Huanxi Boy: Song Qian's crit attack at the beginning, I'm numb

The gloomy life is rendered colorfully.

Qiao Weidong felt his soul tremble,

Every cell in the body is beating.

Right now,

Just one thought, to find her, to be with her,

Even if you just look at her from a distance,

Even if she waited thousands of times, she only looked back for a moment.

……

in the hotel,

Qiao Jingjing was bored scrolling through the news,

Saw the news report about last night's screening.

something big happened,

Qiao Jingjing knew that there must be media reports.

She clicked in and took a look,

The main reason is to see if the media has reported her indiscriminately.

After years of hard work, I have become well-known in the entertainment industry,

There is still a distance from the first-line big stars, and they can only be counted as second-rankers.

Participating in a movie is an opportunity to be promoted.

In the entertainment circle, the influence of movies has always been greater than that of TV dramas.

This time participating in "War Tiger" was an accident.

Sister Ling and director Wu Dao met many years ago,

It was originally planned that the heroine would stop acting, but Director Wu contacted the scene to save the scene. Sister Ling didn't even discuss her salary, so the matter was finalized.

But the original heroine is not good,

The management team made a move, and many self-media smeared her for stealing the role, which is hard to hear.

Fortunately, Sister Ling sent lawyer letters everywhere to warn her,

I also bought a navy and wrote a lot of positive reports to minimize the impact of this incident.

Even so, there are still many self-media, in order to attract attention, report indiscriminately.

I read a few related news articles, but there were no random reports.

Qiao Jingjing breathed a sigh of relief.

But in a report, I saw a photo.

Qiao Jingjing was lost again,

There are a lot of people in the photo, they are all from the management of the reception last night,

As if watching the scene of the incident,

In the corner of the crowd, there is a figure that is very familiar.

Though only a silhouette,

Qiao Jingjing still recognized who it was, Su Cheng.

……

Same hotel, different rooms.

Andy stood in front of the window, staring at the scenery outside.

Knowing that there is a recessive gene for mental illness,

Knowing a certain moment in the future,

It is possible to get sick, lose subjective consciousness, and die of thinking.

Andy just woke up,

I'm not as strong as I appear to be,

Not as calm as expected,

I can't accept this even more.

I would rather end my life early than become a walking dead in the future.

And getting such a disease means that there is no future.

Andy was at a loss as to what else to do besides ending his life, and what was the value of living.

The saddest thing is that I have always been indifferent, I want to talk to someone, I want to say goodbye, but I can't find it.

After thinking about it, I only thought of that 01 who suddenly appeared in the friend column and knew nothing about it.

01, represents the beginning of numbers, and also represents the birth and death of the online world.

It was really like fate to meet such a special person.

I don't want to tell others about my mental illness, I want to tell him because he is a stranger.

Those who don't want to tell others to end their lives also want to tell him, because he can't stop it.

Come to the world, so many years in a hurry,

When leaving, there is always someone to say goodbye to,

That way, don't feel alone,

I also hope that someone can remember that at a certain moment in a certain year, someone waved goodbye to this world.

It's just that no matter what, what he didn't expect was that he wanted to hug.

At that moment, I don't know why,

is the vulnerability that is about to leave.

I was still lonely all the time, and I really wanted to hug him.

But when he really came, he panicked again.

You can face death calmly, you can leave calmly, but you cannot face him calmly,

Because he, know, is mentally ill.

I guessed it, he will go to Los Angeles, deliberately not to remind, don't want to see, don't want to hug.

But for some reason, he flew from New York to Los Angeles.

Hope he just said, didn't come,

I hope he didn't just say that he will come.

Really came, and wished he hadn't.

I knew he was in the coffee shop, but I didn't dare to approach him at all, for fear that he would look at everyone passing by.

Who told him everything?

With such a cold appearance, completely irreversible coldness, he will recognize it.

I didn't dare to go, but I really wanted to know what he was like.

In the telescope, he is very young and good-looking.

Another unexpected surprise,

He was actually chatting with a person who was eight or nine years younger and wanted to hug him.

In my imagination, he should be a refined man in his 30s.

But think about it again, when chatting, he was very rude,

There was vigor in his tone, and he had the impulse to fly thousands of miles away. He was very young and normal.

With a mature mind, who would do such an outrageous thing.

For a hug, for a person I have never met, I traveled thousands of miles and flew for more than ten hours.

So outrageous, so ridiculous, why do it?

I can't figure it out, I don't understand it,

But the more I can't figure it out, the more I want to understand.

I asked him, but he didn't say anything.

I apologized to him, but he ignored it.

Talked a lot, and he didn't reply.

It can be seen that he was angry and stared blankly at the phone for a long time...

It's normal to be angry.

Empathy, will also be angry.

He was not irritable or incapable of rage, but his expression became very cold, and he was already more cultivated than many, many people.

I saw him go to pick up the plane ticket,

I know, he's going back.

At that moment, I suddenly didn't want him to go,

Before leaving this world, I want to know why he wants to hug and why he travels thousands of miles to hug.

pity?mercy?They are still mentally ill, and they feel sympathy for each other.

I can't figure it out, and I don't understand it.

He is leaving.