The experience of collapse, the beginning of thousands of people

Looking at the ceiling above, he once again felt that this place was really a hell.

Can human beings really only rely on this method to save themselves?Such a world, such a civilization, might as well be destroyed.

At the end of the experiment, Jerak pushed open the door of Cheng Xing's room, which was not closed at all, and sighed helplessly when he saw Cheng Xing lying on the bed as if paralyzed.

"I've heard about it from Tan Si... In fact, most of the people here have experienced your current situation. The experiment was very successful, and the girl's Honkai adaptability is very good, so in addition to giving She brought nothing but a little physical pain. She's back in her room now, so go see it if you want."

Cheng Xing had already run out.

Jerak looked at the room like a kennel, shook his head, and closed the door for this guy as he left.

Cheng Xing came to Xilin's room and saw the girl lying on the bed with a painful face, and his heart became more and more guilty and painful.

Cheng Xing walked forward slowly, his footsteps were heard by the girl, the girl immediately turned her head and looked at him with shrinking and fearful eyes.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

Cheng Xing knelt on the ground. He could only be a powerless apologist like he is now. Even if he mustered up the courage to do something, he would only be punched to the ground by others with his physical fitness.

He can't do anything.

"Uncle... do you have any sugar?"

Xilin's voice interrupted Cheng Xing's apology, Cheng Xing immediately took out a lot of candies from his pocket, then picked out the one he thought was the sweetest, removed the sugar coating and put it in the girl's mouth. mouth.

After feeling the sweetness in her mouth, Sirin reluctantly put on a smile and said, "Thank you uncle, if it hurts, eat some candy and it won't hurt, right? Sirin also saw it. Uncle wanted to help her before." ... Sirin, don't blame uncle."

"…………sorry Sorry……"

The candy in Cheng Xing's hand fell to the ground, and he hugged the physically tortured girl on the bed, crying and apologizing over and over again.

The girl patted Cheng Xing's back lightly, even now that her body was still in pain, there was a smile on her face.

Chapter 46: Wine

Since that incident, Cheng Xing has come to accompany Xilin every day, not doing anything, but simply taking some storybooks and reciting by her side.

Of course, the most important thing is to bring some candy every time.

Some people would say that children who eat so much sugar really don't get tooth decay?But compared to the Houkai energy that can destroy the world, it is impossible for mere tooth decay to happen to them.

After Xilin conducted the second experiment, the supervisor was surprised to find that the girl did not cry or make a fuss, but just endured it quietly, and then saw the experimenter under his group, and the girl kept looking at each other .

This girl seems to be brought back by that newcomer, and in the second experiment, because the psychological condition of the test subject may be much better, the data obtained is more impressive than before.

The supervisor thought that maybe the mental health problem might affect the test subject's adaptability to the Houkai energy, so he acquiesced in Cheng Xing's behavior of accompanying Xilin.

Anyway, this guy is just a weak experimenter, even if no one cares about him and let him run away with the experimenter himself, I'm afraid he won't be able to survive the ice and snow outside.

So there is no need to worry about what extreme actions this guy will make.

And with Xilin's company, Cheng Xing also felt less pressure in his heart, at least he would no longer need to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep in the future.

On this day, as usual, Cheng Xing came to Xilin's residence with storybooks and candies. Before coming, he took care of the smell of cigarettes on his body so as not to give the little girl a bad impression.

It's just that his hair is still messy and he has a lot of beard.

Xilin leaned on Cheng Xing's body and listened to the story quietly. She didn't speak until Cheng Xing finished telling, "Uncle, I also want to learn words, can you teach me?"

"Sirin wants to learn to read, no problem, uncle will teach you in the future."

Cheng Xing now completely treats this little guy as his younger sister and raises him. As for why not his daughter?I'm still single.

After leaving, Sirin curled up on the bed by herself, and the voice of that annoying guy came back to her mind.

"Let us break free from this damn cage! Burn everything to ashes! Smash all those ants who dare to hurt us! Sirin! Accept me, accept your true power, and let us destroy this dirty world together! "

Here it is again, ever since I participated in that experiment for the first time, I have had an extra voice in my mind.

It was not obvious at the beginning, and many times I thought I had heard it wrong, but after the second experiment, the sound became completely clear.

"I won't be bewitched by you, the devil. The teacher told me that our sacrifices are all to save more people. We are not suffering torture, but suffering sacrifices."

Sirin covered her ears and shook her head, as if she didn't want to hear the voice in her mind.

"Hmph! Then why are we the ones who sacrificed instead of them? Just because we are more capable, this is a ridiculous excuse. Why should we suffer while they can enjoy the rewards? It's too unfair, isn't it?"

Sirin felt as if she was about to be persuaded by the demon in her mind, she hurriedly shook her head in a panic, then took out the candy her uncle gave her from her pocket and stuffed it into her mouth.

"Well, I won't be deceived!"

The little girl puffed her face and said in her heart.

"You will accept me one day, we are one person."

Cheng Xing walked on the way back, and the decadent aura that had been exuding on his body had decreased a lot, and he looked much more energetic than before. At least in the eyes of outsiders, he was not a frustrated middle-aged uncle, but a man who didn't pay attention to personal hygiene. scruffy youth.

He went back to his room and rummaged around for a long time but couldn't find a book suitable for enlightenment teaching. He suddenly felt a certain anxiety.

"Damn it, isn't there even a book with pinyin?"

The story books that Cheng Xing took before were actually novels, and if those books were used for enlightenment teaching, it would be very troublesome without pinyin.

What's more important is that the texts of those novels are all in English, but this one is in Russian!

"Am I going to teach Sirin English?"

Cheng Xing can be regarded as quite talented in linguistics. He can speak Chinese, English, Russian, French, and German.

