Is it really a straight girl?

Is the title 'good friend' enough?

Is it enough for her to feel at ease?

No matter how you ask your heart, the answer you get is negative.

As long as you like it, you will want to get closer, and as long as you get a little closer, you will become more greedy.

From the very beginning, after just looking at each other for a few seconds, they would shyly move their heads away, bit their red lips and move their eyes to other positions.

Until now, it has become, wanting to completely own each other.

I don't like her admiring eyes, I don't like her being so close to someone I don't know well, and I'm still in my room, using my laptop, looking at the person I don't know well on the screen.

This is not okay, right?It's impolite, right?

The idea of ​​'just wanting to be good friends' has long been outdated.

Now I want more, I have to be a little more than my so-called good friends, I have to be a little more than everyone else, I want to be No.1.

I want an answer, but if there is no clear answer, I can't do it... My heart will hurt and I will feel confused.

Breathing also becomes short of breath.

I want to tell the other party how I feel now, and I want to tell the other party my helplessness.

Even if it's rejected, even if it's pitiful, then I don't have to continue to struggle, right?

She closed her eyes, struggling to speak silently in her heart.

'I like you. '

But these four words are difficult to express in reality.

Difficult to turn into reality, difficult to reform, difficult to exchange feelings with Mi Ji.

She didn't know what to say, because she could only keep suppressing what she really wanted to say.

The mood continued to turn from downward to downward, and when he raised his hands slightly, he subconsciously stuck to his heart. The softness felt by the body could not relieve the oppressive hardness of the mood.

She regretted that she couldn't help but leak out a trace of her sincerity just now.

"Well……"

But the reality does not allow Mahiru to go back on his word, and after those words are uttered, they will definitely get a response from Miki.

"Mahiru, what do you think?"

The song on the laptop speakers ended, and the room finally became quiet.

Mahiru really couldn't hear that stranger's singing, although it was not bad, but this singing would only make him more troubled.

After Yaki asked back, the air fell into silence.

"Mahiru?"

Miki didn't hear the response and turned around curiously.

But I saw Miss Mahiru, who was still full of energy just now and analyzed some things for Miki, was lowering her head, with her red hair covering her cheeks and eyes, her hands clasped tightly on her chest, biting her lips and trembling, and leaning over look.

"I...I..." She also didn't speak as naturally as before.

Miji waited for four or five seconds, but she couldn't wait for her to speak a smooth sentence.

Moreover, this appearance is not normal at all, as if he is enduring some great pain.

Mi Ji immediately let go of the mouse, and stopped confirming the traces of Miss Qian Che's existence in the USB flash drive.

She took two steps and leaned against Mahiru's side, holding onto his shoulder with one hand.

"Is there something uncomfortable? Mahiru?" Yaki leaned on the other side and called.

Mahiru is obviously a very powerful superpower, right?Why did he suddenly bend over like some kind of sudden illness?heart disease?

Miki panicked when she thought of this point, she really didn't have any knowledge and experience in first aid, she only knew that when a person had a heart attack, she should let the person sit down peacefully and lean on something, just as Miki was planning to drag Mahiru When it's time to get to the bed.

"I'm fine..." Mahiru shook his head to interrupt Miki's thinking, and waved away Miki's right hand that was on her shoulder, and repeated it pretending to be natural: "I'm fine."

These are all lies.

Why can only lie between her and Yaji?Is this the price of liking?

She didn't want to lie, and she didn't want to suppress all her emotions in her heart.

"... If something happens, please don't hide it from Mahiru, Yaki is actually very strong." The girl raised her right hand as if to comfort her, and lightly touched Mahiru's red hair, slowly stroking He touched Miss Mahiru, who was almost the same height as him, with her head down, in front of her.

"leave me alone!"

Mahiru called out these three words in a low voice.

Like a wounded female beast, she directly expressed malice towards Yaki.

She waved her hand up violently, and slapped Miki's hand out to touch her head, making a crackling sound.

