But when she found out that she had a younger brother, the thought of whether she was redundant resurfaced again.
The new father dotes on his younger brother very much, and sometimes she will feel envious when she sees the closeness between her father and younger brother, but it is more lonely.
The new father is also very gentle. Whenever he discovers her existence, he will deliberately avoid it, and will not show his intimacy with his brother in front of her.
Mother, as a woman, is naturally sensitive to this.
So he deliberately avoided it, deliberately took care of her, cared about her, and was afraid that she would feel unbalanced.
But such deliberation made her blame herself even more.
Dad is fine, mom is fine, nothing wrong with them, and her life is getting better, but lonelier for some reason.
She doesn't like to attend wedding banquets or funerals, and she doesn't like to accompany her family to visit relatives during the Chinese New Year.
Whether it's the family on the father's side or the family on the mother's side, they all give her a sense of alienation, those eyes, those eyes make her breathless.
It would be fine if there is no self, and it would be fine if there is no birth.
The future of everything will spread in the direction of greater happiness.
The day before the National Day holiday, she received a call from her mother, as if she was deliberately taking care of her so that she would not feel partial, saying that she would take her on a holiday trip.
But she refused, her presence would only make the atmosphere deliberate and embarrassing.
Traveling with three is far more enjoyable than traveling with four.
Just this is enough, and just like this, she no longer asks for anything.
Because once she wants something extravagantly, she will blame herself and feel that she is too greedy, and her current life is good enough.
Xiao Lin's existence was already a miraculous existence to her, that's why she was afraid whether Xiao Lin would leave her too.
"Let's go, I went to borrow the car keys."
Chao Ge's voice interrupted Lin Zhe's memory.
At this time, in Chaoge's room, Chen Zhijing was sleeping quietly curled up into a ball, like a little hedgehog.
Chao Shi, who was awakened by Chao Shi, rubbed her sleepy eyes, yawned a lot, walked out of the room, and sent Lin Zhe and Chao Ge to the garage.
Sister Chao Shi looked at the two of them and asked, "Don't you want me to take you there?"
Chao Ge replied flatly: "No need, I'll just send Xiaozhe off, you just need to go back to your room and continue to sleep."
Then, Chao Ge drove out of the villa area at four o'clock in the morning.
Chapter 116
Chao Ge drove Lin Zhe to the station in her sister's car.
On the way, I made a detour back to Lin Zhe's house to pack some things, and the weather was getting colder, so I brought a few more long-sleeved clothes.
In front of the waiting hall, Lin Zhe looked at Chaoge and said, "Go back, don't catch a cold, and slow down on the road."
After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked into the hall, while Chao Ge watched Lin Zhe's back disappear before returning here.
Xiao Zhe has always been like this, once he decides something, he will act without hesitation.
So Chaoge is very envious of such a little Zhe, unlike her who is always hesitating and always stubbornly digging into a dead end.
In the waiting hall, Lin Zhe looked up at the digital clock on the wall of the hall, 5:23.
It was time to check the ticket. Before leaving, Lin Zhe looked back through the floor-to-ceiling windows in the hall to confirm that Chao Ge had returned home before he felt relieved.
This time the holiday ended a little abruptly.
After all, senior sister Ai Yu didn't know what happened, and as the president, she couldn't leave it alone.
After all, there are only a few main cadres in the current TV Research Association, and he doesn't want to interfere with the production progress of "Legend of Sword and Fairy III" because of certain things.
The next morning, after sending Lin Zhe away, Chao Ge went back to the bedroom and took a simple sleep. When she woke up, she found that Chen Zhijing was no longer by her side.
Maybe it was getting up early.
Thinking of this, Chao Ge calmly got up to wash, changed clothes, turned on the computer and glanced at the forum where they were discussing their own book, as well as the post about the animation adaptation of the first season that had already started broadcasting.
Chaoge was sitting in front of the computer, with long black straight hair like a waterfall casually hanging down to her waist, and wearing a pair of glasses on the bridge of her nose.
Since she forgot the contact lenses in her apartment, she didn't bring them with her.
However, where did the little man go? Usually, he should be hiding in the room with him at this time.
Feeling a little confused, Chao Ge got up and walked out of the room, subconsciously looking for the little figure, and finally found her on the swing in the garden.
Chaoge walked behind the other person calmly, raised his hand to lift the long hair on the side of the ear, so as not to let it fall on the little man's body as he leaned over.
Chen Zhijing was sitting on the swing in despair, looking at the location of Lin Zhe, who had arrived at Haida Campus in Jiangbei City, on the phone screen.
Seeing that the little man hadn't found himself yet, Chao Ge took the initiative to say, "Sitting here alone, be careful of catching a cold."
Chen Zhijing was startled by the sudden voice behind him, and immediately put away his mobile phone.
Chen Zhijing turned around and puffed up her mouth at Chaoge as if expressing her dissatisfaction, although it didn't look threatening at all.
