Play holy light heart to be dirty

This is already the worst way to reject the opponent's gesture of understanding, to cut off the communication of the heart.

"Is that so..."

For Ang who couldn't lift his head up, Emilia heard a voice that sounded like he was breathing heavily.

There was comprehension in the breath-like voice, an echo of what he had heard and understood.

No more, pursuing this topic is an agreement from her.

Lai Yueang felt his shoulders relax in response to this reaction, while Emilia continued.

"Yawei, Rem, and Roswaal and I will go back to the mansion tomorrow. Then, Ang will stay in the capital and concentrate on receiving treatment."

Swallowing the meaning of the language he was told, Lai Yueang said "Huh?" and turned the question into a voice like that.

To him who tilted his head incomprehension, Emilia faced him with an expression of suppressing his emotions.

"Isn't that the original agreement? I brought you to the capital to heal the tired door.

Because of the agreement with Phyllis, I accepted the child's treatment and recuperated. "

"No, wait a minute."

"When we talked about it, it was said that he was in Ferris while he was staying in the capital... Or rather, Lord Crusch's Karsten family took care of him."

"So, wait a minute!"

Lai Yueang quickly spoke to Emilia about her future plans.

After realizing that he had no opinions of his own there, he hurriedly shouted.

The fingertips that suddenly stretched out grabbed the hem of her clothes, as if trying to catch up with Emilia who was going away.

"Why is this, suddenly...I..."

"Because as long as I'm around, you're going to mess around like this, right?"

Hearing Lai Yueang's weak voice, Emilia, who turned her face away, replied like this.

Hearing this sentence, he swallowed a sigh of relief, and said with some difficulty: "It's okay if you don't need to say this..."

"Isn't there nothing wrong? From the first time we met, things in the mansion have also been like this.

Today's things are also... all, because you are with me, right? "

Just like the literal meaning, this is a statement that contains clear dissatisfaction.

Lai Yueang shook his head for the irony full of negative emotions that was too disproportionate to Emilia.

"I don't want to talk about this, I just..."

"only?"

"I just wanted to do something for you."

"for me?"

That's right, for the sake of Emilia, she wholeheartedly and sincerely fought against fate.

Only this, only this feeling, wanting to be understood by no one but her.

however--

"It's for yourself, right?"

For the next words compiled by Emilia, he can do nothing but lose the words.

Across the silence, a blank roll swept through Lai Yueang's mind, he didn't know what was said, and he didn't know what to say.

"I, am...just, for, you..."

Is it sadness, is it pain, is it regret, does it want to be angry, does it want to cry?

Want to do something that makes you happy.

Want to help with what you want to do.

Wants to protect you from everything that makes you sad.

Lai Yueang believes that the most fundamental thing in his actions is the pure longing for Emilia.

Then I was convinced that this action must be something that can be conveyed to her without words.

In this way, self-righteous thinking without asking other people's feelings seems to have made an excuse long ago.

After all, I am doing it for your own good. Even if something goes wrong, you have no reason to blame me, right?

Chapter 550

"Ah poof—"

Lai Yueang, who was in a relieved state, was frightened and cried out as the soft cloth covered his face.

He noticed right away that what fell on him was the white robe with the eagle's embroidery pierced into it.

What was originally in Emilia's hands was thrown over now.

However, such a rough action has nothing to do with Emilia's attitude.

Even though he understood rationally that it was Emilia who was thrown over, he couldn't agree emotionally.

Because the Emilia that Ang knows has always been so gentle, full of gestures like a loving mother, and even though she stubbornly disagrees with this, she is still a kind girl who can't help showing favor to others.

So, what's wrong?

Emilia's cyanotic pupils shook waves of emotion, she bit her lip that was trembling because of excitement, her stubborn face showed an expression that Lai Yueang had never seen before.

"No matter what you say like this, it's for my lies, don't tell any more—"

The waves of emotion turned into teardrops, filling those cyanotic eyes.

Shaking her head slightly, Emilia seemed to want to spit out all her savings.

"Come to the castle, fight Julius, use magic...all for me? I never asked for such a thing!"

"!!!"

"What I want Ang to do, what I want to do should have been said!"

"..."

Clearly denied her actions from her mouth, Lai Yueang's thinking was frozen by terror.

So the answer she asked couldn't be found out from the chaotic head.

Emilia's eyes were tightly closed for Ong who couldn't answer.

"I told Ang that I hope you stay in the residence with Rem."

"—"

"I said that if I use magic again, it will become terrible, so I hope I don't use magic."

No matter which "hope", Lai Yueang remembered hearing it, no matter which one was said by Emilia considering his body, full of desire to make herself more peaceful.

But that, whichever, was trampled by his self-righteous self-righteousness.

As for the matter of underestimating those promises, as long as I get more than that in return, I can deal with it no matter what.

This type of rash thinking has always existed in Lai Yueang's heart.

But as a result, after he underestimated Emilia's wish, he couldn't get any results, he just tripped her feet and showed embarrassment.

But, even so, the beginning of this action is that only this feeling really—

"I feel sorry for not being obedient, and I have really reflected on it.

but!It's not like this, I... it's not for myself..."

Only the longing that is the source is real, and only here is the hope that can be understood.

However, Lai Yueang's tongue was convulsed as if paralyzed, and he refused to list any more words.

"Emilia...can't, trust me?"

These are hopelessly capricious words, words that cannot be spoken.

This wasn't what a human being who refused the other party's understanding should have said just now.

"I want to believe... I originally wanted to believe in you."

It sounded like crying, in fact, maybe it was already crying.

"I grew up without any friends except Parker.

Everyone looked at me with vigilance, fear, and disgust... So, when Ang and Yawei were willing to treat me as equals and be friends with me, I was really happy.

So, whether Rem's death, Ang's abnormality, or the suspicious behavior of escaping the mansion, even if these happen, I still want to believe you.

Obviously wanted to believe...but, what didn't convince me was Ang himself, right? "

Emilia's emotions explode.

She is calm and rational, and she has not been angry so far.

However, it should be one time to let go of the shackles after becoming so emotional.

"Didn't you fail to keep even one promise? The promise... You made a promise, and simply broke and discarded all of these, and you even came to this place, didn't you!?"

Lai Yueang trampled on the agreement that was made, that is, trust.

It's all for her, promoting a righteous name that has no meaning except for herself.

"Since you can't keep the agreement with me, you still have to ask me to continue to trust you... Even I can't do it!"

No, Lai Yueang really wanted to shout out so loudly, the return of death, the whole story, the fact that he was saved by the girl...he wanted to say everything.

But in reality, his throat was trembling and he couldn't make a sound, and his head was lowered down like lead, and he couldn't move.

Whenever Ang wanted to talk about the specificity he possessed, the shadow would give him endless pain.

For Ong, who was about to commit a taboo, the stagnant world gave a warning and regained the flow of time.

A stagnant world where time freezes and everything stops moving.