The experience of collapse, the beginning of thousands of people

Chapter 178: Trading

"Actually, I don't want to fight with you. I want you to be brought to this space of consciousness. I just want to have a good talk. You don't have to be so eager to kill me."

Cheng Xing disappeared above the barren planet in an instant, and then something huge fell from the sky, hitting the surface of the barren planet with countless cracks.

"You must die."

Janna didn't have any room for negotiation at all, she just wanted to kill the enemy in front of her.

"I really don't want to fight with you, it doesn't make any sense, not to mention you love Qiyana, don't you? If you love her, if something happens to me, then she will be very sad, and you don't want to face her The shadow of hatred and pain overshadowed her who was smiling all the time."

Hearing this, Janna's movements did pause for a moment, and she stopped chasing that figure who didn't know where she was going. Since that figure disappeared, she couldn't perceive its existence at all, but that guy's annoying voice kept going. echoes in this space.

"But it's better than being watched by the gods, and finally dying in pain."

Janna seemed to have made up her mind that the Honkai could rise sharply, as if she was going to unleash some huge attack, covering the entire space of consciousness.

"Why don't you want to talk to me and want to fight me so eagerly?"

"I don't want to communicate with a low-level creature with no power. Although your way of existence is very strange, I can't feel any powerful aura. You are just a variable in reincarnation. I just need to kick you to get rid of everything , will be back on track.”

"...Do you think I'm not qualified to talk to you?"

"Not just you, including all weak ants, including those humans, are not qualified to communicate with me on an equal footing."

"Oh, is that so? It seems that you have the kind of pure animal thinking, after all, you are also a beast."

Cheng Xing's voice became abnormally blurred and hoarse for some reason. At this moment, Jana suddenly felt an inexplicable emotion growing in her heart, and the surrounding space, which was originally peaceful, felt a strange dead silence for some reason. .

No, although it is a space of consciousness, it also restores the cosmic environment in which I have lived for a long time, shouldn't it be dead and silent?

So why do you think so?

Janna shook her body, trying to get rid of the strange thoughts, but at this moment she noticed a star in the distance, which emitted a faint red light, and then it was as quiet as an eye pupil. Quietly watching himself.

She felt uncomfortable, condensing a huge Honkai to shatter the hypocritical star in front of her. This is just a space of consciousness and not the real universe. Of course she can attack that illusory existence.

And when that star dissipated, suddenly the stars that were emitting light were dyed scarlet one by one at this moment, and then the starlight all over the sky turned into scarlet pupils, calmly watching the originally huge Behemoth.

Like countless hunting monsters, it is surrounded by the giant beast at this moment, licking the body of the giant beast with its greedy and bloody eyes, trying to tear the fleshy body with its sharp teeth, sucking That powerful blood, swallowing that delicious flesh and blood.

The never-before-seen gaze as if being watched by a natural enemy made Janna very uncomfortable. The huge Houkai energy turned into countless rays to destroy the phantom pupils that suddenly appeared in this consciousness space.

And when all the stars were destroyed, the entire universe in the consciousness space fell into darkness, a darkness so dense that it was impossible to see clearly.

"what happened?"

Janna was a little confused. This place should be her own consciousness space, a place she can control and observe. Why can't she feel the surroundings at this moment, as if she is wrapped in a thick black mist.

Janna suddenly saw the surroundings light up again, and the countless stars reappeared in the background, bringing light to this dim space.

But that guy still hasn't reappeared.

Janna began to swing her huge body to wander in this space of consciousness, but before she could really search for it, she seemed to hit an invisible wall.

Janna used various attacks to destroy the wall in front of her, but all of them were of no avail.

Janna suddenly felt something, and confusedly focused all her eyes on the top, only to see... a pair of eyes.

A pair of black eyes stared at him calmly.

As the line of sight keeps pulling away, a withered scarecrow stands on the wheat field, holding a transparent cube in its hand, inside which is a small fish swimming slowly, constantly hitting the surrounding glass-like walls, All kinds of rays of light are continuously emitted from the whole body to attack the surroundings.

