Huanxi Boy: Song Qian's crit attack at the beginning, I'm numb

The two were talking,

Xu Hongdou hugged Chen Nanxing's arm and went to the rest area,

"Nannan, sit here for a while, I'll register for you..."

"Um……"

Chen Nanxing watched her go away, his heart trembled, his fingers trembled, he opened his phone, typed pancreatic cancer, and searched.

piece of information,

Articles of popular science.

The brilliance in Chen Nanxing's eyes gradually dimmed,

Inexplicable feeling, something is missing, something is missing, so cold, so cold.

the other side,

Xu Hongdou looked at the phone, his vision blurred.

[I feel uncomfortable, probably in the middle and late stages...]

[There is no possibility of cure, in a good situation, a few months, or half a year, a year...]

[The situation gets worse, anytime...]

"Why, why Nannan..."

Xu Hongdou wanted to lie to herself, wanted to tell herself, no, no, Chen Nanxing won't,

She is so young, she loves life so much, she works so hard, she hasn't traveled yet, God will not treat her like this.

But thinking about Chen Nanxing's discomfort,

Xu Hongdou was desperate.

Familiar people will disappear.

Familiar people, never see again.

Except weeping, nothing but tears,

She didn't know what to do, what to do.

At noon, the hospital rested.

From twelve o'clock to two o'clock,

Two long hours.

Chen Nanxing and Xu Hongdou hugged each other quietly, sitting in the rest area of ​​the hospital, not going anywhere.

Just sitting there, waiting, feeling the passing of time.

After another two hours, the result came out.

Advanced pancreatic cancer.

Hospitalization, pain relief.

"Nannan, sit here, I'll help you with the formalities..."

Xu Hongdou had a gentle demeanor and a calm tone,

What's the use of crying,

It will only make Chen Nanxing sad and sad.

You must be strong, you can only be strong, and pass this strength on to Chen Nanxing.

Cancer is not scary, you have to have faith,

The doctor said that there is a possibility of cure, why can't it be that possibility.

It must be possible.

The technology is so advanced and the medical treatment is progressing so fast,

Maybe half a year, maybe a few months, a specific medicine will be developed.

"Uncle and aunt, do you want me to tell you?"

slightly hesitant,

Xu Hongdou pinched her palms hard, her voice trembling uncontrollably.

"no need……"

Chen Nanxing looked at her gently, then held her hand gently,

"I have been away from home for so many years, although I often video, sometimes I don't see him once a year;

"I don't want them to know that I'm sick, to endure such suffering, this torture;

"Rather than this, leaving suddenly is much better than this;

"It won't be the same as now, the continuous sadness..."

Chen Nanxing's voice was very calm and calm.

Before the results came out, I was panicked and desperate.

The result came out.

Chen Nanxing suddenly felt that everything was like a dream, and all the scenes drifted away, as if they would be broken at any time.

More like, this is really a dream,

Leave, or wake up from the dream.

Everything seems to be far away.

All emotions seem to be unfamiliar.

Thinking seems to be frozen by something.

Emotions seemed to be blurred by something.

"¨. Nannan..."

Xu Hongdou also held her hand tightly, speaking softly and quietly,

"Uncle and aunt, if you know, you will be sad and sad;

"They don't know that if they are not with you, they will be more sad and sad;

"It will also be a regret in their lives;

"Let's not be alone, okay;

"I'll be with you, and let uncles and aunts be with you..."

"..."

Chen Nanxing's demeanor was quiet, very quiet, with clear eyes, but not quiet.

Tears drop by drop, keep falling.

"Nannan..."

Xu Hongdou gently wiped her tears, her tone became more gentle,

"Let me help you, you don't have to think about anything, we can treat you with peace of mind..."

Treatment, how to treat?

Chen Nanxing was in a daze,

At that moment, thinking of Su Cheng's reminder, it seemed as if he had grasped a hope.

Su Cheng can see that he is sick, and he probably knows Chinese medicine. He is very skilled in medicine and can be treated.

I also thought that even if the diagnosis is pancreatic cancer, there is still hope for a cure.

Know (obtained) Tao, understand, what is pancreatic cancer.

Diagnosed, confirmed, spread.

Everything has become unreal.

This may be fate.

Chen Nanxing resigned to his fate, so what if he didn't.

But even if you accept your fate,

I don't want to leave any regrets.

I want to see Su Cheng, I want to know if I really know I'm sick, and how I know it.

I want to see him, I want to ask him if he is willing to talk about a love that is destined to be fruitless.

want to fall in love,

I want to draw a perfect end to my life while my condition doesn't get worse.

want to fall in love,

I want to hug that figure that I have a crush on, that I like very much, and that is strange, that suddenly appears in my life.

"Hongdou, don't talk about it for the time being, and don't be hospitalized for the time being..."

Chen Nanxing looked at her tenderly, and smiled sweetly,

"I want to fall in love, can you help me find Su Cheng's contact information?

"Coincidentally, the handsome young man I met was the Su Cheng you met..."

"..."

He has a girlfriend.

Xu Hongdou subconsciously bit her lip, without warning or saying anything, she hugged Chen Nanxing tightly,

“我帮你找到他，他要是不和你谈恋爱，我揍他……”.