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"Then I have nothing to take with me."

Compassion hesitated for a moment, and said: "People outside the school are not allowed?"

"Normally not."

Zi Anyan thought for a while, leaned close to Ci Bei's ear and whispered softly: "But Xiao Bei can make an exception~"

"Hey...then, then there is no need."

Mercy's little face flushed instantly, and she quickly avoided it, waving her hands and saying, "It's better not to make a special case."

"Ok."

Zi Anyan smiled like a flower and said: "Then let's see you next week ~ we must have fun."

"Well, it will definitely." Mercy smiled.

……

After school, Ci Bei waved to Shiranui and Tu Jianbu, and went to the riverside that she had agreed with Ying Lili alone.

A thin and thin figure sits quietly by the river, a lonely atmosphere permeates under the setting sun, the sun is about to pass away, and the world is shrouded in the desolate and cool sunset.

"Yingli pear..."

Mercy walked over and asked doubtfully, "How long have you been sitting?"

"teacher?"

Ying Lili turned her head and was startled by the compassion.

I saw her face was pale and bloodless, her eyes were red and swollen from crying, she had only been gone for two days, but she seemed to have been ill for several months, her pretty face was weak, and her whole body was on the verge of falling, as if she was about to faint at any time.

Compassionate and confused: "Yinglili... what's wrong with you?"

"teacher…"

Ying Lili's eyes were red, and she said in a mournful tone as if she was about to collapse: "Do you still remember what I told you, my friend—Xiazhiqiu Shiyu?"

Mercy said: "I remember, she still wants to see me."

"She shouldn't see you anymore."

Ying Lili smiled miserably: "She is dead."

Growing up: Chapter 229 Chapter 62 Life is impermanent

"died…"

Mercy repeated it blankly, looking extremely confused.

This word is too far away for him. He has been so ashamed and angry countless times because of some things, but the sudden real death is very unreal to him.

"Yes."

Ying Lili burst into tears, she gently took out a photo from her thin pocket, and handed it to Mercy.

Mercy almost let the photo fall from his hands, and he grabbed it tightly.

The photo is a group photo of Ying Lili and a girl. Under the school wall surrounded by iron railings, the beautiful girl with a white headband is showing a faint smile. She is shorter than her compared to the hair-cutting hand facing the camera. Ying Lili, on the other hand, turned her head in disbelief, as if she was having a fight with a girl.

"Is this Kasumi Hill Shiyu?"

Mercy said softly.

"On Monday, I was at school with her..."

Ying Lili choked up and said, with tears pouring out of her eyes: "She suddenly fell on her back, and the hospital couldn't find out why, she just died anyway..."

"How could such a thing happen?"

Mercy felt as if her heart had been caught, yes, it tightened suddenly, how could someone die so inexplicably.

"I do not know I do not know,"

Ying Lili shook her head vigorously, with a sad smile on the corner of her mouth: "It's a shame that I was arguing with her at the end..."

"Yinglili, you..."

Mercy wants to say "sorry", but it is impossible to say it. These are probably the most unacceptable words in the world.

"I know she has always cared about me, and I have always regarded her as my best friend in my heart, but because of my ridiculous character, we quarrel every day, even before we die, I am really satisfied now ..."

Ying Lili's words contained regret that could not be concealed, and she covered her face and cried bitterly: "Why did you die so suddenly! Ahhhhh! Didn't you agree to go to a university?"

Ying Lili was talking vaguely, her voice became smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared in the cold wind.

Mercy was silent and stood quietly by the river.

【Death is not a festival outside of life, but a chaos intertwined with life】

He seemed to understand something suddenly, so he looked calm and listened to Ying Lili's mournful cry until very late.

……

Ying Lili cried for a long time by the river, and finally went back alone. Ci Bei wanted to comfort something, but she didn't know how to say it.

"Ugh…"

Mercy walked home with a sigh, with a sad look on her face.

He was not familiar with Xiazhiqiu Shiyu, so he would not be overly sad because of her death, but the sudden death of a person related to him inevitably made him feel impermanent and sad.

Especially seeing Ying Lili, who was dying of grief, and seeing her beloved student crying so bitterly, Mercy felt that her heart would also be broken along with it.

