The experience of collapse, the beginning of thousands of people

"I'm so stupid, I'm such a big slut, didn't I say that I didn't believe in love before? Why are you looking forward to it now? You are not the protagonist in a novel, how could you possibly be able to break up Qiyana? How can you When did you become so overconfident? How did you become so overconfident like a dead house?"

"Wake up, you're just a scarecrow who turned from an otaku to a monster... a scarecrow who was only used to drive away birds and then was randomly abandoned."

"No one will love a scarecrow, no one will love a scarecrow with a hideous face, no one will love a monster covered in blood."

"...Cheng Xing, this is Honkai."

"This is not your...home."

Chapter 12: Leaving, Joining

No one could find out what was wrong with Cheng Xing when he was having dinner at night. He kept a smile on his face, and buried his loneliness and sadness deeply in his heart so that no one would find out, even Qia, who had an amazing intuition. At this moment, Na also couldn't see his disguise because of the presence of Mei beside her.

Now his face seems to be painted very thick makeup, people can't see his face clearly, also can't see his heart clearly.

"The clown trait is triggered, and no one can easily see through your heart from now on."

"Host, didn't you say before that you would never believe in love? Did you never look forward to love? Why are you suddenly tempted now? You are a veritable clown."

Cheng Xing kept a smile on his face, but he didn't make any answer. He just quietly watched the interaction between Qiyana and Leiden Mei, seeing how intimate the two were, he knew that there shouldn't be anyone in it. Step in yourself.

I shouldn't interfere with their affairs. The two protagonists must be able to open up a path of their own like in the plots I saw in the past. Even if the road is full of thorns, they will definitely be able to go out. .

And it's better not to show up a role like myself that I posted inexplicably, that's too humble, if I know that I don't have a place for myself and force myself to stay here, what's the difference from licking a dog?

Kiyana, I'm grateful that you consider me a friend, but what about your almost charity-like affection?You felt sorry for me, you felt that I was asking for help, so you extended a helping hand to me, which made me fall in love with you.

No, it's not your problem, you just did what a person like you would do, the only one with the problem is me... I'm too inexplicable, I'm too arrogant, I'm too vexatious.

I'm so disgusting.

Being a monster and having friends is already a very happy thing, but I still expect you to like me, and we are starting a relationship experience that I have never experienced before.

What the hell?How did I become so clueless!Please recognize yourself a little bit, okay you, why do you let people like you?You have nothing, you are not very handsome, you are still a psychopath.

All right, all right, there's nothing more to say.Kiyana, thank you, I will repay this kindness in the future.

The smile on Cheng Xing's face became brighter and brighter.

He even solemnly apologized to Bronya at dinner, and said that if the latter is willing, he can vent to himself as much as he wants, and he will never fight back.

Bronya didn't refuse the offer, she just punched the face full of malicious smirks.

As night fell, the other three should have fallen asleep, right?

Cheng Xing was sitting on the edge of the balcony, with his feet dangling outside, as if he was not worried that he might fall, but yes, he would not die so easily in his current situation.

In this quiet moment of the night, I can also take advantage of this time to leave silently.

Just when Cheng Xing was about to turn into a crow and leave here, a voice sounded from behind him.

"Are you leaving?"

Cheng Xing turned around and saw that Bronya, who had beaten him up before, appeared behind him.

"Ah."

Cheng Xing didn't respond too much, but just responded softly.

"...Although you are really annoying, the words you said before also made me very annoying. But I also have to thank you for allowing me to hear Xier's voice again. I really haven't heard it for a long time gone."

"Don't thank me, I almost killed your mother just a few hours ago. You should hate me, you should hate me, you should blame me, these are all normal things, who can easily accept What about a psychopath, hahaha! You think so?"

The somewhat exaggerated smile appeared on Cheng Xing's face again, looking like a real clown.

Bronya once again saw a smirk on the man's face.

"...Mother Cocolia, you deserve it. And you don't have to provoke my anger and dislike deliberately. If you do this, no one will like you."

"Well, but I don't need other people's likes either."

"Your mental condition is very serious, and you are very world-weary now."

"Why do you care about me being such a monster? Hurry up and go back to sleep, and when I leave, treat the previous thing as a horrible nightmare, just like a disgusting monster suddenly broke into your life, and then left suddenly Bar."

After Cheng Xing finished speaking, his body began to turn into smoke, turning into a crow. Finally, he spread his wings and flew into the dark night sky, never to be seen again.

Bronya looked at the disappearing figure, covered his chest with his hands, and felt an inexplicable pain.

"Why? Why is my heart hurting so much? Why does that distant crow feel so familiar?"

At this moment, Bronya actually had a feeling that something was lost, and that feeling was extremely familiar, very much like the feeling of losing Xier that day.

(Explicitly indicates that the next simulation is related to Bronya.)

Cheng Xing kept flying, and he didn't know where he was going. This huge world actually gave him the illusion that there was no shelter for him. He was just flying aimlessly. Wherever there was a particularly strong fear, he would Where to fly, and then just quietly watched the incident, not changing or interfering, just simply sucking fear, and then continued to fly to a certain place.

Then he met a strange human being holding an umbrella, his body was made up like a machine, and he didn't have much fear in his heart.

This guy looks like a patchwork of machines and creatures.

"Hello, Mr. Cheng Xing, are you interested in joining our World Snake?"

"...Well, anyway, I don't know where to go and what to do, so I will join you."

"Then do you choose your own code name?"

"Call me, Raven."

After wandering aimlessly for a week, Cheng Xing became one of the cadres of World Snake at the invitation of Gray Snake.