When I was in college, I also worked part-time as a translator because of this language talent, and I lived comfortably every month.

At first he learned languages ​​purely in order to save enough money to travel around the world one day in the future. Of course, he did do it later... It's a pity that he didn't travel to many countries before he encountered the solicitation of destiny.

Then came the permafrost of Siberia.

After being helpless, Cheng Xing decided to find his good buddy.

"Jerak, do you have a way to get a primer in Russian?"

Gerak, who was tasting vodka in the room, glanced speechlessly at the impolite guy who barged in without even knocking on the door, and then said, "Cheng, it's not that I want to hit your mind, but why do you want to treat me?" Such an experimental subject is so caring, won't it be more painful when facing the parting scene in the future?"

"...But at least this proves that I still have humanity in my heart. I don't want to accept the fact that I forced to sacrifice others indifferently. It will only make me feel that I am crazy."

"As for parting... Maybe one day I will really be able to muster up the courage to do something."

Looking at Cheng Xing with a relieved expression on his face, Jerak knew that this guy was going to muster up the courage to do something... After all, he had tried before, but failed.

Thinking of this, Jerak came to his desk with a nostalgic look, took out some textbooks from a closed drawer and put them on the desk.

"This…………"

Cheng Xing looked at Jerak in disbelief.

The latter shook his head and stopped Cheng Xing's words, but with lowered eyes, he sat back as if he had aged many years, filled himself with a glass of strong wine, and tasted it quietly.

Looking at his back, Cheng Xing felt mixed emotions in his heart. He picked up the textbooks on the table, bowed slightly, and left.

Gerak swirled the wine in his glass, and in a trance, he seemed to have heard a sentence said by a little girl in the past.

"Stop drinking, it's bad for your health."

He smiled, poured the unfinished wine in the glass back into the bottle and sealed it, then picked up the sleeping pills on the side and stuffed it into his mouth, and lay down on the bed.

In his sleep, the corners of his eyes were smiling, maybe he saw some good things in the past.

Or maybe just plain drunk.

Chapter 47: The world is not a good place at all

As soon as Cheng Xing returned to his room, he immediately pushed away the miscellaneous things on the table, then put those textbooks on the table, and began to read them one by one.

He is obviously a scientific researcher who can already participate in top-secret experiments, but at this moment, he is previewing the textbook in his hand like a student who is not many days away from the exam, and even took out a pen to write something on it.

As a result, he hadn't turned much before he saw the densely packed text on the book.

There are also traces of children's drawings.

For a moment, Cheng Xing felt that his heart was being squeezed hard, and there was an urge to say something, which was brewing on his lips, but he couldn't say anything.

All the words he wanted to say turned into a helpless sigh and dissipated into the air. He put down the textbook in his hand and looked outside. Even in the dark night, there was still a world of snow-white scenery.

"Everyone here has experienced what you have experienced, and even some people have killed their best child on the operating table with their own hands."

Tan Si pushed open the door and walked in, looked at Cheng Xing who was standing by the window in a daze, and said, "The supervisor asked me to show you something."

"what?"

Tan Si took out a cigarette and lit it. After taking a puff, he exhaled the smoke slowly from his mouth and said: "Some things we have tried to change."

Cheng Xing was brought into a conference hall by Tan Si. At this time, only the supervisor was sitting at the side, and there were some things in front of him.

A pack of tissues, a bottle of strong vodka, and two glasses.

"sit down."

The supervisor patted the seat next to him, and Cheng Xing sat on it without much hesitation, and then Tan Si, who brought him in, left directly and closed the door behind him.

"Are you happy with that girl recently? I heard that you have been reading stories to her recently, and the relationship between the two of you is getting better and better."

"Ah."

Cheng Xing seemed to have no desire to communicate. In his eyes, the guy next to him was a blood-stained executioner. How many fresh and young lives died in his hands, how many disgusting and rotten plans appeared in his hand.

This is a guy who has no sympathy and has been completely numb.

The supervisor immediately saw Cheng Xing's undisguised repulsion, and he didn't say much, but turned on the projector to play something.

The screen began to play some past stories, and Cheng Xing could tell at a glance that the group of people in the screen were the seniors he had seen in the laboratory, as well as the very young-looking supervisor.

At that time, the supervisor didn't seem to be in the current position, and he didn't wear the supervisor's ID card.

"We have had enough, using innocent people and so many innocent children to carry out inhumane experiments one after another! So we decided to strike! We joined this organization for the future of mankind! To protect our Civilization, we joined in order to protect these children, and now we are sacrificing these children to save our future!"

"What we have done is likely to arouse the wrath of the upper echelon and kill those of us who do not obey orders, so we have recorded everything we do now. When we die, he will definitely be uploaded to the Internet Expose the truly dark and disgusting truth about this organization!"

The young executive shouted to those behind him.

"My friends, in the past few months with you, I am heartbroken. I have seen insensitivity in some people's eyes. I have seen withdrawal in some people's eyes. I have seen hesitation in some people's eyes. What are you doing? What are you thinking?! When we first joined this organization, didn’t we come here because of that ideal, that longing for the future? What are we doing now? We are sending a group of innocent children into the experimental table with our own hands. tortured to death!"

"Why are you so numb? Why are you so hesitant, don't you even have the will to stand up and resist? So I stood up. If you just lack a leader, then I will stand up! You can put all the behind All the responsibilities have been shifted to me, and all the consequences have to be borne by me, but at this moment, I just want to stand up, and I have to tell the people above me what I want."

"I don't want to, don't want to see another girl, a girl who should have spent her beautiful childhood with her parents and friends amid laughter and laughter at this age, crying with desperate eyes, crying for help! "

This speech ignited everyone's emotions. Maybe it wasn't the reason for the speech. Many experimenters just lacked such a brave person to stand up.