Is it really a straight girl?

"A hero saves the beauty?" Mi Ji felt that this idiom could be said.

Isn't that what happens in stories?

Because of the devotion of friends, because of saving, although it is old-fashioned, old-fashioned is useful... That's why Miss Xuewu gradually opened her heart to Miss Chitose, and is it possible to fall in love with her because of it?

The development of the story is so normal, but have they become affectionate friends or lovers?

But no matter what, it ended up looking like this.

According to Xuewu, she was betrayed.

"Even if I didn't do anything at the time, she shouldn't be injured, so it can't be called 'rescue'." Chitose closed her eyes and shook her head gently, gently correcting a wrong answer.

Although she said this, Mi Ji never saw any nostalgia from her expression from the beginning to the end.

Does this person have any psychological defects emotionally?

That's right, even if it's the cause of terminal illness, most people can't do it to this level. Is Miss Chitose naturally ruthless?

This kind of personality may also have less guilt, and it is easy to commit crimes...

But it is precisely because of this that she was able to cut off the affection with others so quickly, and hoped that her actions could reduce the sadness of some of her friends when they learned of her death. Although it is extreme no matter how you say it, it will The original intention of carrying out this method is also the tenderness deep in Miss Chitose's heart.

Betrayal because of gentleness, although it is completely invisible on the outside, Miss Chitose is actually a very extreme person...

Yaki sighed inwardly for the misfortune of the two of them.

It's all because of this so-called terminal illness. If there is no such illness, I believe this pair of friends with super high force value will continue to get along friendly.

"..." Thinking of this, Mi Ji became lost again.

However, the two people in front of them now seem to have no possibility of returning to friendship.

As long as Miss Chitose still maintains this attitude, Xuewu will definitely always hate it.

Maybe if the terminal illness disappears, maybe there is still a chance... But Yaki is helpless.

"What's wrong, Miss?" Chitose asked softly.

"I'm thinking, without this disease, Chitose and Ms. Yukigiri wouldn't be what they are now." Miki turned his eyes to the empty space on the side, looking at the flat and unmarked wall.

"If I didn't have this disease, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to see you."

"Hey, does it mean that Miss Chitose came here because of this disease?" Mi Ji was a little puzzled and curious.

"No, without it, I would have died long ago."

What kind of contradictory words are these...?

But Chitose-san didn't look like she was lying at all.

He clearly said that he was terminally ill, but without this terminal illness, would Miss Chitose have passed away long ago?

Thinking about it for a while, it's probably because... there was a moment when I wanted to give up my life before, but just because I had a terminal illness, I naturally planned to live to the last moment of my life?

This guess is not very tenable... although it is the only answer.

"Did Miss Chitose ever try...to commit suicide?" Miki was not very willing to say this word, or in other words, she was not very willing to say or think about words related to the passing of life.

"Many times." Chitose smiled.

When this matter was mentioned, Chitose did not show any special expression, neither nostalgic for the past nor escaping from this topic.

That's it. .

Is it really the same as Miji thought? People who want to die choose to live until the last moment because of the news of terminal illness.

Then I encountered beautiful things on the way to continue living, but had to say goodbye to these beautiful things strongly because of terminal illness and tenderness.

Up to now, Miss Chitose is trying hard to treat this incurable disease.

Mi Ji couldn't figure out whether this terminal illness was good or bad... It allowed a person who had lost all hope to regain the courage to continue living, and in continuing life gave her the beauty that made her unwilling to give up life, but yet She was given a final deadline.

Give a focus to despair, and give someone hope to face despair.

Is it because of such a chaotic and twisted fate that Miss Chitose developed such a character?

After realizing this, Yaki's mood became more and more depressed.

If, if this terminal illness is cured...everything should be fine.

The girl stroked her left hand upwards, lightly clenched her fist, and touched her heart.

Compassion brewed in his chest.

Miji was a little sad, and no longer dared to look at Chitose, for fear that the tears she tried so hard to hold back would overflow when she saw him.

At the same time, her upward left hand touched the silver glittering cross hanging on her chest.

The girl's thoughts suddenly paused and she opened her eyes.

She clasped her left hand on the cross, held the religious ornament firmly in her palm, closed her eyes, and exhaled lightly.

The girl muttered silently in her heart.

Even though she doesn't think God exists, even though she doesn't think her prayers work at all.

