The experience of collapse, the beginning of thousands of people

"Don't worry, it's impossible for a young man like you to do anything out of line anyway."

"...Although what you said makes sense, why do I feel that I have been discriminated against in some way?"

"Okay, okay, stop preaching, I'm really sleepy, take me to your house quickly, I want to sleep."

Cheng Xing just took Mebius towards his home, but before the two of them walked for a long time, the latter claimed that he had various backaches and leg pains and could not walk at all.

Cheng Xing watched Mebius say he wanted to rest for the tenth time, finally sighed helplessly, then squatted down, and said, "If you really don't mind, I'll carry you on my back."

"Hey, just wait for you to say."

Mebius climbed up directly, and was carried by Cheng Xing's thighs. She put her arms around Cheng Xing's neck, and then leaned her head directly on her shoulders.

"How is it? Sister, does my body make a little boy like you feel impulsive?"

The silky words, coupled with the breath close to his ears, and the softness and touch of his hands that were close to his back, Cheng Xing...he didn't feel it at all.

He saw a bunch of researchers standing on both sides of the road with white coats covered in various blood and stains looking at him with a smile, and felt a burst of scalp tingling, especially one of them was a burly and strong man, He even grinned at himself with an open head.

In such a scene like a horror movie, how could I have the time to think about the charm of the woman behind it?

"Hey, you can't really have no reaction at all, can you really not do it?"

For some reason, Mebius suddenly deeply doubted her femininity at this moment. She didn't see any strange behavior of the boy under her at all, but her face was still a little pale!

"...doctor... Is there a possibility that you are too heavy? I don't have the heart to feel that at all?"

"Cheng Xing! Believe it or not, I am now! Immediately! Choke you to death!"

No beauty-loving woman will endure being called fat by others.

Along the way, the two of them traveled a long distance in this way of bickering. I don't know why it's such a long journey. Anyone would feel tired, but Cheng Xing didn't feel tired at all.

And along the way, his deliberate bickering was actually just to alleviate a certain sense of fear in his heart.

A fear that one does not want to admit.

Chapter 66: Companions

When he got home, those phantoms had disappeared at some point. Cheng Xing looked at the bright street illuminated by street lights at night, and felt an inexplicable feeling that made him want to take something out of his trouser pocket. But he touched his pocket and only had his mobile phone in it.

"With the severity of the Houkai incident, my mental state has become more and more serious... Am I myself or just a part of a creature?"

Cheng Xing didn't think about too old philosophical issues, and Mebius' voice came from his ears.

"Cheng Xing! Bring me a pajamas! I want to take a shower!"

Cheng Xing suddenly recovered from those complicated problems, then sighed helplessly, and while taking out a large-sized wardrobe from his room, he complained: "Doctor, I don't think a normal woman comes to a strange place." When the opposite sex is at home, they will clamor to take a shower as soon as possible. What you should do is to check the structure of the home and the escape route as soon as possible, and make sure that there are no suitable weapons after the incident and whether there are any in the assigned room. What hidden cameras and drugs, and..."

"Okay, okay, shut up. As an adult, I must be better than you in judging people. I know what kind of person you are, so you don't need to be so defensive. Hurry up!"

Mebius' voice sounded full of impatience, and from the direction, she seemed to have entered the bathroom.

Cheng Xing took out a brand new pajamas from the closet, put it at the door of the bathroom, and left directly. After walking for a certain distance, he said: "I have already put the clothes at the door, and I have already left for people." It’s far away, if you believe me, just open the door and take it.”

After speaking, Cheng Xing went to the kitchen to prepare food. By the way, his home is a single-family villa with separate toilets and bathrooms on the second and first floors.

On the first floor there is a large living room and kitchen, as well as one or two guest rooms and a utility room.

Cheng Xing felt that no one had eaten much at the previous banquet, so he decided to eat more. Of course, it doesn't need to be complicated for supper.

For dried noodles that have been stored in the refrigerator before, two bowls of noodles are enough.

"Let me see what vegetables are left. Eggs, green vegetables, bamboo shoots, and some meat fillings that were used to make dumplings before... If these materials are used, it should be fine to make a pot of soup noodles. The leftover meat fillings are just right. Used as a base for soup."

