeted. The ending of the suicide that was shot several times, or the result of the autopsy that made people laugh out loud, the cause of death was an autopsy.

What is it if you are not looking for death to fight against the violent agency that the United Nations has issued the right to fire?

In a sense, this is indeed a good thing, at least it can avoid the extreme reactions of many people after knowing the truth.

The truth does not need everyone to know, for the vast majority, living without knowing anything is the happiest.

But, is this not a kind of sadness?

......

......

The dim moonlight broke into the room through the glass, and carefully sprinkled on the girl's cold and delicate face like Chang'e in the moon palace.

After Mei left, apart from her seemingly indistinct breathing, there was only the sound of the bedside alarm clock ticking in the room.

Messiah remembered this alarm clock, which was a gift from Su when she celebrated her birthday.

I have to say that the EQ of people giving bells for their birthdays is as high as that of grandma's house, no wonder they can't get girls.

But Messiah likes it very much, not just this alarm clock, she will cherish any gift given to her by others.

This is also the reason why she refused to let Bai Mo throw away the rags in his eyes when she moved.

'But the one put here is not the one Su gave to himself. '

Thinking of this, the girl laughed at herself.

These small gifts that she cherished so much were all turned into dust in the third collapse, and the ones that are placed in the room now are just counterfeit ones bought by Bai Mo according to the original ones during the renovation.

She turned her head slightly and focused her gaze on the bedside table beside her.

Under the desk lamp emitting soft light, a clean and tidy letter was placed in the center of the table intact.

In the upper left corner of the letter, the four big characters "Messiah Received" are unusually beautiful, and you can tell it is from a lady at a glance.

Well, the former lady of every family.

Messiah stretched out her hand and slowly reached for the envelope.

Even though the distance was only tens of centimeters, it took her more than ten minutes to finally hold the letter tremblingly in her hand.

The girl stared at the letter in her hand, and suddenly felt the urge to tear it apart.

She was thinking, if she tore this thing up now, would that cute girl with purple long hair run to her like she did in the past when she made a mistake, and would only show it to her in front of her? Pinching his waist with a savage look, he pointed to his nose and said angrily:

"Mi Sai Ya! This was written with great difficulty! Don't tear it up if you don't read it!"

"Yuno!"

Messiah suddenly raised her head and looked at the source of the voice.

The only response to her was the sound of wind blowing the curtains.

"—Is it a hallucination? It hurts..."

Messiah stretched out her hands and kneaded the neck that was making protests due to excessive force just now. After taking a deep breath, she opened the envelope as much as possible and took out the letter as nonchalantly as possible.

Even though there was no one in the room except her and the Shenhuo Trial standing slanted by the wall.

"Yo! Messiah, I don't know how long I haven't seen you, did you miss me?"

"Thinking! Thinking all the time! Thinking every moment! Thinking every minute! Yuno, please come back! I was wrong! I was really wrong!"

Messiah originally thought that she was prepared in her heart, but after reading the first sentence in the letter, the tears in her eyes still gushed out uncontrollably, and immediately wet the white sheets under her.

"Messiah did nothing wrong!"

As if he already knew the reaction of his childhood sweetheart, three days ago, in Qianba Academy, Yuno, who was leaning against the wall of the laboratory, listened to Mei's reasoning in defense, while lowering his head and wrote:

"It's better to say that it's me who needs to apologize! I can't help but throw the burden of killing me to you......"

"Yes! That's right! Yuno is the one who should apologize!"

As if grabbing a life-saving straw, the emotional Messiah carefully held the corner of the letter and shouted:

"So you hurriedly came to me to apologize to me, what is it to go away on your own? I haven't said that I will forgive you yet!"

"But, but Master Messiah is in a good mood now! So as long as you can come to me, I will forgive you immediately! Otherwise, I will never, no—"

She couldn't say the last three words.

She doesn't deserve it.

"Be careful with the snot, you idiot! If you spill it on the paper, wouldn't all my writing be for nothing?"

Yuno wiped the blood spilling from the corner of her mouth to prevent it from dripping onto the paper under her body.

"Hey, I lied to you! I have prepared two copies of the suicide note, one for you, and one for Mei~~~ Even if yours is broken, you can still grab hers, although the content is different .”

"Isn't it a little bad to do this? She's still trying to defend me, but I'm urging you to steal her things... No, no, pay attention next time (randomly crossed out) In short, you can't steal !"

"I wrote so many things about you in there, if you see this, wouldn't I be ashamed to death?"

"Don't say dead words!" The white hairy balls on the duck sitting on the bed exploded.

"Okay, okay! Let's stop here for the five cents family gossip. Mei's reasoning sounds like it's coming to an end. If you don't make an appearance, you will miss the best time for the villain to appear."

"Later, Yuna will appear quietly and scare all the Messiahs!"