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"That guy will refuse to liberate the "Sanctuary", not because of the outside world, but because he has negative feelings towards his mother who abandoned him and chose to go outside, right?"

"Maybe it's hatred, and after that, Fa'er also went out.

The outside world snatched away his mother and sister, and he was blocked by an enchantment when he wanted to catch up, so he couldn't take the old people outside.

Whether it's the family or the elderly, the child who attaches great importance to both must be in great pain. "

"It's the same now... Hey, does that guy hate his mother?"

Jia Feier's pain is the pain that Lai Yue Subaru can't empathize with.

Subaru's parents would never abandon him no matter what, and never gave up on him.

Saved by such happiness, and that happiness haunts Subaru now.

"The child called himself Jiafeier Tingjieer, and that surname was his mother's surname. The old man thought that Jiabao did it so that he would not forget."

"In order not to forget..."

Nodding in affirmation of Subaru's words, Ryuzu looked up at the crystal and narrowed her eyes.

She, too, had unforgettable things, and she re-examined them, as she did when she was thinking about Garfield.

"In order not to forget the thoughts about the parting in the past—whether it is anger or sadness, the only ones who know are the child and Shima."

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Knocked on the door, waited for a few seconds, but there was no response, turned the handle, and the door was easily opened, the occupant of the room was so careless, Subaru frowned.

"It's a safety issue. You have to tell her that the door must be locked."

While murmuring, he peeked through the crack of the door, not out of curiosity, but to confirm whether the person inside was sleeping without warning.

Fortunately, there was no one on the bed inside, which made me feel relieved and at the same time a little nerve-wracking.

"I heard that he only came in the room, where did he go..."

"Pleiades?"

"Wow, is that strange? Are you here, Emilia-chan?"

He obviously didn't see anyone but heard the voice, and couldn't help but startled Lai Yuesubaru.

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As a result, a slender hand stretched out from the back of the bed, and the other party sat on the floor on the other side of the bed.

Knowing that she was the Emilia he was looking for, Subaru entered the room and walked towards her.

"What's wrong, Emilia-chan? Why are you sitting on the floor? Will you get your ass dirty?"

"Well, I sleep badly... Sorry, it's a lie, but I didn't sleep at all."

"I'm not going to ask why you tell such a strange lie...that's it."

Emilia, who was sitting on the ground hugging her knees, looked embarrassed, her dignified and pitiful appearance was slightly gloomy, presumably, as she herself said, it was due to fatigue caused by lack of sleep.

There must also be a mental burden, as Lai Yue Subaru once had the experience of sitting up all night without sleeping.

"Did you sleep a little after meeting me last night?"

"……Um."

A weak nod is not an affirmation, it just means that you are listening to the other person.

If she suffered from insomnia last night until morning, it means that her staying up all night is not limited to this reincarnation, and her whole body is slowly breaking down, which is the result of exhaustion both physically and mentally.

"...Sorry for letting you see me in such an embarrassing state."

"Emelia?"

"Yesterday, I clearly asked you to watch me work hard. Why did I let you see such a fragile side of me? It's okay. I will have a good rest before night."

Seeing that Lai Yue Subaru was worried, Emilia poked her cheek to spur herself.

That way of showing determination was so cute, Subaru couldn't help but smile.

"It's almost noon, and Emilia-chan who announced that she will sleep from now until night is really lazy."

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu like this kind of saying, I hate it, is Subaru bullying someone?"

Emilia smiled at Subaru's teasing, and the two of them spent some gentle time like this.

Emilia's determination and will are worthy of respect. What she said last night not only shattered Subaru's arrogance, but also filled her with courage and meant a lot.

I hope Subaru will support her, Emilia said so, Subaru came here for this.

"Emilia, what did you see in the "Trial", can you tell me?"

"—"

Cutting off his attachment to Harmony Air, Subaru cut to the point, but Emilia was at a loss for words.

In her violet eyes, the color of grief began to expand, and Subaru spoke first before being pushed away by the color of grief.

