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"What I'm talking about is if, if one day, there is a woman who is much better than me, has a lot of common topics with you in art, and can help you in art, will you like her?"

Volume 2 Red Geraniums in Neverwinter Snow Season: Chapter 1209 The embrace has long since become no longer warm

The words that Makoto Kirikiri spoke at this moment were very calm, but to Hibiki Naogi's ears, it was like a bright and strong light, as if it was enough to illuminate all the darkness in her heart.

The feelings towards Makoto Kiriki in his heart are extremely complicated, it is a twisted emotion formed by intertwining and mixing negative emotions such as guilt, guilt, apology, and reluctance to admit.

For a moment, Hibiki thought that Makoto Kigiri knew about the existence of Hideren Kanogawa, and Hibiki felt that she was standing in front of Makoto Kirikiri at this moment, as if she was a heinous sinner, and she didn't want to admit it. Not knowing how to get herself forgiven by Makoto Wukiri, she just wanted to escape, and escape from Makoto Wukiri's gaze as quickly as possible.

"Sud...why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

Hibiki's tone of voice not only became stiff, but also a little hoarse.After asking, she still regretted a little, she was worried that Makoto Kirikiri would say the answer she least wanted to hear next.

"Last night, I had a nightmare..." Makoto Kirikiri said slowly.

"Nightmare?" Hibiki asked in confusion.

"Last night, I dreamed that you broke up with me suddenly, and then turned around to be with another woman. It's so strange. Obviously in the dream, I had an extremely clear and deep impression of that woman.

After all, she is the rival in love who snatched you away from me. Of course, she will be extremely impressed, including her hair color, her hairstyle, her voice, her tone of voice, her makeup, her name, everything In mind.

However, when I woke up from the dream, only a few minutes passed, and I could no longer recall what the woman in the dream looked like?

When I recalled it, the details of those appearances became extremely blurred, but the feeling she gave me was still very clear, just like animals have an instinctive sense of vigilance against natural enemies. "

"Yes, what does it feel like?"

When Hibiki Naegi listened to Makoto Kigiri's statement word by word, a layer of cold sweat gradually appeared on his back, and when Makoto Kirikiri said that he could no longer remember the appearance of that woman, for some reason, he subconsciously relaxed. Take a breath.

But when he heard Makoto Kirikiri say the last sentence, he couldn't help feeling nervous again.

"The first thing I felt was disgust. The disgust towards him made me want to push her off the platform the moment the tram was about to pull into the station. If I pushed her from behind, I couldn't guarantee that I would push her [-]%. If I go down, then I will hug her from behind and bring her down from the platform together."

Makoto Kiriki narrated slowly, with a flat tone as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him.

It's just that what he said made the seedling sound who was listening in front of her break out in a cold sweat.

Maybe it was because he was worried about what foolish things Makoki Kiriki had done, or maybe it was a kind of protection instinctively raised in his heart for Hideren Kanokawa, which made Hibiki Naegi try his best to say intermittently even in a very nervous situation:

"Killing, killing... is not allowed!"

Faced with her sister's nervousness at the moment, Makoto Kiriki stared blankly at Hibiki for a while, then a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth as if she saw something, and said with a little smile:

"Don't worry, how could I do such a thing? Besides, I'm just talking about how I felt when I was dreaming last night. What does dreaming represent? To a certain extent, it represents virtuality, so listen to it and let it go Don't worry about it, understand? Sister."

"Understood, understood."

"Then I'll move on."

Makoto Kirikiri smiled, and continued to say:

"After the disgust, there is a deep sense of powerlessness. Although I can't remember most of the details and things about the dream last night, when I try to recall it, there is a sense of powerlessness, just like A lingering nightmare haunting my mind.

In the dream, that woman was hundreds or even thousands of times better than me in every aspect!

This kind of excellence does not refer to the comparison in appearance, but the mature temperament of that woman, the ability of that woman, the knowledge of art theory and painting guidance that sister you want, she can easily do it, and she can also let you Pass the art test very easily and get admitted to the prestigious university of your dreams!

All of her advantages seem to be tailor-made for you, sister!

I don't remember what her profession is?It seems to be a teacher who teaches and educates people. Combined with the impression that she can bring you art theory knowledge and painting guidance, she should be an art teacher.

I said this...is it a bit exaggerated?

But that’s how it feels to me, I’m just trying my best to describe to you word by word the feelings I can recall.

Dreams are really a magical thing. Obviously the memory in the dream is so deep, but when I wake up from the dream, the memory of that dream is no longer deep, but becomes blurred, like It looks like it will be forgotten in a few days.

