Three Kingdoms, at the beginning of the game, recognize the thief as the father, hit the spectacle,

But this time, no matter how much Zhang Rang asked, Zhang Yan blushed and refused to reveal who the person he liked was.

Thinking of the scene where Zhang Rang made a move and Xiao Qiao was forced to marry him, and Xiao Qiao looked at him seemingly softly, but actually flashed regret and even hidden hatred in his eyes, Zhang Yan felt his scalp tingling.

Perhaps for him, what he felt was the joy of having his desires fulfilled. Under the pressure of Zhang Rang, Xiao Qiao would not show any complaints, and would even try to cater to him.

But if this is the case, then what is the difference between him and Zhou Yu who forced Xiao Qiao to marry him in the siege area?

It can be said that most of his love for Xiao Qiao, or this image, is due to the regrets experienced by this character.

Why should she, Xiao Qiao, have to like a man other people like?Why should a robber who broke down the door of someone else's house and snatched someone else's daughter be beautified as a wishful man?Why is she still being sung as a good story for a generation even though she obviously has no dominance in this marriage?

Is it because Zhou Yu is handsome?Then she is not ugly!

Zhang Yan always feels that Xiao Qiao has regrets, even though many people in this world don't think so, or don't want to think so.

After finally coming to this era, if possible, Zhang Yan still hopes to let Xiao Qiao choose himself actively through his own efforts.

Top dog licking belongs to is.

……

"Master, I don't quite understand what you are talking about."

After a while, a girl's soft voice came from behind, waking up Zhang Yan who was in a daze.

This year, she is the maid Zhang Rang bought recently. Her nickname is Ye'er, but she has no name. Now she follows Zhang Yan's surname Zhang.

Zhang Rang sent her here, first to take care of Zhang Yan's daily life, and second, to see that she was handsome and cute, and asked her to be Zhang Yan's companion room to help Zhang Yan meet his physical needs.

In this regard, she has no complaints, or as early as the moment her hometown was ravaged by the Yellow Turbans, as early as the moment she was forced to leave her hometown with her parents, she was already prepared.

As her mother said, everyone has their own destiny, and hers is like this.

It's just that after living together with Zhang Yan for more than three months, Ye'er didn't expect that this master is extremely stubborn in some aspects, and sometimes even likes to deliberately make things difficult for him.

The pretty eyebrows frowned slightly, she didn't quite understand.

Why do people make things difficult for themselves?

My mother once said that life is never perfect.Sometimes in the face of a reality that cannot be chosen, if you cannot convince yourself to accept it, you will let yourself live in pain.

Ye'er blinked, looked at Zhang Yan who came back to his senses, and couldn't help but chuckled.

Just like the master treats himself, everyone knows that the meaning of his existence is to help Zhang Yan solve his physical needs, but he has never taken the initiative to ask himself once.

Is there no demand?Ye'er shook her head. Every morning when she helped Zhang Yan change his clothes, it was always a rare pleasure for her to see him blushing and looking up to the sky.

Do you hate yourself?Ye'er recalled that every time she came into contact with Zhang Yan, a little intimate movement, a little closer breathing would make the other person blush slightly and his heart beat faster, so it shouldn't be annoying.

Obviously, as long as Zhang Yan opens his mouth, he can get him with a look.But he insisted stubbornly that as long as Ye'er did not do it out of his own ideas, but because of someone else's request, then he would never do such a thing.

What do you mean by your own thoughts? Is this hoping that you will like him?

Ye'er didn't quite understand.

Chapter 11 You are still young! You do not understand!

"What should the master say? Don't you like the daughter of the Jiangdongqiao family?"

Recalling the things that Zhang Yan had chatted with him in the spare time before, Ye'er blinked, and opened his mouth to ask: "Then why didn't you just tell Zhang Changshi directly, wouldn't it be better if Zhang Changshi came forward?"