She also said silently:

Lord God, I beg you, please get rid of the incurable disease on Miss Chitose.

Lord God...

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130 [-]. Liar, Deceiver, Betrayer, Sinner

Afterwards, Miss Chitose went to Elizabeth's room.

Mi Ji silently watched her back go away from her, and her mood was wandering in pity. Her left hand was holding the cross tightly until the palm of her hand was painful, and then she slowly let go.

When she let go, her attention returned to herself.

Gods don't exist.

As for myself, there is nothing I can do about Chitose's illness...

No matter how much she hoped, the facts were sharply placed in front of her, and she couldn't help but look directly at them.

If the system is the particularly powerful cultivating system or lottery system in those novels, at least be serious, they should have a chance to save Miss Chitose.

But Miji's system can't be called a system at all. Whose system fell asleep immediately after saying a few words at the beginning.

Where is Miji's cheat, Miji wants cheat!

"Hmmm..." The girl hangs her head weakly and sighs.

I can't do anything.

Miji's hands were hanging down, and an atmosphere of loss visible to the naked eye surrounded her body.

The girl continued to use some sore muscles, walked from the wall to the stairs, and slowly descended while grabbing the handrail.

No matter what to do, Mi Ji is really just a little cook. If there is a time traveler ranking, he must be in the lower category, but he is still lucky?After all, Mi Ji had read some novels in which senior traversers were stabbed as soon as they traversed.

Feeling helpless, Mi Ji slowly stepped down the red European-style wooden stairs, and the five fingers of his left hand slid down the smooth and textured handrails, turned around the stairwell, and walked to the first floor.

Walking down half of the stairs, Miji saw only Ms. Xuewu alone on the first floor. This cold-faced girl with long black straight hair was sitting on the white brown cotton sofa in front of the TV, leaning forward, as if she was manipulating What.

There were slight clicking sounds and crisp sounds that came out one after another in the direction of the snow and mist.

What is this doing...

Miji stood on tiptoe and glanced over there, and only saw the corner of a black box by skipping the back of the other party.

It shouldn't be a secret, after all, it's in the living room on the first floor...

The girl approached.

The outline of the sofa was getting bigger and bigger in the eyes, bypassing a load-bearing white wall, the girl came to the side of the sofa.

On the long glass table in front of Xuewu was a pure black, not too thick, rectangular box with rounded corners. Her hands were placed on the button on the side of the box, and she opened it with a crisp sound.

A faint gap appeared in the middle of the thin suitcase.

It feels like the kind of box in a gangster movie, where you pay with one hand and deliver it with the other. It won't contain a lot of cash in it, right?

Mi Ji blinked and was very curious about the things inside. Miss Xuewu didn't seem to hide anything, and when she sensed Mi Ji's arrival, her eyes glanced coldly.

She didn't continue to open the black box directly.

"You will be betrayed by her in the future." Miss Xuewu said directly.

There was no foreshadowing before this sentence, not even a greeting.

But Miki was able to know what the other party was pointing at.

Xuewu was once betrayed by Miss Chitose...

But now, she was warning herself again and again not to have any contact with Chitose.

But Yaki already knows what kind of person Chitose is, and after she can understand Chitose's feelings a little bit, the girl will not let her go, even if she is powerless.

But Miki didn't want to directly object to Ms. Xuewu's statement at this time.

She approached and sat on the other side of the sofa, separated from each other by more than one meter.

The two girls are very similar - the figure, the extension of the strands of hair, and even the outline of the facial features are somewhat similar.

That's why Miki asked Chitose before, if it was because of the similarity in appearance between himself and Miss Xuewu that it gave her an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

The girl didn't directly respond to the words Miss Xuewu projected.

She wanted to test whether there was any room for relaxation in the relationship between Yukigiri and Chitose.

At least relax a little bit, so that Xuewu won't be disgusted like she is now, and it can be regarded as giving Mi Ji a little comfort in the heart of "what can I do".

"What does Ms. Xuewu think about... Chitose?" She originally wanted to use 'that person' as a title instead, but after thinking about it, she still said Chitose bluntly.

The ice-cold gaze swept across the girl's whole body, and Mi Ji felt that his body temperature was suddenly taken away by some kind of air-conditioning, and numbness and coldness crawled up his back.

hiss……

It feels like murderous intent, Miss Xuewu, can we stop being so serious...