That's why I choose to tell you at this time, I am afraid that after spending this night, when I wake up again, I have completely forgotten about it. "

When Makoto Wukiri said this, she raised her head, quietly looked at Hibiki, and waited for Hibiki's response.

Hibiki's legs suddenly felt a little weak, she wondered if Makoto Kigiri's dream was a coincidence?Or did she already have a guess in her heart?

There are two inferences in the heart, which makes Hibiki Naogi unable to determine the reason?

Even though she was still wearing the thick padded jacket that Makoto Kiriki put on her when she was sleeping, she couldn't feel any warmth anymore.

On the contrary, Makoto Kirikiri looked at her so calmly at this moment, but to Hibiki Naogi, it was as if two bunches of ice picks were advancing little by little, piercing her flesh and tearing her flesh. The skin, the darkest and ugliest thoughts in her heart, are about to be exposed in front of Makoto Kirikiri.

Hibiki doesn't want to think about anything anymore, she just wants to escape now, and wants to escape completely from the sight of Makoto Kirikiri.

Looking at Hibiki who hadn't responded to her for a long time, Makoto Kirikiri seemed to know that Hibiki would not give any response, and there were not many expressions on her face, or those complex and distorted expressions had long been When Makoto Kirikiri was alone, it had surfaced secretly on her cheeks.So much so that now there is only ashes of calm.

Makoto Kirikiri knows better than anyone else that keeping silent like this, even if another hour passed, Hibiki still couldn't give any response. Makoto Kirikiri's love for Hibiki Naogi made her even in this atmosphere. , and still couldn't bear to force Hibiki Sapling to respond.

Makoto Wukiri initiated this topic at the very beginning, and now Makoto Wukiri chose to take the initiative to end the silence between each other.Closing his eyes as if a little tired, his body seemed to lose the strength to support him, and fell into the arms of Hibiki Naogi.

Hibiki Naegi hugged Makoto Kigiri into his arms as usual, and Makoto Kirikiri opened his eyes slightly in her arms.

Is it an illusion?

Makoto Kirikiri asked herself in her heart, and at the same time asked Hibiki softly:

"Is it an illusion? I always feel... Your embrace is no longer as warm as before."

Makoto Kirikiri's whispered words made Hibiki Naogi's body tremble uncontrollably, his voice was stiff as a cover-up of hypocrisy, and he said with a forced smile:

"But... maybe it's because it's a bit cold today. You see, I've been wearing thick cotton clothes. The temperature in the past few days has really dropped from day to day."

Makoto Kirikiri remained silent, listening to Hibiki Naegi's blunt words with a forced smile, and slowly closed her eyes again. At this moment, the pause when closing her eyes seemed to be swallowing her tears forcefully, until after a long time, Said again:

"Well, I know, this thick padded jacket on your body was put on by me when you were sleeping..."

"..."

Hibiki Naogi remained silent, she would rather be a mute now, so that she would not have to struggle with what words to use to respond to Makoto Kirikiri.

The two of them stalemate for a long, long time in such a hug that has long since become no longer warm, until Makoto Kiriki asked again as if to redeem:

"Want to come?"

Saying that, Makoto Kirikiri began to unbutton her pajamas one by one, making a slight sound of fabric.

Hibiki opened his mouth, as if he was struggling.

While waiting for Hibiki's response, Kirikiri Makoto continued to unbutton the buttons with her hands.

"Stop, stop..." Miao Muxiang said tremblingly.

"Ok?"

Because the voice of Hibiki Naegi's voice at this moment is a bit too vague, so that even if he is so close, Makoto Kirikiri can't hear what Hibiki Naegi is saying?

As a result, Makoto Kirikiri moved closer, as if the pajamas might slip off her snow-white shoulders at any moment, and asked in a low voice:

"What are you talking about? I didn't catch it just now."

It was just a simple question, but in the eyes of Hibiki Naegi, it seemed to be a match that might ignite the fuse. In a panic and at a loss, Hibiki pushed Makoto Kirikiri away with all his strength. , the embrace between the two of them, which had become no longer warm, disappeared in an instant, and the close distance just now was replaced by air-conditioning in an instant.

Hibiki, who didn't hold back his strength for a while, pushed away Makoto Kirikiri, who took the initiative to throw herself into her arms and wanted to take the initiative to make amends.

The unsuspecting Makoto Wuqie staggered, her calf collided with the vertical surface of the coffee table, the pain for a moment made her utter a crying cry, and then she fell to the seat with her legs weak on the ground.

