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"What did he say to you? Surely they all sounded pleasant? Pamper you, and serve you as carefully as a fragile object.

Isn't it because she considers that Lady Emilia is actually a weak, fragile, ordinary girl with illusory wishes?You really look like, in fact, he is not interested at all.

What he is obsessed with is the ideal you in his heart—right? "

Chapter 750

After finishing speaking, Roswaal sadly lowered his eyes intertwined with loneliness.

Just reading the literal meaning is insulting and ridiculing, but for some reason, Emilia feels self-harming sadness from these expressive words.

Was he talking about Subaru or himself?Maybe even Roswaal himself couldn't tell the difference clearly.

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"that's it?"

"—"

"That's the only reason why you think Subaru is the same as yourself?"

Facing Emilia's questioning, Roswaal's eyes showed surprise.

However, being suspicious, he didn't refute. He asked the question himself, but he had nothing to answer. In that case, he really should speak up.

"If that's all you want to say... Then Subaru is completely different from you."

Although Subaru, who sent Emilia to the grave, did talk about some ideals, he didn't tell her the meaning and principle of liberating the "sanctuary".

Moreover, he is definitely not just pampering Emilia and just talking nice words.

Thinking of this, Emilia rolled her eyes at the sneering Lai Yueang, and said with a little annoyance.

"I was called a troublesome woman by him."

"what?"

"He says he's done so much and I keep giving him trouble.

Don't dwell on the past all the time, and don't make him hopeful.

I'm just lip service, lacking a bunch of stuff and not being able to see it...

However, I think everything he said is right. I am a coward, so I can only speak one word, and I am missing a lot of things. "

Forgetting that he is a coward, that he has a mouth but has no ability, and that even his memory is covered up and pretended not to exist, Subaru knows all of these things, and he sees through everything.

For Emilia, who has recovered her past memories, this is something to be grateful for.

"So, Subaru is completely different from you."

If Natsuki Subaru only allowed Emilia to live like her ideal, then Emilia would still be crouching in the grave with her knees hugged.

Gafiel, too, already knew the harshness beyond ideals, but if he didn't have Subaru, who advocated ideals, as his opponent, he would not have listened to his words.

"When the memory began to recover, I was very disturbed. Parker was gone, and I felt that the whole person was about to collapse... I was afraid that when I remembered everything, I would no longer be my original self. The previous me seemed to be a false shell."

The things she believed in turned into zero, and she was nothing but unable to move. Emilia, who was squatting in place with such thoughts, was able to face the past like this and overcome this difficulty because——

"When I wanted to do it, when I wanted to change — would take my hand, would help me, someone would say that to me, he taught me about it."

"That's just deception, right? It's also to cheer you up decently..."

"No, that's not a lie, it's groundless, but it's not perfunctory, this feeling is not a lie... I won't let it become a lie, this is my answer."

Emilia majestically denied Roswaal's defense.

No one would accuse him, and no one would accuse Subaru of being a liar who boasted of unfounded hopes to Emilia, who could do nothing and was ashamed.

Natsuki Subaru's assertion that Emilia 'surely can do it' is not a lie.

As long as Emilia breaks her shell and achieves "it can be done", that sentence will no longer be a lie.

t+x}/T|%文%本&转&-改}| <&⑦*⑤/～⑥&一}③<③+*⑦|#二%<⑥Because people will call what is no longer a lie "hope"--

"I will turn lies into hope, that's what I have to do now, and what I want to do!"

While Emilia was talking, Roswaal didn't interrupt or interrupt, but he didn't just listen to it, as you can see from his eyes.

Because of Roswaal's expression and under the makeup with a smiling face, the two-color eyes that seemed to be suppressing the painful emotions were staring at Emilia.

After a long time, he took a deep breath and answered in a strange tone.

"You're starting to change too—it's just hard for me to accept."

"Rosval?"

"Determination is noble, the will to move forward is noble, and I can understand where you're hurting, and finding hope in this way of being, and that's why I sympathize with you."