Cheng Xing began to get busy in the kitchen. As a child who lost his parents since childhood, without the care of relatives, he kept wandering around the world alone, and he also learned a lot of cooking skills.

He has been traveling around the world since he was a child. In addition to going to various places to seek knowledge from learned scholars, he also knows about local cuisine.

I don't know if it's the resentment from his previous life, but he really cares about traveling around the world.

During this time of sighing and lamenting the memories of the past, Cheng Xing made two bowls of noodles and served them to the dining table.

Not long after Cheng Xing finished making the noodles, Dr. Mebius came out of the bathroom wearing pajamas that were a bit too big for her, wiping his soaked hair.

Cheng Xing looked at the clock hanging beside him, um, did it only take 40 minutes?It seems that Dr. is not one of those people who need to wash for hours.

"Cheng Xing, help me dry my hair."

Mebius sat directly at the dining table, picked up the chopsticks to eat noodles, and then put his wet hair in front of Cheng Xing.

Cheng Xing raised his eyebrows, and asked in a puzzled tone: "Doctor, according to common sense, it is a very intimate phenomenon for a girl to ask a boy to dry her hair, right? Is it appropriate between us?"

"Hey, just do what you want. There's so much nonsense. I'm hungry and want to eat noodles. I'll leave the troublesome things like drying my hair to you. This is an order from my boss."

"... ... just talking about it."

Cheng Xing took out the hair dryer that he seemed to have never used a few times since he bought it, and then began to comb Mebius's hair.

Mebius's hair is green, and it looks shiny and bright. It doesn't look like it was deliberately dyed, but there are many people with colorful hair in this world.

As for drying girls' hair, do you care about the smell and feel of the hair, then you probably think too much. After washing, you can only smell the smell of shampoo, and when drying hair Your hands will get wet and it's basically a mess.

Cheng Xing didn't have any extra thoughts at all, he just wanted to dry his hair quickly, and he was hungry and wanted to eat noodles.

But even if he thought so in his heart, the movements of his hands were very gentle, as if facing those test tubes containing dangerous reagents in the laboratory.

Although Mebius was eating noodles seriously on the surface, most of his attention was actually on the movements of the person behind him.

"This little guy is quite serious, and his workmanship is not bad. It didn't make me feel too hot. It's quite comfortable. Although this guy has been a stubborn image since I met him, at least he's not like those real stubborn ones. Everything has the same old attitude.”

"His cognition of the world follows his own set of rules, and he has a certain understanding of all theories. As long as it is logical and has a set of evidence that can be demonstrated, he will not reject it... This is simply A consummate experimental talent."

Mebius has deeply understood one thing since she was a child. Human beings are extremely fragile. She yearns for infinity, the legendary ability of immortality, and the ability of infinite evolution... just like a snake shedding its skin, Newborn, that is the creature that best fits her philosophy.

But this road is full of loneliness, because my overly radical ideas are always denied and rejected by all sides. Even in the most complicated organization, Chasing Moths, no one will agree with me.

I am alone, even Klein, she is just a witness, not a companion.

But now this little guy who fell from the sky, will he become his companion on the road?

Mebius doesn't want to guess, because the truth will always emerge slowly with time.

As for now...

"Doctor, you have been cooking a bowl of soup for 2 minutes, what are you doing?"

"Ahem! I'm full, I'm going to bed."

"No, don't run! Exercising immediately after eating, and indoors are very unreasonable behaviors! And going to bed immediately after eating is also a kind of damage to the body, hey! Don't run so fast, be careful of falling fall!"

"I don't listen, I don't listen!"

Chapter 67: We are all losers

After Mebius left the living room, Cheng Xing heaved a sigh of relief, and then turned his gaze to the other side of the dining table, where Mebius' diagonal seat was located.

At this time, a middle-aged man who looked extremely decadent was sitting there smoking a cigarette. Cheng Xing could even smell the familiar smell of tobacco, which was different from all the tobacco he had smelled before. There seemed to be some kind of addictive substance in the tobacco, which made me frown, but why did I have an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

"Who are you?"