There was a tingling pain in the forearm as if being scalded, but Yaji didn't care about it.

The comforting smile on her face froze, she looked at Mahiru in front of her in confusion, raised her hand blankly, and then slowly put it down.

"Mahiru?"

She called out the other person's name softly.

Why did Mahiru suddenly change his appearance?

Obviously, she has always been a gentle and considerate kind person... She is always like that.

But now, it has completely changed, as if switching to another personality, the mood suddenly becomes very agitated, and if it touches a little bit, it will be knocked out with a snap like now.

Mi Ji silently rubbed the place where his right arm was hit with his left hand, and continued to touch the other party in a low voice:

"What's wrong?"

……

There are so many things I want to say.

But they are all words that cannot be said, words that must be suppressed...

If I say it, I'm afraid, I can't even be a friend, right?

But I want to confirm what kind of feelings she has for me, if I can't get confirmation, if there is no clear answer.

It is difficult to mobilize the mood again, right?It will be very difficult to change back to the gentle and kind Mahiru before.

How to do.

Want to be sure, even if you can guess the answer, want to be sure, but afraid of a clear answer.

What is this contradictory mood, this helpless and bitter mood that is about to overflow with tears?

What is this feeling?What kind of name should I put on it?

She rubbed her eyes, and stepped back sadly, her mind fluctuated abnormally, she covered her chest with one hand, and the other hand fell down.

Mahiru whispered:

"It's nothing, it's nothing, Miji doesn't care about me, I'm sorry I hit you, I..."

"I really don't have anything to do. Mi Ji can go to work. If there are important things in the USB flash drive, it's best to transfer them to the mobile phone, and then store them in the cloud disk or something."

She lowered her head, her red hair covered her eyes again, she blinked non-stop, and her eyelashes kept getting wet.

"If you want to practice singing, just go back to your own room...I, I should be able to use some of the equipment here...I'm sorry, I'm sorry...me."

"Well, take the computer away as well. It's good to come back after work. I'm just a little tired. I didn't sleep well yesterday." She rubbed her eyes, raised her head slightly, and squeezed out a blurry figure in front of her. Smile.

However, there is no smile in the eyes:

"May I be quiet, please?"

……

410 Five. Maybe, it's fine if you don't like it...

Something was wrong with Mahiru.

Really, very wrong.

How could he suddenly change his mood like this and start to say very frustrating words.

Moreover, what flashed across her face just now was a heartbroken expression, right?

Mi Ji thinks that her ability to look at eyes has not deteriorated too much.

But Yaki didn't know how she should comfort the other party, she didn't know what happened, she didn't know why Mahiru didn't want to tell the truth to herself.

In Miji's eyes, Mahiru suddenly changed from a gentle attitude to an extreme and low-key one without any warning.

Excited to the point of being a different person.

Moreover, Miji didn't notice any signs or signs at all.

At the last moment, weren't they chatting about friendship?Why did he suddenly change his appearance so quickly?

So weird!

Wanting to go over to comfort Mahiru, but suddenly being slapped away... Miki himself is also very sad, okay!

Now Miji doesn't know what to do now!

Shouldn't Miki's world be in a simple mode?Why did one incomprehensible thing suddenly happen one after another recently?

My lord, could it be that you adjusted the difficult mode for Mi Ji without authorization?If so, please adjust Miji back immediately!Miki won't blame you!

Miji thought inwardly.

But these fragments of thoughts can't save the current situation at all.

Miki wanted to comfort Miss Mahiru who was suddenly lost in front of her, but she didn't know what to do or what to say.

If the reality is like a video game, you can press the buttons on the keyboard or handle one by one under the prompts on the screen, and then you can easily get a perfect life...

However, the reality in front of Miji will not develop naturally like the plot of the cute dolphin anime. There are no game buttons or options.

Yaji didn't know how to comfort the other party at all.

Do I want to leave with the laptop according to what Mahiru said, and let her stay alone for a while?