Play holy light heart to be dirty

As for losing the elves, Emilia is equivalent to losing her spiritual support, and beside her is a black-haired boy with a witch's miasma.

Although I have never had a good impression of the two of them, but in this situation, no matter how I think about it, it is impossible to pass the "trial".

Tonight's "Trial" is cancelled, but judging from last night, Garfield doesn't think Emilia has a way to overcome the "Trial".

He sympathized with Emilia, who was frustrated by the past and cried uncontrollably.

=<2～-6 This is of course, because the past is regret that cannot be changed, and there is no way to overcome regret.

Chapter 690 Nine

"Emilia, is it really okay? It's better to say all the sad things..."

"No, I'm fine, I really... really don't matter."

Subaru, who was sitting on the chair beside the bed, asked worriedly. Emilia shook her head to reassure him, but her lips trembled too much to force a smile.

Seeing her like that, Lai Yue Subaru's face became more gloomy, the crystal stone broke, Parker disappeared, and the contract ended half a day ago.

Emilia touched her neck, feeling nostalgic for the crystal stone still hanging there.

The crystal stone has completely lost its temperature, and her fingers can only feel the sense of loss. Even so, she still refuses to let go.

"I'm sorry, I've been apologizing all the time, but, I'm sorry... Even tonight I'm supposed to accept the 'Trial'."

In order to save the face of last night's failure, he should have made up his mind to challenge the "Trial".

But let alone save face now, there is no way to even challenge, of course it will disappoint everyone.

But Lai Yue Subaru smiled gently at the apologetic Emilia.

"It's okay, no need to apologize! It's not Emilia-chan who's wrong, it's arbitrarily wrong..."

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"All in all, you worry too much. If there is something I can do... Although my hands are not big, I can't do many things, but I am willing to do anything."

Afraid of touching her freshly opened wound, Subaru expressed his concern in this way.

"Ah."

Emilia, who was lying on the bed, accepted his kindness, lowered her eyes and uttered this sound softly in her throat.

After the contract with Parker expired, Emilia was left alone.

It was a few hours before Subaru became aware of her abnormality—during this period, Emilia kept regurgitating what Parker, who was about to disappear, said.

It’s been a long time since we saw each other, but it was the last time we met again. The last conversation was not very long, but I still had to take pains to recall it, because as long as I remembered the moment of parting, my chest still hurt no matter how many times.

Not only that, but the awakened memory also radiated unexpected scenes in the brain.

A voice was heard, a voice soft, gentle, and full of love, calling Emilia's name.

That is--

"Emilia? Are you really tired?"

The voice of Subaru, who leaned forward to look over, overlapped with the human voice in his memory.

"Emelia?"

Subaru was a little surprised because Emilia suddenly grabbed his hand.

In most cases, Subaru took the initiative to attack, but the reverse was extremely rare.

But now, Emilia would do very few things because she wanted confirmation.

Not to confirm Subaru, but to confirm herself, to confirm Emilia herself.

"I think, like, by morning... I think morning will be all right."

"Oh, ok, then, um, got it, that's it."

Holding Subaru's finger, Emilia prayed for the touch. It was different from Parker's last hand, but the feeling had something in common.

"Please, Subaru, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Please."

"Leave this kind of trivial matter to me. You don't need to keep apologizing."

Pulling the chair into the bed, Subaru Lai Yue held Emilia's hand and smiled.

"It will be all right by morning...tomorrow, I believe you."

Closing her eyes amid the gentle words, Emilia entrusted her heart to the touch of her hands.

Immediately, drowsiness struck—the next thing to see must be the past.

The self walking in the snow was a rather young child who tripped over the snow and landed on his face.

The defenseless expression seemed to be like seeing snow for the first time. In fact, it was true. This was the first time he saw snow at this time.

It's so beautiful that it makes people shiver, it's fragile and crumbles when touched, and it's so cold that it makes people want to cry.

Emilia knows: this is a scene in a dream, a part of past memories.

The lid of the memory will fall off, which is what Parker said when he broke the contract.

In fact, in the past few hours, countless unknown scenery shuttled through Emilia's heart accompanied by pain.

The warm green forest, the laughing people, the silver-haired woman like Emilia, and the strange man who had a good chat with that woman.

Also, the hometown that is gradually turning into silver—that is the scene in this dream.

"Amelia!"

In the dream, in the snow, in the past that eroded the heart, I heard a voice calling for young Emilia.

The one who galloped over was a woman with silver hair and blue eyes. She had the same features as Emilia, but with short hair and hanging eyes. Her figure made her heart ache.

"I'm sorry, Emilia, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you the important things, I kept everything hidden...Forgive us who just want you to be a happy princess...Forgive me."

Holding the young Emilia tightly, the woman spoke desperately.

"Please don't hate everyone who loves you, wants to protect you, and lied tenderly."

But the former Emilia shook her head at this desperate confession, and desperately refused.

Because I love so much, I want to protect, but I lie because I don't want to be hated.

Lies are the most annoying, and the liars are the most hateful, and lies will only bring sadness.

Lies left Emilia all alone, and lies messed up everything, so I hated lying.

I hate lying the most. Lying is wrong. If there is nothing wrong, then Emilia——

"Emilia, I love you very-very much."

That's a lie too, it's all a lie, lie, lie, lie -- lie!

Everything is a lie, I don't want to believe it anymore.

"Mama Fortina is a liar."

Opening her eyelids, Emilia said this to the beloved woman imprinted in her memory.

"Parker is a liar."

Touching the broken crystal stone with her left hand, Emilia said so to the spirit who broke the contract.

Then--

"Subaru is a liar."

Staring at the empty right hand, Emilia said this to the boy she had an appointment with before going to bed.

Said to the boy who was no longer here.

|1+%3$%[email protected]/②}/[-] "Big Liar."

A half-moon hangs outside the window—on the appointed morning, on the far side of the sky.

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Garfiel noticed something strange when he went to Shima's hut on a whim in the morning.

Currently, there are a large number of outsiders in the "Sanctuary", and the situation is unusual.

So I thought it would be inconvenient to ask Shima, who lived a hermit life in the forest, today.

"Old woman? Hey, where are you going?"

Looking around the hut but not seeing Sima, Garfield felt strange.

Although it was early in the morning, the bed was cold and there was no temperature, which meant that Sima must have left here very early.

If you go out casually, you may be seen by outsiders.

Garfield's heart is very complicated, he doesn't want to restrict grandma's actions, but——

Chapter seven hundred

"Right now, Roswaal and the guy with the smell of miasma are here~"

Touching the white wound on his forehead, Garfield's expression became ferocious.

He used to touch the scar when he was thinking, it was hurt when he entered the grave as a child.

This will remind you of the follies you committed during times of ignorance.

Use this scar as a warning, recall regret and introspection by touching, so it has become a habit.

"Is it a walk? The old man's day is really long. I'll make some tea and wait for someone..."

Looking at the teacup on the table, Garfield felt thirsty and stood up.

Where is the tea?Just thinking about it, I felt something was wrong—because there were two teacups on the table.

Last night, Garfield didn't drink tea here.