After licking and licking the sick girl, I can't escape

What is the meaning of her existence?

Pointless……

She lost the desire to live, no matter how hungry she was, she would not eat any more.

In this way, this meaningless life will end, right?

But ah——

This world is always full of irony. When she was about to die, it was the mother who was extremely indifferent to her who took her to the hospital and snatched her away from the arms of death.

Is it a matter of luck?

Of course not, in the haze, what she saw was the mournful sigh of death.

It's ridiculous, even the god of death can't stand it anymore, and wants to take her out, but this has become a luxury.

Since she was rescued, it means that mother still has her in her heart, right?

Naive thoughts came to mind.

However, reality once again dealt her a heavy blow, and her mother still ignored her, even worse than a nurse sister.

I can often hear that kind nurse sister cursing my mother.

No one likes being scolded by others for their mother, but——she felt that what the nurse sister said was right...

Why did mother save her?

Mother didn't care about her at all, and kept her life, but had other plans.

At that moment, her mentality changed completely, and she felt hatred for this family and even the world.

"Since you can't change the world, then try to change yourself."

This is what the sister nurse who has been taking care of her said.

Since then, she has never shed tears again.

Time is fluid, and as she grows older, she also understands more things.

I understood that this family was not worth her to keep.

I understand that what I experienced as a child is called abuse.

I understand that only if I have enough ability can I get rid of all this.

She locked her heart and buried her most vulnerable side in the soil.

"Goodbye, the old me."

It was a manifesto of rebirth.

However, a dramatic reality happened again. My mother didn't know why, and suddenly became very concerned about her, but she saw it very clearly, those were all false.

How can a heart that has been scratched be repaired?

But so what?At that time, she was still just a child.

That's right, because of the existence of a nurse sister, she still retains a trace of fantasy.

However, this remaining ray of dawn will definitely not be easily thrown away again.

If you don't have high expectations, you won't have too many disappointments.

Sure enough, everything my mother did was fake.

In addition, she also has a younger sister.

"Another miserable life."

The situation of the younger sister is much better than her.

envious?envy?

No, she feels nothing.

She put all her energy into her studies, and the arrival of her younger sister was nothing more than an extra tool for her mother.

Eighteen changes in the female college, she has also become a dazzling existence in the eyes of others.

How do you feel?

Still feel nothing.

However, she knew that that day was coming soon.

University, yes, as long as you go to university, you can temporarily stay away from here.

She chose to study law because she knows that law is the most majestic existence in the world.

Smooth sailing?

Of course it is impossible. One day when she was not paying attention, her mother changed her wish.

The university that was originally very far away was changed to X University.

When she heard the news, she was not angry or crying, and was extremely calm.

It's not that she hasn't considered this situation, but it's fine anyway, as long as the major doesn't change, it's fine.

The price will be paid by those people sooner or later.

What she wants to see is—blood flowing like a river!

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"So, what do you think after hearing so much?" Chen Yuanyuan looked at Lu Zhu slowly, his eyes were cold.

Lu Zhu breathed out silently, "I feel, um...you are so pitiful."

"Oh." A trace of disappointment flashed in Chen Yuanyuan's eyes.

Obviously she knew it a long time ago, the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment...

"But, it's time for you to look at it from a different angle, right?"

Chen Yuanyuan frowned.

Lu Zhu raised his head and stared at the ceiling, "You said that no one likes you, but Xiaoru would risk opening the window for you, if I'm not wrong, you should have caused her some harm secretly, right?

But even so, she still didn't abandon you, did she?

And your father, Mr. Louis, was crying and begging me on his knees just now to let me comfort you, but I almost became his uncle. "

Chen Yuanyuan snorted coldly, turned his head away, "So?"

Lu Zhu slowly turned his head to look at Chen Yuanyuan, "Aren't you also eager to be loved?"

Silence is the best answer.

Lu Zhu stretched his waist, and simply lay down on the bed, "So what do you still want to be dissatisfied with?"

Pong——

"Oh ho ho ho—!"

Chen Yuanyuan gave Lu Zhu a punch for no other reason, she didn't like the word [desire dissatisfaction].

Lu Zhu grinned his teeth in pain, and frowned unhappily, "What are you doing?"

"It's nothing." Chen Yuanyuan rubbed his fist, the force was mutual, and she also felt a little pain.

There was another silence, and as for how their respective minds acted, it was unknown.

After a while, Chen Yuanyuan said lightly, "What about you?"

"What about me?"

"Why, do you avoid me?"

"Didn't I say it all, I belong to special reasons."

"Does your special reason have something to do with me?"

Lu Zhu looked away guiltily, "No."

There was a lot of nonsense, Chen Yuanyuan felt a nameless anger, and even felt that what Lu Zhu said just now was just to deal with her.

Pong——

Another punch.

Chen Yuanyuan stared at Lu Zhu with a dark face, "I'm suddenly interested in you, don't think about it until you tell the truth."

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ps: Tomorrow... Try to resume normal updates, let's try to get out of bed.

Volume 51 #Chapter [-]: [Family]

It hurts... Although it is not the kind of unforgettable pain, it is still painful!

Lu Zhu couldn't sit up anymore, and curled up to one side.

click-

"Yo Ho! I'm back, your cutest little Ru!"

When this energetic voice came, Lu Zhu knew that he could relax a bit.

Xiaoru walked over with a package in her hands, "Here! This is dinner for the two of you~"

After Xiaoru's mention, Chen Yuanyuan was indeed a little hungry.

Well, it's all Lu Zhu's fault, it reminded her of that unbearable time, and her stomach resonated.

Angry... Angry... Angry...

Pong——

"Oh! Why... hit me again?" Lu Zhu was paralyzed, his CPU burned dry and he didn't even think about it.

On the other hand, Xiao Ru on the other side, seeing the two of them like this, covered her mouth and showed a [I understand] smile.