The pain at this moment seemed to have taken away all the strength of Makoto Kirikiri, she lowered her head silently, the scattered hair covered all the expressions on her face.

"Makoto, Makoto, I'm sorry, I'm not..." Hibiki Niaomu hurried forward to help Makoto Kirikiri up.

Unexpectedly, before she walked over, Makoto Kirikiri stood up by herself.

After standing up, Makoto Kirikiri glanced at Hibiki Sapling faintly. At this moment, there seemed to be an expression that was difficult to describe in words across his face.

Under the entanglement of nervousness, apology, and the desire to escape, Hibiki's mouth and brain were all rusted for a while; even the words of apology were so vague.

Just when Hibiki Naegi was apologizing vaguely and flusteredly, Makoto Kirikiri suddenly said:

"It's okay. I didn't stand up just now. Maybe it's because it's too late and I haven't slept yet, so I don't have much energy."

"Chengzi..."

Hibiki Naogi knew very well that what Makoto Kigiri said at this moment was just to excuse her "unqualified" lover, and Hibiki Naogi would rather Makoto Kigiri pounce on him and beat him up, or scolded himself After a meal, I can feel a little better in my heart.But Makoto Wuqiri did not do this, but used simple words to help cover and cover up her blunt behavior just now.

Makoto Kirikiri, who fell to the ground, stood up, and continued to look at her with calm eyes that seemed to have not changed much from before, her cheeks were very close to Hibiki Naegi, as if she was not afraid at all. Hibiki suddenly pushed her away roughly as before.

In other words, Makoto Kirikiri had already decided in her heart that even if she was pushed away by Hibiki again, she would stand up again.as it is now.

Just being watched by Makoto Kirikiri with calm eyes, Hibiki no longer knows where the five sense organs should be placed. Although there are no mirrors around, and there is nothing that can be used to reflect, Hibiki knows very well in his heart. The expression on his cheeks at this moment must be very stiff.

It was as if, between her and Makoto Kirikiri, there was...

Mirror……

Yes, it's like a mirror.

A wall like a mirror, to be exact.

Between Hibiki Naegi and Makoto Kirikiri, at some point, a mirror-like wall covered with thin light seemed to emerge, making Hibiki Naegi very clear in his heart that the expression on his face at this moment must be very different. stiff.

What is the specific expression on the face?Because there is no mirror, so I don't know, but Hibiki Naogi is sure that every inch of his face seems to be exerting force, and his expression naturally looks very stiff and ridiculous.

Of course, this ridiculousness looks ridiculous to outsiders.

In the eyes and heart of Hibiki Naegi, or in the eyes and heart of Makoto Kirikiri, the expression on Hibiki Naegi's face seems to be making the atmosphere between the two of them solidify little by little before they can warm up again. .

Or to put it another way, will the love between the two that cannot be recognized by the world really have a day of recovery?

"Good night."

No matter how many years have passed, no matter how much age has increased, Makoto Kirikiri is still the same as she was when she was a child. Whenever she wants to go back to her bedroom to sleep, she will say "good night" very seriously.

Even if I said it before, if I feel that the "good night" I said before was not serious enough, I will get serious and say "good night" again.

"Well, go to bed early... In a few days, school will start. It's time to adjust your sleep time. It's not time for winter vacation yet."

Hibiki didn't look at the expression on Makoto Kigiri's face. Even if it was just the two of them at the moment, she still habitually used her sister's tone to make the relationship between herself and Makoto Kigiri look normal. The words of caring for my sister made this ordinary reply seem very blunt.

When did I have this habit?Miao Muxiang asked herself in her heart, and she knew very well in her heart that even if she asked herself secretly in her heart, she would not have an answer.

In other words, she knew the answer very well, but because of the mixed negative emotions in her heart, including guilt, guilt, apology, and reluctance to admit, she was unwilling to raise her head and face up to the long-awaited feelings in her heart. know the answer.

Hibiki Naogi chose to turn his head away as if avoiding it, and looked at the late-night variety show that was playing on the TV next to him.

The late-night variety show is coming to an end, and this episode will end with laughter. After the variety show, it should be the late-night series that many people who stay up late have been waiting for a long time, and adolescent boys and girls will quietly get up to watch it.

Makoto Wukiri took a deep look at Hibiki Naogi, pretending not to hear the bluntness in this response, nodded lightly, then dragged his slow pace, walked past Hibiki Naogi, slowly walked to his bedroom.

As the footsteps of Makoto Kirikiri gradually receded, Hibiki was the only one left in the living room.