"Haven't you already answered this question from the beginning? We are you, but you will definitely not be us."

After saying this, the decadent middle-aged man who used to smoke suddenly turned into a young man who seemed to be full of literary temperament, giving people a sunny and positive feeling.

"We are a part of your personality. We are just a bunch of scum who should have been tortured in hell. It's a pity that there is neither heaven nor hell in this world. We, a group of destructive and evil people, are also like that Become an unconscious spirit body like an innocent person, floating in this world, and may dissipate at any time."

Then this person turned into a middle-aged woman wearing glasses with a certain social animal atmosphere.

"Yeah, originally I thought I was just taking a bath in the magma, and by the way felt what it meant to be cut into pieces, but it turned out to be just a meaningless punishment like floating in the world unconsciously."

Then the man turned into a strong man again.

"Fortunately, at the moment when we are all about to dissipate, when we are about to lose full consciousness, we hear your call."

"There is no need to make any approval for our actions, no need to feel any sympathy for our encounters, no forgiveness for our sins, no need to be with us ... to become numb puppets who have given up on themselves."

Cheng Xing didn't know how many people he saw. He just felt that his kitchen and the hall outside were full of people in white coats stained with blood.

Obviously everyone was talking in a low voice, but the layers of whispers seemed to penetrate into Cheng Xing's brain, reaching the deepest part of consciousness like some kind of will.

"We thought we were on the road to saving the world, but in fact we were only advancing towards the abyss. We were tightly entwined by the silk thread called righteousness, and we became numb puppets, marching towards irreversible destruction, and the silk thread The other end of the spectrum is ourselves.”

"We are all losers, but you are not. Do what you think is right. If it is you, you can definitely change this imperfect world."

Cheng Xing felt a strong emotion erupting from his heart, he wanted to yell at those guys, he wanted to laugh at those guys, but he couldn't open his mouth anyway.

When he struggled out of that strange emotion, those phantoms had already disappeared, and their appearance was without warning and logic. After the birth of that so-called strange individual, the appearance of these phantoms became more and more Are you coming more often?

"...Who are you? Who am I?"

Cheng Xing felt a strong sense of illusion surrounding him, as if everything he had experienced before was arranged by something behind him. In fact, it was not his current identity at all, his body and even his emotions were all Generally made up.

He covered his head and stood up tremblingly, but his chaotic brain couldn't control his body perfectly. Before he could take a step, his body staggered and knocked open the chair under him. fell to the ground.

"Cheng Xing!"

In the blur of consciousness, Cheng Xing seemed to see a green-haired figure anxiously calling himself, as if he was still pushing and shoving himself, but the strong sense of illusion and blur made him unable to make any reactions up.

In the darkness, Cheng Xing seemed to see something. He kept walking forward and saw a black crow standing on a branch, watching him silently.

Then he saw himself reflected in the crow's scarlet pupils.

It seemed that he was older than himself, several years old.

Just like my future self.

Cheng Xing opened his eyes and looked at the familiar ceiling above his head, and then looked at the lying figure beside him holding his arm.

I seem to have slept in the same bed with someone all night... Well, according to common sense, should I jump up in surprise or shyness at this time?

Cheng Xing tried to pull out his hand, but found that his arm seemed to be tightly attached to something, and he felt a subtle touch when he moved it.

So now logically speaking, he should close his eyes again in silence, and then pretend that nothing happened, and wait for the woman to wake up first.

But Cheng Xing didn't do that, he directly used his other hand to shake the woman lying beside him.

"Doctor, it's already 9:00 in the morning. It's time to get up. If we don't go back, Klein and the others will be worried."

After pushing and shoving for a few times, Mebius opened his eyes in a daze, then looked at Cheng Xing beside him and then at the clock, stretched lazily and continued, "I really did sleep last night. Is it too late? If it weren't for someone's sudden coma, which made me busy, I wouldn't have slept so late."

"……Feel sorry."

"It's okay, but I'm very curious. I've also checked your body, and there are no symptoms of disease, but it gives me a feeling that you seem to be disappearing. What's going on? Can you tell me say?"