There is absolutely nothing wrong with my magic cards!

But now, if I return to the present world in this state, I'm afraid I will become a guardian spirit!

Of course, in terms of the chaotic time and space here, it is also possible to be teleported to some strange world and become a ghost to participate in weird games...

Dekan finally looked at the goddess of reincarnation and destiny not far away again, only she can help him.

However, she has rarely answered Durkan's questions since her appearance.

Obviously, she couldn't feel the slightest indifference from her.

But Durkan also knew that maybe that was the difference between gods and humans.

Just as demons cannot understand the kindness of humans, it is also difficult for humans to understand the feelings of gods.

[There is the last paragraph, which belongs to your memory. 】

The Goddess of Reincarnation and Fate seemed to understand Durkan's thoughts at every moment and responded to his confusion.

Durkan looked in the direction the goddess Tiq was facing.

I found that under the starry sky not far away, at some point, there were two more figures!

And those two figures are exactly Goddess Tike and him!

wrong.

Durkan frowned.

Walking towards the gray-haired figure with a lamp in the distance, it was indeed the goddess Tike.

And the gray-haired figure with horns on his head and a little devil pattern on his cheeks turned his head to look at Goddess Tim in surprise.

Then, salute her.

This scene seemed to reappear when he first came here not long ago.

It's just that the goddess Tike is still the goddess Tike, but the gray-haired figure is not Decan but Delois.

【That was the scene when I brought you here last time. 】

The Goddess Tike next to her sent an explanation to Durkan.

Durkan nodded blankly.

He found that they seemed to be still in the mode of spectators, watching the projections from thousands or tens of thousands of years ago.

This also answers one of Durkan's original questions-about whether he had seen the goddess Tiq when he was Delois.

The answer is playing out right in front of your eyes.

In the distant projection.

Both Delois and Reincarnation and Fate seem to be more reticent styles.

In this way, after Delois finished the priest's salute to Goddess Tim, he didn't say anything, just bowed his head for a long time.

Pious, but as if praying to the gods.

【……I ask you. 】

Finally, Goddess Tich spoke first.

"Yes."

Delois replied in a steady voice.

[Why do you want to understand people's hearts? 】

The goddess' question was so straightforward that Delois seemed to tremble slightly in surprise.

He thought that the goddess would ask him some questions about the camp and position.

"Up to now... I haven't thought about the specific answer to this question for a long time."

Delois thought for a moment.

He also seems to be hesitating whether to treat God's question more solemnly or more lightly.

But the final conclusion is that there is no need to care about it now.

Since he understood the human heart and the pain that only human beings can feel, he really understood the concept of pain.

But correspondingly, he no longer wants to think deeply about what the human heart is.

And, his purpose of pursuing people's hearts may have changed several times at the beginning, later, and at the end, until he couldn't figure it out anymore...

"It may have been just curiosity at first, to relieve my boredom."

Deloitte answered the goddess' question honestly,

"I might be thinking that if I can't understand real pain, I can't magically perfect my pain..."

Although he doesn't like pain, every time he wants to inflict pain, he must first feel it himself.

Over time, he has gradually become numb to some extent.

The pain of body and mind seems to be nothing more than this.

Every time, it gave the enemy a torment far beyond death, making Delois himself feel that life is like this, and death is just like that.

Seeing life and death this way, he has no interest in mutilating those who are weak and not evil enough.

Not that it's possible to feel guilty, just plain bored.

Delois knew that at this stage, he was like walking on the edge of a cliff.

He already possessed a dangerous talent, and if he made a wrong move, he would become a disaster more dangerous than the God of Chaos and harm the world.

Fortunately...

"Until the two years that changed me later, it was also the stage that confused me the most... At that time, my purpose of pursuing people's hearts may have changed unknowingly."

Delois' eyes became complicated, as if there were more things,

"I didn't find out until later in front of her tombstone. My dry tears told me that I was just to fill the void in my heart..."

But at that time, she could never come back, and he also realized his wish and understood people's hearts, everything should have ended.

Delois was still fighting until the last moment.

The goddess did not speak, but was signaling him to continue.

Delois lowered his eyes, and he seemed to have thought of something again.

But he still doesn't want to think about the scene of hell for him when Korodia died.

Listen to her prophecy "Your heart will break."

And when it is truly fulfilled.

It was as if his soul was imprisoned in a dead end and he couldn't move, but for a moment it seemed like decades, even compared to the torment with the god of life, Xina, it was more painful for him.

"Maybe it's a curse... Maybe it's a punishment for the devil's understanding of something he shouldn't understand, or maybe it's just a price that comes with understanding people's hearts."

Delois finally spoke slowly.

"I became strange. I had more things I wanted to protect, which made me more vulnerable... Even if I was smashed to pieces, I don't want to experience that kind of pain again."

378 Dekan's previous life and past life and present life

"The question of why I want to find people's hearts is no longer important to me. After realizing this, I just want to protect this beautiful world and the people I love."

Delois' voice gradually became firm, even though his own words seemed to deny Goddess Tim's initial question.

But somewhere, he had a hunch that this seemed to be exactly what Goddess Tike wanted him to understand.

【…】

Goddess Timke nodded silently.

It seems she approved of the answer.

But did not continue to say anything.

"...Speaking of which, may I ask if I'm dead?"

After another period of silence, Delois raised the question he was most concerned about.

[Barely. 】

Goddess Tim's answer did not surprise Delois.

I couldn't be more aware of his last state.

Even the goddess of reincarnation and destiny does not have the ability to bring the dead back to life.

I'm afraid it was the mysterious blessing that had given him alms as if he didn't know when he felt sorry for him before, which made him come to this starry sky world where stars and fireworks circulated like a god's domain after death.

But what is "barely considered"?

[You will one day be reborn on this land.It's just that at that time, you will no longer be you, and the stories between you have already been wiped away. 】

Goddess Tike seemed to be describing her own power, as if she was telling Delois about the laws of the world.

Hearing the goddess' words, Delois seemed to be showing a helpless smile after a glimmer of hope that shouldn't have been lost.

[Your existence as Delois is too strong. If I don't erase it, I can't repair your soul and let you devote yourself to reincarnation. 】

Delois nodded too.

He couldn't be more clear about his state before death.

It is only because the Goddess used the protection left on him earlier to be able to appear here now, to pull his last sliver of consciousness to this boundary beyond time and space.

His soul that has been shattered into a paste, even the goddess of reincarnation and fate, cannot make him reincarnate in an ordinary way.

Only by kneading it back into a ball and turning it into its original state can he be reborn again.

[However, I can let you go to an interesting place in the next life, a world with only human beings... to learn the knowledge there, and use the human hearts you get to comprehend the life of ordinary human beings.Then, with a little memory, I returned to this world. 】

It seems to be part of the protection, and it is the love of the Goddess Tike for her priests.

It also seemed to be an acknowledgment of the merits that Delois had accumulated throughout his life.

Goddess Tich said so.

Delois nodded solemnly immediately.