Chapter 13: Bronya

Cheng Xing was also very curious at the beginning, why he was directly promoted to a cadre, and he did not even need to do some reviews and tasks, and he went directly to such a high position, so he asked Gray Snake why.

As a result, Gray Snake said mysteriously that it was the Lord's order, so he kept silent, which made Cheng Xing even more confused. Isn't Kevin still soaking in the sea of ​​quantum?Why would you get involved with yourself?

"There's no way what's going to happen in the next simulation, something that impressed Kevin so much. Just intense love and hate, shit! What did I do?"

Although Cheng Xing didn't understand, he stayed because he really had nowhere else to go, but because of the code name, he had a close relationship with a certain small island.

"Miss Raven, good evening, can I have a glass of juice?"

Cheng Xing came to Raven's bar again, then sat at the counter and ordered a glass of juice.

Raven is now wearing the uniform of a bartender. She looked helplessly at Cheng Xing who was ordering some juice again and said, "So this is a bar. Don't just order juice every time you come here, okay?"

Although he said so, Raven poured a glass of fruit juice and handed it to Cheng Xing because of his colleague's affection and the money's persuasion.

Cheng Xing took the juice, with a very careless expression on his face, he said: "Oh, if you drink too much alcohol, you will easily get dizzy and make some irrational actions, and your head will hurt when you are drunk. It's hard. What's more, I don't drink very well, I guess I won't even finish a bottle of baijiu."

Cheng Xing's drinking capacity is indeed very poor, not to mention white wine, just two bottles of beer, his face turns red and his hair gets hot, so when he used to drink with his roommates and colleagues, he would specifically explain his drinking capacity It's very bad, and I stopped drinking after a few moments. Everyone knows this person's drinking capacity, so they never force him.

Of course, he would never be able to get drunk now.

Raven was free to wipe the glass in his hand, and then looked at this member who had somehow become a cadre. It is said that the Lord directly ordered Gray Snake to recruit this person into the World Snake, and directly rose to the position of cadre.

It is estimated that it will not be long before he will go to that place.

When Raven thought of that place, she thought of that fairy-like girl who gave her such a headache.

But this newcomer shouldn't have to worry about being molested, after all, he doesn't look very good.

Cheng Xing lay down directly on the table, and said to Raven, "I'll take a nap here, and when you close the door, wake me up and let me go, thank you."

"Hey! If you want to sleep, go home and sleep!"

"Home? I don't have a home."

"Are you kidding me? Didn't Gray Snake arrange a place for you? Why don't you have a home?"

"It's just a house, not my home."

After Raven heard this sentence, she didn't say anything, but she couldn't help sighing when she saw the man laying on the bar without warning and fell asleep, thinking that this man was really big-hearted enough to dare Sleeping so soundly in front of a mercenary.

Then Raven took out a blanket from behind the bar and covered him.

"For the sake of seniors, let me take care of you a little bit, poor little devil."

Cheng Xing traveled here directly, and he is only in his early 20s now.

As for Cheng Xing, he activated a life simulator that he hadn't used for a while. After all, the aftereffects of Fiddlesticks' simulation before were too serious. It wasn't until recently that he completely transformed his personality. Mixed with Fiddlesticks' experience, his personality has completely stabilized, and he is not as easy to lose control as before.

"The life simulator is starting, and the personality traits of the host are being extracted... Obtaining the entry, male human, abnormal personality. Matching the simulated object... The match is successful."

"Your match is an ordinary killer, except that he is a little psychopathic. The third simulation begins."

When Cheng Xing woke up from the coma, he found that he seemed to be in a tent. The wind outside was very strong, and the temperature seemed to be very low, as if he was somewhere in an ice and snow field.

Cheng Xing tidied up his clothes, which seemed to be warm clothes specially prepared for activities in the ice and snow. He opened the zipper of the tent and looked around, and found that the weather outside was in a snowstorm.

"A killer in a world of ice and snow, am I going to kill someone, or am I playing Extreme Challenge?"

Cheng Xing casually complained, and then based on the knowledge in his mind, he folded up the tent and all the materials inside, put it on his back and started to move forward.

In fact, even without this warm equipment, he completely ignored the low temperature and strong wind brought by the surrounding snowstorm. After all, he was a real demon now.

But not long after, he felt that there was a life in the ice and snow that was about to die with the wind.

Cheng Xing was surprised. He didn't expect that there was a survivor in the snowstorm.

Then he no longer moved forward at an ordinary speed like before, but burst out at the peak speed of life of a college entrance examination student during a physical examination and ran towards that place of life.

It didn't take long before he saw a girl with light gray hair, curled up on the snow and shivering, looking as if she was about to die due to a large loss of body temperature.

"Bronya!"

Cheng Xing was probably surprised, did he arrive at a certain point in the past?I'm not sure, maybe it's just a fictional past or a bubble in the world, but it's impossible to let the girl I know die here.

Cheng Xing quickly took off the warm clothes on his body to wrap the shivering girl, and then immediately set up the tent he put on earlier.

Bronya reluctantly opened his eyes. Looking at the busy figure, he felt an inexplicable sense of peace in his heart, which was a feeling he hadn't felt for a long time.

Cheng Xing stuffed the girl's body into a warm sleeping bag, felt her body temperature gradually return to normal, and he was relieved, then took out a small stove that he carried with him from his backpack and started to boil water.

"So, a killer with a mental problem, why did he bring these things to this icy world? What did he do?! And he is so well prepared?"

Although Cheng Xing tried his best to recall some memories of this identity, but he didn't know if the system was targeting him or something else. In short, he just couldn't recall.

But that doesn't matter anymore, anyway, what happened in the past has nothing to do with me... probably.

Chapter 14: Lullaby