Looking at Chen Zhijing's angry and cute face, Chao Ge couldn't help muttering in his heart: Does Xiao Zhe like such girls, who are petite and cute?
Then next time I see him, should I try to be more cute?
Although it doesn't feel very in line with my usual style.
"I'm not caring about you. If you get sick, I can't explain it to Xiao Zhe."
Chao Ge said with a little jealousy, although she didn't want to admit it, but she always felt that Xiao Zhe seemed to be extra tolerant towards the little guy.
After mentioning Xiao Zhe, Chen Zhijing became visibly depressed, with his head drooping.
Although she had called, Xiao Lin's sudden departure made her feel a little uneasy.
Chaoge also seemed to see the little man's uneasiness, and reluctantly comforted him: "Xiao Zhe has something to go back to school, and I will personally send him to the station this morning."
"Don't always cling to Xiao Zhe like a child, it's time to grow up."
"Hmph." Facing Chaoge's educational tone, Chen Zhijing hummed unhappily, then turned around and ignored her.
It wasn't until the nanny came out to call the two of them to have breakfast that Chaoge sighed helplessly and took Chen Zhijing back.
When Chao Qingshan woke up early in the morning and learned that Lin Zhe had suddenly run away, he was almost furious.
I just let this little bastard run away just because I didn't pay attention.
At the breakfast table, after Lin Zhe disappeared, the atmosphere changed back to the cold atmosphere before. Chao Qingshan kept a straight face, still angry because of Lin Zhe's sudden escape.
Chao Shi didn't want to touch his brow, so she ate a few mouthfuls in a hurry and went out.
At noon, Chao Ge noticed that the little man didn't seem to be wearing long-sleeved clothes, and was still wearing short-sleeved clothes.
After all, the weather is getting cooler.
Moreover, there seemed to be no clothes suitable for petite people at home, let alone Chaoge's own clothes. The number of cups in front of him alone was much larger.
Although it would be funny to imagine what the little guy would look like in his own clothes.
But in the end, Chao Ge decided to take Chen Zhijing to the mall, after all, staying at home is not very comfortable.
But Chen Zhijing rejected Chao Ge's proposal, she felt embarrassed just to excuse her, and she didn't want to bother her rival in love.
In the end, Miss Chaoshi drove the two of them to Chen Zhijing's house to find some transitional clothes.
Sister Chao Shi parked the car downstairs, and Chao Ge accompanied Chen Zhijing to find something.
However, Chaoge found that the closer she was to the little man's home, the more she felt like she was suppressing something.
This made Chao Ge disgusted, because she was also like this, so she could clearly empathize with her.
For her, home is not a warm haven, but an inexplicable depression that wants people to escape.
As I said before, lonely people are attracted to each other.
Chen Zhijing's home is upstairs in the unit in the community, but I heard that there seems to be no one at home.
As for Chen Zhijing's family, Chaoge didn't know much about it.
She didn't stop until she stood in front of the anti-theft door of the little man's house, and looked at her walking in front of her, a slight sense of loss seemed to be hidden in her petite back.
Chen Zhijing kept his head down all the time, allowing the bangs on his forehead to cover most of his eyes, only showing the small tear mole at the corner of his eye.
He opened his hand, and the key lay quietly in the small palm of his hand.
Because of the cover of the bangs on his forehead, he couldn't see how Chen Zhijing was looking at the key in his hand.
But Chao Ge standing behind Chen Zhijing became more and more uncomfortable, subconsciously embraced her arms with both hands, and frowned slightly at the same time.
Just as Chen Zhijing was looking at the keys lying quietly in his hands, suddenly a childish voice sounded from the depths of his heart.
"Welcome home."
A small figure suddenly appeared at Chen Zhijing's feet, with an innocent smile on his immature, round and cute face.
The pink and tender appearance is extremely cute.
It was simply Chen Zhijing in miniature.
But no one knew what kind of emptiness was hidden in this immature body under such a seemingly innocent smile.
The little girl raised her hand and gently tugged on Chen Zhijing's trousers, holding a clean little bear in her arms with the other hand, and said to her with a smile: Welcome home.
Well, I'm back...
Chen Zhijing recited these words silently in her heart, as if she was responding to the little girl in front of her.
Thinking of this, Chen Zhijing put away her palms and held the key tightly in her palm.
Looking down at the little girl who seemed to be standing at her feet, Chen Zhijing asked lightly again in his heart, "Are you alone... lonely?"
The little girl shook her head cutely, with a stubborn expression on her face, as if she was denying it.
After getting a negative answer, Chen Zhijing no longer hesitated, raised his feet and walked forward, and opened the door of his house with the key in his hand.
Seeing this, Chaoge also followed, but what Xiaozhe said in the early hours of this morning resurfaced in her heart again.
"That kid was alone the whole time, like a little lonely hedgehog."
Whenever you get close to her, she will defiantly raise her thorns as a warning.
But sometimes, these thorns hurt not only others, but themselves.
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