In the outside world, if he fought against the huge Herrscher of the Sea with real guns and real swords, it would be impossible for Cheng Xing to win without using his hole cards. After all, that huge body is the best weapon. Once the battle starts, it will be earth-shaking. the power of.

But if it is in the consciousness space, then this is his home field.

"I'll ask you again, is there really nothing to talk about?"

"...What the hell are you?"

For the first time, Janna felt that she was weak. Obviously she had so much power at her disposal, and obviously her body was so huge that she could easily crush the body of that guy from the outside world, but why?Why is it that in this conscious world, I don't even have room to resist?

"I know that you are so impatient because you are worried about Qiyana. In fact, I only want to communicate with you to protect her."

"...I recognize your strength, tell me your name."

"Hey, I have to make it up like this. My name is Cheng Xing, and I am Qiyana's boyfriend in this reincarnation."

"……I see."

"So we both love her, why can't we be friends?"

Cheng Xing suddenly played a joke, but no one understood what he was talking about.

"Are you here to show off to me?"

"I just hope you can help me in the last moment, I need your strength."

"Why should I help you?"

"Just because I can make the reincarnation of this world end this time, just because I can stop Qiyana from being tortured by the gods, just because I can make the puppets dancing on the stage break free from the silk thread."

"...I don't know what you're trying to do, but I think you're crazy. You're trying to fight something you can't understand. Give it up. It's impossible."

"Sometimes impossible things have to be done. If you choose to give up knowing that it is impossible, then you really have nothing. What's more, even if I lose, it's just me dying. Reincarnation starts again, you And be with her forever."

"And even if I succeed, she will trouble you a lot in the future."

"...Okay, I'll help you."

After thinking for a while, Janna made a decision. Anyway, it was all for her own benefit, so why not see what this crazy guy can do?

Anyway, it won't do any harm.

Chapter 179: Self-report

Janna has left the space of consciousness, and now on the dim wheat field, there is only a solitary scarecrow standing there, it.Standing on the wheat field, like a watchman, watching the light reflected by the golden ears of wheat under the setting sun.

With the breeze blowing, those golden ears of wheat form golden waves, how warm and beautiful this picture is.

"You are afraid."

A person's voice rang in his ears, it was a friend he was most familiar with.

Jerak appeared beside him with a cigarette in his mouth, and then looked at the scarecrow and said to himself: "Are you afraid that you are hesitating, so you have constructed such a false me, and let me be such an illusory existence to comfort you? ? You must know that the real us have long since died, and the simulated personality is just you talking to yourself after all.”

"I know, I just want to get a little more motivation from you to persevere... I really thought about relying on the power of the system, bringing friends and lovers in this world, and leaving this world directly. This is not The world I am familiar with, even without my participation, this world will just continue to search for the only light in the constant cycle of reincarnation. Even if I do nothing, it will usher in change and redemption, isn’t it? ?"

"Even the savior of this world can change everything as long as he appears in the next few reincarnations, so why should I go to such lengths and even risk my life and future to change everything?" .”

Cheng Xing covered up his scarecrow appearance again, and turned back into the appearance of the researcher with short hair who looked extremely scruffy and wearing a white coat.

"Jerak... I didn't want to save this world at all. No matter how terrible the broken world is and how much it is destroyed, it has nothing to do with me. The life and death of those strangers has nothing to do with me."

Cheng Xing yelled as if venting, the heavy pressure of the past few days has made him breathless, inner changes have also been put on the agenda, and there is really no turning back for him.

He had to vent a little pressure, otherwise those heavy hearts would pile up and make his hands tremble in the end.

And this is like a precise operation, any mistake will cause irreversible consequences.

The simulated Jerac calmly looked at Cheng Xing who roared out in front of him, took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed it over, "So, it's obviously not this world, not even you from this universe. , why are you so determined to save the people of this world and defeat Honkai?"