Hearing Ye'er's words, Zhang Yan couldn't help but secretly lamented that this little maid was pure-minded, and at the same time, Zhang Yan also asked himself a question silently in his heart.

Why not just say it?Just say no.Where is the courage I had in my previous life when I charged money and drew a card to force a marriage?

Pursing his lips and looking at Ye'er, Zhang Yan didn't realize that there was something in the girl's words in front of him.

"Probably because if I do this, then whether it is for me or for the other party, there will be some regrets in our lives."

Zhang Yan opened his mouth to explain.

"Of course, Ye'er, everyone will have regrets in their lives. This is an unavoidable thing, and it is a part of our lives that we must face."

"However, if we simply give up on ourselves because our life is not perfect, don't fight at all, and just accept regrets, then our life is meaningless?"

"It is precisely knowing that there will be regrets, but still keep trying, keep working hard, and keep striving for a life without regrets."

"This kind of life is precious and worth cherishing."

Regardless of whether the girl behind him understood or not, Zhang Yan explained it in a more modern way.

On the one hand, he was speaking to the girl behind him, and on the other hand, he was also warning himself.

In his opinion, this kind of personality may indeed be a bit awkward, but this is also his persistence.No matter how difficult the process is, no matter how others view him during the process, he will not easily change his opinion.

……

"But, Master..."

Ye'er listened to Zhang Yan's long speech, hesitant to speak.It seemed that he didn't agree with it, but he didn't interrupt him, but after he finished what he wanted to say, he retorted softly in an inaudible voice:

"But you are not that Miss Qiao family, how do you know that this kind of life is a kind of regret for her, not a kind of fulfillment?"

Hearing this, Zhang Yan, who was talking eloquently before, was stunned.

"Not a kind of regret, but a kind of fulfillment?"

Repeating Ye'er's words in a low voice, Zhang Yan was not persuaded by her, but just suddenly thought of a certain possibility.

What if Xiao Qiao's marriage to Zhou Yu was not a regret, but a fulfillment?

Maybe still a little unsure.Zhang Yan didn't think of himself immediately, but subconsciously thought of Zhou Yu.

If Zhou Lang and Er Qiao were in love with each other, they hit it off.Then where did he come from, a monster, came here to meddle in other people's business.

Bah, disgusting!

……

Zhang Yan suddenly felt that he couldn't fall asleep, and he felt a little unconfident about his judgment in his previous life.

"Could it be that I'm thinking too much? Am I thinking too much from a male perspective..."

Zhang Yan, who had been thinking about it for a long time without a conclusion, finally snorted, and said firmly: "You are still young, you don't understand!"

After finishing speaking, Zhang Yan got up angrily and prepared to go back to his room.Seeing Zhang Yan's appearance, Ye'er behind him raised the corners of his pretty mouth, and a smile appeared between his brows.

Quickly following Zhang Yan, Ye'er took the blanket in his hand, then leaned into Zhang Yan's ear and whispered: "Yes, Ye'er doesn't understand, Ye'er can only wish the master to live with the mistress through his own efforts. life without regrets."

Sure enough, the humid air passed over Zhang Yan's cheeks accompanied by the girl's unique breath, and his face flushed immediately, and he couldn't hold back that angry expression anymore.

After thinking about it, he turned around with a smile and looked at the girl behind him.

"I also wish Ye'er can live the life she wants."

Under the moonlight, Ye'er smiled lightly and did not speak.

……

It was late at night, Zhang Yan finally went back to his room and fell asleep under Ye'er's service.After a while, seeing that Zhang Yan's breathing had stabilized, Ye'er went out lightly, and whispered a few words to a guard who had been guarding the door.

The guard nodded and rushed towards the palace overnight.

……

"Jiangdong? Daughter of the Qiao family? Hehe...send someone to look for it, and bring it back when you find it."

"Let's see what kind of strange woman she is, who makes Yan'er of our family so interested..."

……

The next morning.

The weather in Luoyang is getting warmer recently, and there is already a faint smell of spring in the air.