Sympathetic, Roswaal once again threw what he said at the beginning to Emilia.

But Emilia had long argued that his sympathy had been a miscalculation.

There was no reason to be thought poor, for Emilia had found hope long ago.

Roswaal shook his head, thinking that hope was just an illusion, why——

"Even your determination to justify your injury is meaningless in this ruined world."

"The finished world...?"

"Correctly speaking, it is a world that is headed towards the end, a world that deviates from the correct route and goes straight along the wrong path. The "sanctuary" and king election are meaningless."

Roswaal, who slowly shook his head, said with deep regret from the bottom of his heart.

Emilia couldn't help but bewildered by the ambivalence in his attitude.

On the one hand, he felt a pity in his heart, and Roswaal wanted to let go of something.

"Roswaal...what are you going to throw away? You...I started with you, right? How can you give up on the way, absolutely not!"

"So, what are you going to do?"

"I don't know! But, if you can't, you can't! I don't know what you have to give up, but you can't give up! That's too selfish!"

Even though she knew that this argument was childish, Emilia still refused to allow Roswaal to give up.

She grabbed the abandoned thing instead of Roswaal, forcing him to pay attention to herself again.

"There's no need to let go—not any more."

"Really?"

Emilia, who raised her head and raised her chest so assertively, made Roswaal exhale, and finally shrugged her shoulders seemingly discouraged, and looked at Emilia.

"Will your bold words really come true?"

"I will prove that in the tomb... no, it is also outside the 'sanctuary'."

I want to challenge the second trial, Emilia said so firmly to Roswaal.

Then she nodded towards Lai Yueang and Jia Feier who were paying attention to her, and then turned around without hesitation.

What he wanted to say to Roswaal had already been said, and what was left was not words, but actions to prove the answers he had found.

She wants to continue to challenge the trial!

However, at this moment-

"It was me and the teacher at the beginning, but you are mistaken about this, Mrs. Emilia."

It was Roswaal's voice with strong nostalgia.

After receiving the voice from behind, Emilia went to the tomb again, where the second "trial" was waiting for her.

Chapter 750 Two

But Lai Yueang and Jia Feier just watched silently, and didn't mean to disturb them.

Because the belief burning in Emilia at this moment is too strong, making them feel that even saying cheers is just superfluous.

Now, Emilia is going to challenge a new "trial" in order to make the lies she told become true wishes.

"I've seen it in the past, so, next..."

What is waiting for me?With a hard fight against the first "Trial" in mind, Emilia marched bravely towards the stone chamber.

There are still two "trials" left, and when the third "trial" is crossed, the "sanctuary" will welcome the future.

Just when I thought about it.

"—Look at the present moment that shouldn't exist."

Just when he heard and realized that it was his own voice whispering in his ear, his body collapsed.

The consciousness turned white, and the strong feeling pulled the soul away from Emilia's body, and took it to other places that were not here.

Even if I didn't know what I said at the end, the "trial" began.

At the same time, Lai Yueang and Jia Feier naturally broke up with Roswaal and left his room.

However, what no one noticed was that Lamu, one of the twin sisters who was supposed to be patrolling the edge of the "sanctuary", appeared in this building when Lai Yueang knelt down and begged him to take the place of Jia Feier's accusation. not far from the building.

Not only that, but there was also a gleam of hatred in her eyes...

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"Okay, Liya, don't dangle your head, just be obedient and don't move."

Before opening his eyelids, the first thing he heard was a soft and sweet voice.

The consciousness seemed to be gradually awakened by the voice, and the vision was hazy. After blinking a few times, I realized that I was sitting on a chair, and this was my home.

In the house created by digging up a big tree in the forest, I sat on a chair in the living room.

"Really, how old are you and you still love to act like a baby? People really think you are a very~very naughty child."

The breath was close at hand, and the voice was so gentle that it almost contained everything, touching the heartstrings, the girl——Emilia turned her head quickly.