Cheng Xing took the cigarette and put it in his mouth. He took out a lighter from some corner of his clothes and lit it. Feeling the familiar smell passing through his lungs, the stimulating feeling reminded him of The laboratory in the ice and snow at the beginning.

"Actually, at first, it didn't matter what the world was like to me...until I met you bastards."

"You young people who are full of enthusiasm for resistance to Honkai, and people who have dreams for the future, are locked in that cold operating room. Repeating scenes, although full of meaning, is bloody and cruel. , A despicable experiment that makes people want to vomit. What makes you persist so much, I once thought so..."

"You see, each experimenter can be equipped with a gun, and you can also see that each experimenter can get a variety of drugs from the pharmacy. Suicide is really simple and painless , and there are many ways to die.”

At this point, Jerak threw a pack of sleeping pills in his pocket to the ground, and continued: "As you said, we demons who have gone to hell have to call us evil scum. Why do we survive? Isn't it because The Bishop of Destiny told us, are we all doing this so that mankind can defeat Houkai?"

"So at that time, I felt so unreasonable... I also saw other things later. I still remember that the city was wrong. Should it be said that it was the souls of people from several cities? I saw their past. "

"Now I even clearly remember the daily life of each of them, clearly remember everything they experienced from childhood to adulthood, clearly remember what each of them said, and each person's name. And these are our What was not passed on, these are the secrets I keep."

"At that time, I was thinking, did they really, really deserve to die like this?"

If Jerak didn't go back to Cheng Xing, the two guys just stood silently on the wheat field and smoked for a while, then Cheng Xing threw the burnt cigarette in his mouth to the ground, and then showed a free and easy expression on his face. said with a smile.

"Sorry, I said something inexplicable."

"Well, it doesn't matter, anyway, the current situation is just you talking to yourself. Then answer the first question, why do you want to save the world?"

Cheng Xing stood on the ground looking at the sunset in the sky, and answered after a long silence.

"Perhaps, what I want to protect is just ordinary life, the peaceful and ordinary daily life that belongs to most human beings."

"Maybe after I can go home, I can raise my head and chest in front of my parents and say it proudly."

"Mom and Dad, your son didn't lose face outside and didn't become the kind of trash who relies on power to do his best, but became a hero! Hahaha! Why do you say that you are more and more middle school? Well, let's keep the mental accumulation I have vented all my negative emotions, and now I should go back to the real world, otherwise, everyone outside will have to worry."

A calm and gentle smile appeared on Cheng Xing's face again, and then he turned around, and the research uniform that was covered with a lot of mud fell on the ground.

Now he is wearing an ordinary casual clothes.

Jerak still had the cigarette that never seemed to burn out, looked at the white coat that fell on the ground, bent down to pick it up, and then put it on his shoulder , I don't care about the dirt on it at all, whether it will make my clothes dirty.

Or maybe, the clothes on his body were dirty in the first place.

subsequently.As the sun set, the figure above the wheat field disappeared without knowing when.

Cheng Xing opened his eyes, and found that he was already lying on the bed, and beside him was a person hugging him tightly, as if he was afraid that he would disappear.

Cheng Xing turned his head and looked at his girlfriend with disheveled hair and a peaceful sleeping face, his complexion became softer and softer.

"Qiana, I love you too."

Cheng Xing lowered his voice and said quietly.

Chapter 1: Narrative

Qiyana opened her eyes, and found herself in someone's arms. She moved her head slightly, looked at the eyes that had been staring at her and asked, "How long have you been awake?"

"I don't know, just looking at you like this, I don't know how long time has passed."

"Am I that pretty?"

"I can't get enough of you."

"You'll be talkative, so can you tell me, what happened? Who is that guy? Why did you go to see her? Why did the two of you faint for no reason? Why did that woman disappear for no reason at the end? ?”

Kiyana looked a little gloomy after speaking.