Mercy returned home with a sad look, and saw Gabriel and Vinette who were putting on their coats and apparently about to go out.

"Are you going out?"

Mercy said softly.

"Yes,"

Vinette nodded: "We plan to return the previous apartment, and now we need to go through the check-out procedures. We won't be coming back tonight. Staying in the original house for one night can be regarded as a farewell."

"Hmm..." Mercy nodded, remembering what happened today, and said, "You guys have to be careful."

"Mercy, what's wrong?"

Gabriel was keenly aware of the low mood of compassion, and couldn't help but ask with concern: "Did something happen?"

Mercy smiled bitterly, and said with emotion: "I often hear that the world is impermanent and life is impermanent, but I really saw it today, and I still feel very complicated..."

Mercy told Gabriel and Vinette what happened tonight.

"Don't be too sad."

Gabriel comforted her, "If that friend of yours is a good person, he will definitely be sent to heaven. If not, then death is not a pity."

[This is an angel's unique way of comforting people]

"Xiao Jia, don't talk nonsense, how can you comfort others like this?"

Vinette said a little sadly, she would be sad for the loss of any life, let alone a 17-year-old girl who was in her prime.

"I'm actually not very sad. After all, I don't know her well. I just feel sad for Ying Lili."

Compassion softly said: "Besides, a living person passed away so suddenly, which makes me really worried. If someone important to me passed away so suddenly, I'm sure I will be as sad as Ying Lili and want to die."

【If any of the senior Mega, Shiranuoyi, Xiaojia, and the president die suddenly, Cixi really can't imagine how sad he will be, and I'm afraid he will go away soon】

"Don't worry, Mercy,"

Gabriel smiled and patted Mercy's shoulder and said, "I'm an angel, and Vinette is a demon. It's impossible to die. Even if you die, you're just going home."

Vinette blushed immediately when she heard that, how could Xiao Jia put herself and her into the conversation without authorization, and directly describe the two as compassionate and important people, it is too shameful!

"what…"

Compassion froze for a moment, then smiled lightly and said, "Then I feel much more at ease."

Vinette's pretty face immediately turned even redder, and she hurriedly pulled Gabriel out: "Xiao Jia! Let's go, the time agreed with the landlady is coming soon!"

"Hey? Isn't there still 15 minutes?"

Gabriel's voice became farther and farther away, and disappeared with the sound of the door closing.

Mercy stood in the bedroom for a while, then came to the bedside table, took out a jar of pills from it, and watched it sink into memory.

The night before the old dean sent himself to the neon plane, he gave himself this large jar of medicine and told him that if he encountered very sad and sad things, he should eat it.

【This should be an antidepressant drug】

Mercy has always thought so. During the six months of being bullied, she ate very frequently, but it didn't help.

But now, Mercy has rarely encountered sad things. The last time she ate was a fight with Yi Shiranui, and that was already a few months ago.

【Maybe I can have a slice tonight】

Compassion thinks of Ying Lili's tears streaming down her face, and her heart aches along with her, like a needle stabbing a knife.

Compassionately sighed, and put the pills back, it's better to take less antidepressants, and taking so much before, it seems useless, the old man is afraid that he bought a counterfeit product.

【Looking at Ying Lili's sad appearance, Mercy really hurts her heart, but what can he do, the dead are dead, and they can't come back anyway】

Mercy remembered the photo of Ying Lili, such a beautiful girl, but passed away at this age, which made him feel a little sorry.

Mercy lay on the bed, and fell asleep deeply with this complicated emotion.

He had a strange dream.

py: Encountered a work with a rare theme, it is a rock theme, if you are interested, you can go and see it

Title: My Never Alone Rock and Roll Life

Growth Story: Chapter 230 Chapter 63 Kasumigaoka Shiwa's Fantastic Journey

In the dream, there was a quagmire in front of Mercy, from which countless pale hands stretched out.

【Where is it? 】

Mercy's heart was empty, looking for the hand she wanted to find.

After an unknown amount of time, he found a slender hand, stepped forward to hold her, and pulled her upwards forcefully.