"I heard Ms. Lutz and the others say that "Trial" will make people see the past, so I know it.

And what you see is the most painful past for the person involved... so the reason for your pain is here. "

Pretending to hear about it, Subaru concealed that he had challenged the "Trial".

Now that he has lost his qualifications, talking about his encounter with Echidna will only add to the confusion.

And now he wanted to think of Emilia wholeheartedly.

"You said that you hope that I will support you, which makes me very happy, so I want to help you... It's not self-righteous help, but really helpful to you, so I want to understand your troubles."

"Pleiades……"

"I don't say comforting words like 'it's easier to say'.

But if you say it, I will worry with you. Although I don’t know whether I am reliable or not, can you give me the qualification to fight the same enemy as you? "

The qualification to fight on behalf of Emilia and the suffering that befell her is gone.

So, at least when Emilia was tired, Subaru wanted to be qualified to rely on her.

"—"

Emilia was troubled and remained silent, while Subaru quietly waited for her reply.

Her eyes were shaking, telling the intense entanglement in her heart, confusion and hesitation, guilt and self-loathing, all kinds of troubles writhed and wreaked havoc in her heart.

But after a while, she closed her eyes tightly.

"Subaru... Subaru, you really believe me..."

She didn't say the next words, doubting whether the person she sincerely confides to trusts her, she will not allow such a thing as a high-spirited person.

Subaru couldn't bear the self-righteousness that was imposed on Emilia in the past, and she would not do the same despicable behavior.

"I... the past I saw, probably, was the memory before I fell asleep."

Opening and closing her eyelids, Emilia began to talk about the memories she had been holding all along, the wounds of the past that Subaru had avoided touching.

Hearing this confession, Subaru held his breath, took Emilia's hand, and—

"Thank you for being willing to tell me... Maybe it will take a long time? Sit down and talk."

"okay."

Emilia nodded, and Subaru let her sit on the bed, and sat next to him.

Emilia straightened her clothes and seemed to be hesitating where to start, while Subaru said to her profile:

Qing-文+交/+流@# %: $*⑦<+5&⑥+1&3%[email protected]|7#|②@六 "Well, I don't want to interrupt, but I want to ask, what you said just now" What does "before falling asleep" mean?"

"...I've been in the ice before, I didn't tell Subaru about that."

"In the ice cube...does it mean ice sculpture?"

The unexpected words made Subaru blink, and for an instant, the laboratory in the forest—the crystal that sealed Ryuzu Mayer—flashed in his mind.

It wasn't technically an ice sculpture, but it felt remarkably similar, assuming Subaru's explanation was correct.

"I was frozen in the forest. Before Parker found me, I slept for a long time... in the ice."

The delayed voice confirmed that Lai Yueang's heroic imagination was true.

"—"

Emilia closed her eyes after touching the crystal stone on her neck, where Parker slept.

What I see under my eyelids is probably the memory of the elf who accompanied me after waking up.

Emilia believed in Parker, and the beginning of the cherished bond must be inside.

While envious, the keywords "ice cube" and "forest" stimulated Subaru's memory.

"By the way, the permafrost in the Great Forest of Ariol! In other words, Wang Xuan mentioned it."

What I recalled was the scene when Emilia expressed her faith in Wang Xuan.

Emilia, who was surrounded by many people in the Great Hall of the Royal City, talked about herself, the forest where she lived, and said that she lived there for a long time.

The same goes for the "Ice Witch" who lives in the frozen forest.

"You've been in the ice, in that forest... when did it start?"

"...The memory is very vague, about when I was six or seven years old."

"Six or seven years old... Do elves calculate their age in the same way as humans?"

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I have been frozen since I was a child, and I don't know how many years have passed before I wake up. This is just like time jumping.

Emilia was thrown into the new world in this state, and Parker, who lived with her after that, would be regarded as a family member by her.

Chapter 690 Let the Forest Ice Melt