Today Zhang Yan plans to go to the construction site in the north of the city again.After all, his system is called "Spectacular Design System", not "Xiao Qiao's Single Push System", so he still needs to do something serious.

"Ye'er, I'm leaving first. I'm probably going to be in the north of the city today, and I won't be back at noon. If there is something to do, just ask someone to go to the construction site and call me."

After breakfast, Zhang Yan let Ye'er take out a handkerchief to wipe his mouth, and then said softly.

Seeing the girl nodded, Zhang Yan didn't say much, he just called the housekeeper to bring him a horse, got on the white horse and left the courtyard.

Looking up at the sun, Zhang Yan was not in a hurry to go to the north of the city.It’s only about three quarters of the century, and it’s estimated that the group of workers hasn’t arrived yet. Zhang Yan decided to go to the barracks first to meet his cheap uncle—Zhong Changshi, who is also the head of the eight captains of Xiyuan. Jian Shuo, captain of the upper military academy.

Zhang Yan's force value has been stuck at 45 for a long time.Although he said that force has no effect in this era, Zhang Yan still has a certain desire for this attribute in his heart.After all, every boy has fantasized more or less when he was young, that one day he will become a great hero and a great hero.

Even though this dream may change with the passage of time and the improvement of his own knowledge, Zhang Yan still has some hopes for it after all.

Now that his martial strength can be upgraded once with only 100 reputation points, Zhang Yan intends to directly spend a few thousand reputation points so that he can literally wrestle with Lu Bu and Zhao Yun.

Eight thousand eight hundred prestige points are only worth it, and he can't even exchange them for better rare architectural blueprints, so he doesn't care at all.

Now that the system has reached a bottleneck in strengthening him, he needs to break through but he doesn't know where to start. The first thing he thinks of is naturally the one who has recently won the favor of Hanling Emperor Liu Hong, faintly surpassing Zhao Zhong, and Zhang Rang. Jian Shuo is neck and neck.

Jian Shuo can be said to be the one Zhang Yan is familiar with among the generals he can get in touch with.Moreover, the strength is strong, and the force value is conservatively estimated to be around 75 points. There must be no problem in guiding the current Zhang Yan.

Patting horses to the West Garden, Zhang Yan told the soldiers guarding the door of his intentions, and the guards also knew that Zhang Yan had a very close relationship with his immediate superior, Jian Shuo, the chief of the Eighth Captains of the West Garden, so there was no embarrassment, just After letting Zhang Yan wait at the door for a while, he turned around and went to look for Jian Shuo.

At the gate of the West Garden in Luoyang, Zhang Yan silently watched this large royal garden that was rarely seen in the late Eastern Han Dynasty.Although the system did not give him any hints in this regard, he was very curious whether this historically rich garden is also some kind of spectacle with special significance?

Didn't have to wait too long.But after a while, a burly man walked out of the garden.

Before seeing him, a hearty laughter came over.

"Nephew Yan'er, why are you free to visit uncle today?"

Chapter 12 Now, right here?

"Nephew Yan'er, why are you free to visit uncle today?"

A hearty voice came from behind, it was Jian Shuo, the captain of the Shangjun School who ranked first among the eight captains in Xiyuan.

【Name: Jian Shuo】

[Evaluation: Like a god]

As for Jian Shuo, although he is an eunuch, he looks mighty and vigorous, and he is good at military strategy, like a general.At this moment, he came out of the garden to greet Zhang Yan with a big smile, but his neutral voice gave Zhang Yan a unique sense of heroism.

"Nephew met uncle!"

Turning around and getting off the horse, Zhang Yan saluted Jian Shuo, and then found that Jian Shuo was followed by two people, one on the left and one on the right, and Zhang Yan happened to know both of them.

I saw the person on the left was more than seven feet tall, handsome and majestic. Although he looked at Zhang Yan with a calm expression, there was a faint sense of disdain in his eyes. He was Yuan Shao, the eldest son of the Yuan family.