Huanxi Boy: Song Qian's crit attack at the beginning, I'm numb

Lan Lan was worried that Andy would prevent her from meeting, so she chose No. [-] courtyard.

Lan Hong wanted to live downstairs again.

Su Cheng was a little embarrassed, but soon, he didn't have the heart to be embarrassed.

……

Beijing.

Xu Hongdou woke up in the hotel, looked at Kong Kong's side, very disappointed.

Together, I don't think so.

After parting, I suddenly wanted to miss that annoying guy.

Where did you go again?With another woman?

Xu Hongdou thought faintly, and felt very angry again, and wanted to bite Su Cheng, the kind that took several bites.

can not help,

Xu Hongdou looked at his phone.

I didn't see Su Cheng's message,

Chen Nanxing sent a lot of messages.

looking at information

At this moment, Xu Hongdou remembered that when he was in a daze, he heard from Su Cheng that Chen Nanxing didn't want to fall in love anymore.

"Nannan..."

Xu Hongdou typed immediately, wanting to ask why he changed his mind.

After a little hesitation, he didn't send a message.

Go back and ask.

Xu Hongdou went to take a bath,

After washing,

When Xu Hongdou was looking for clothes, he looked at the scattered clothes, his face was hot, and he wanted to bite Su Cheng again.

Chapter 256 In the darkness of night, flames burn, and there is no distance, (for subscription)

When Xu Hongdou returned home, it was past midnight.

The lights in the room were off, and the night was quiet and hazy.

Chen Nanxing probably fell asleep,

Xu Hongdou walked to the bedroom without turning on the light.

It seemed that the sound of opening the door woke Chen Nanxing up.

In the night of the bedroom, came her voice,

"Red bean, are you back?"

"Um……"

Xu Hongdou responded softly,

Now, she got used to the night and didn't turn on the light. Looking at Chen Nanxing's figure dimly, she sat on the edge of the bed and said softly:

"I didn't want to fall in love, why don't I want to?"

"Su Cheng told you?"

Chen Nanxing's voice revealed complicated emotions, and he sighed softly:

"I'm a little frightened, a little panicked;

"The love I look forward to, the love I look forward to;

"It is a long-term love and a long-term companionship;

"Emotions are accumulated over time, not overnight,

"Without a future, love, being in love, becomes a pity;

"I have thought about falling in love, and I really want to make up for this regret;

"But tonight, when Su Cheng contacted me;

"I just found out that I might not be able to;

"I've only met Su Cheng once, so I can't think of what to say to him after meeting;

"I can't think of how to fall in love with him;

"I think of him who is a stranger, holding my hand, I will be very awkward;

"Su Cheng is a playboy, a scumbag, and a big bad wolf;

"I'm like a little white rabbit;

"As long as I think about it, he may have some thoughts about me, want to hug me, and want to do something;

"I was very panicked, very resistant, and didn't have the slightest sense of security;

"It was also that moment;

"I just realized that I don't want to fall in love 100% in order to make up for regrets;

"I don't want to, the love I look forward to, the love I yearn for, become so cheap, like a kind of fast food, only the desire of bare fruit;

"Rather than that, it's better to regret that there is no love..."

"..."

Xu Hongdou listened quietly,

She was very happy that Chen Nanxing had such an experience,

When Chen Nanxing wants to fall in love,

He didn't support her very much, but also persuaded her and stopped her.

But, thinking of Chen Nanxing's condition, and thinking that this is her regret,

He didn't say anything, and devoted himself to helping her fulfill this wish.

Chen Nanxing can figure it out,

Xu Hongdou was very happy for her,

But think about Su Cheng,

Xu Hongdou felt melancholy and confused again.

That night, when we were together, I knew that I liked Su Cheng a little bit.

Otherwise, how could there be no rejection.

We met today and we are together again.

I can feel it clearly, I like Su Cheng, I like being in his arms.

But what's the use of liking?

Su Cheng has girlfriends, how many girlfriends he has.

Su Cheng is playful, he is a scumbag, and he is only this year.

More than ten years older than him, like, and with him, there is no future.

Xu Hongdou thought about it for a while, and felt very complicated and confused, not knowing what to do.

Should we be separated, or should we be nostalgic for this beauty, not wanting the future, and only coveting the beauty of being together?

"Hongdou, don't talk about this anymore, it's late, wash up, let's rest..."

Seeing that she didn't reply, Chen Nanxing reminded her softly.

"Um……"

Xu Hongdou simply took off his coat and lay down beside Chen Nanxing.

quietly watching the night,

Xu Hongdou's thoughts were sometimes chaotic, sometimes clear, and finally, he made a decision.

I know that I like Su Cheng, and I also miss his embrace.

The reality is, there is no future between the two of them.

Su Cheng is fickle and can't keep it.

Su Cheng was too young to keep him.

Before, because Chen Nanxing wanted to help Chen Nanxing fulfill his wish, he agreed to Su Cheng to be with him in the years to come.

Because, I don't want him to be sad because of losing Chen Nanxing.

He has refused to fall in love with Chen Nanxing many times.

It was also because of my own reasons that I agreed and endured this sadness.

This is owed to him, and I want to repay it with long-term company.

Now, Chen Nanxing doesn't want to fall in love anymore.

this moment,

Xu Hongdou suddenly discovered that the intersection between the two seemed to have disappeared.

Being with Su Cheng is very beautiful, very beautiful, but it is as illusory as a flower in a mirror and a moon in water.

I don't want to sink deeper and deeper.

I also don't want to waste time and waste my time on this relationship that is destined to be fruitless.

Xu Hongdou resolutely recognized the reality, and wanted to draw a clear line with Su Cheng and cut off all ties.