After acknowledging the reality, they started chasing their husbands to the crematorium

Miss pastor didn't talk much at that time, so she quietly watched the little princess with her arms akimbo saying those bold words,

And Lyle...

Always by the side, smiling, watching them making trouble without blinking,

Lyle was probably true at that time... for fear of missing them.

This is a hard-won partner and even a future family member.

They should have been the most correct four people.

Shia and Emilia continued walking side by side,

The little princess was taken aback,

Emilia's words finally fell into her heart completely at this moment.

What happened two years ago was the beginning of everything,

However, if the same situation is put into the present...

Will she reach out to Lyall, who has nothing, again?

Shia didn't even dare to ask herself this question,

Because that fledgling little princess, Her Royal Highness, may have been taken by her...

lost.

Emilia said softly: "Can you remember when this happened for the first time?"

Shia shook her head,

Why did it become like this...

What I remember most clearly is from the [-]th floor, that is, the time when the relationship between her and Lyle deteriorated sharply.

When he left, I said... leave Moonbloom, no one will want you.

His strategies and the things he does will be considered by me to be not good enough.

"I...seem like I really don't want to admit what he's done."

Sia paused: "But it turns out that he has done well enough, and he has repeatedly emphasized that he is stuck on the 44th floor, in order to allow the entire team to pass through more safely.

Emilia: "What kind of psychology do you... have?"

Shia closed her eyes slightly, and paused for a long time: "I just feel very annoying. Seeing him coming to me with a strategy guide, talking and talking... I always feel... wanting to subconsciously deny what he said,"

Didn't even care what he said.

What Lyle has done, thinking about it now, there is nothing that I am sorry for her,

Even, in all aspects, she is given priority, whether it is strategy, life, or even emotions,

So it's really weird,

Shia looked through her memory, but she couldn't find a symbolic event that would cause a crack in the relationship between her and Lyle, and gradually began to deteriorate.

It seems that unconsciously, the relationship between the two has changed from the beginning to what it is now.

This is also the reason why the little princess can't figure it out all the time.

Emilia: "Subconsciously..."

The little princess's strong personality should not be easily changed,

and…

Her redemption to Lyle is real,

Such a beautiful first encounter, but a huge tear suddenly occurred, it must be the result of various things and details piled up,

It is absolutely impossible for Shia to go back to two years ago in one step.

She might have to walk back step by step to be able to see clearly.

Only then can we grasp our own state of mind and become the key to what we are today.

I'm afraid a really long way to go,

And at this time,

The priest's words also surfaced in Shia's mind again,

Don't want to admit that I'm relying on him...?

Even if it is true,

And why don't you want to admit that you are relying on him?

Shia's face was rather dazed,

Thinking back to the time when Lyle just left,

She just wanted to find a new scholar, and deliberately emphasized that she must be better than Lyle,

In fact, at that time, she couldn't do anything well at all, and she wasn't even worthy of being called a team leader.

Until she came back from the 44th floor in a big defeat, and after she led two teammates with one person and one sword,

It was only slowly that I began to truly assume the responsibility of the team leader.

This is actually the sequelae of dependence and long-term non-brain thinking.

"Why can't you communicate with him properly?"

Shia felt her head in a mess,

She really couldn't figure out why she would be so annoyed when she saw him, and couldn't help but swear at each other.

This is not a mentality that changes overnight.

It's not like trying to grasp its cause, you can grasp it,

It is still necessary to continue to look forward before the relationship between her and Lyle completely deteriorates...

Perhaps a trifle, and some strange state of mind,

It may even be that he simply feels that he is no longer worthy of Blooming Under the Moon...

It's hard to say.

Emilia pursed her lips: "Actually, from my point of view, your temper was really bad at that time, and you would pick out a lot of faults by you for every little thing he did to you. , and some of them are particularly unreasonable."

Speaking of which, what Shia was dissatisfied with was not because he didn't do well, because she didn't care what the content of Lyle's strategy was, and she didn't even read it.

Even... the more Lyle did and the better she did, the less happy she was.

"Go ahead and look back."

Emilia sighed,

The little princess's mental journey is obviously much more complicated than hers,

It is also doomed that only she can see clearly about the matter between her and Lyle, and no one else can help her.

Thoughts have been hidden in my heart for a long time, and changes are also subtle.

"Shiya, I'm telling you this, not to want you to expose all the wrong things you did."

Emilia said slowly: "It's just that it's hard for me to believe that you will become that annoying look because of too many simple victories, or... go back and look for it. , and you will be more comfortable.”

When Lyall was under the moon, she couldn't even tolerate Miss Pastor who was excellent in all aspects and had a good personality.

That just means... Shia went too deep.

And the same,

After he left, Shia's violent reaction was enough to show that she never thought that Lyle would really leave her side,

There must be something between the two of them that they didn't even want to understand.

"I see."

Shia's voice was also a little hoarse: "Emilia, thank you..."

Emilia looked into the distance quietly: "I just hope...the four of us don't have any regrets."

Until now, the position of the scholar who blooms under the moon has been vacant.

No one mentioned it, as if everything had been forgotten,

"Shia, I, and probably Flo, too, have fully seen what I'm thinking, and told Lyle all about it."

Emilia said softly: "So, you also have to have a real result, not like now, whether it is good or bad."

Teammates are just teammates no matter how close they are.

No matter where a partner goes, he will always be a partner,

in case,

Lyle still can't accept Shia in the end, so the two of them can only maintain this relationship, and finally...become strangers.

But... another result?

At that time,

Even though Lyle is in another adventure group, Moonbloom is truly resurrected.

Emilia knew it was difficult,

Because the root of all conflicts, changes in mentality, including why she reached out to pull him up two years ago, the little princess had to find out by herself.

So, now that Emilia and Flo are trying to find a partner, it's time for Shia to... move on.

Even if the final result is unsatisfactory, at least you can see it clearly, and you won't have any regrets.

Chapter 150 Two Extraordinary Carriers

After the end of the year,

The few people who broke the dawn returned to Eofol one after another,

Hearing that Lyle said that Su had lifted the suppression of Slaanesh, they all showed varying degrees of surprise,