Yuanshin: The Eye of God Lights Up Again

He looked up at the obviously dimmed moonlight and spoke slowly as if he had something on his mind.

"I think we should say something..."

"We are sleeping in the same place, there should be some fate..."

What responded to Kawei was Mu Xian's silence.

If it wasn't for the ups and downs of his body propped up on Bu Yanshan, Kawei would have thought that Mu Xian was dead.

Looking away from Mu Xian, Kawei said to himself again.

"What do you mean by ideal?"

"It wasn't until I left the Holy Order that I realized that many things were not as simple as I imagined."

"Can you understand?"

"Probably not..."

"After all, I tried my best just to blend in with the crowd."

In the night, Mu Xian slowly opened his eyes.

Clenching the words of goodness in his hand, Mu Xian could see his other self in the corner, and his reaction seemed a little big.

-ideal...

- Do your best...

Chapter 151 The Shattered Ideal

Mu Xian stood up from the lawn.

Perhaps to give himself time to think, Mu Xian patted the robe on his body.

Shot a bit slowly...and earnestly.

-ideal...

— It should be said to be a wish.

Thinking about it carefully, the so-called wish seems to be too long away from Mu Xian.

It was so far that Mu Xian almost forgot what kind of mood he had in obtaining the Eye of God.

"Integrate...what's the need to blend in..."

Mu Xian continued to pat the robe on his body and said, "They are not the same kind of people anyway."

Kawei was somewhat surprised by Mu Xian's response. Based on his previous impression, he thought Mu Xian was the kind of taciturn person.

However, with Mu Xian's response, Kawei was able to continue talking.

"When alone, even freshly cooked rice tastes cold."

Mu Xian found that he seemed to have seen another version of himself.

Of course, it wasn't the one in the line of sight who had pink eye disease, the one that was an eyesore.

But now Mu Xian is somewhat irritable.

He looked at Kawi in front of him, as if he saw this guy slowly turning into gravel in the cherry tree...

"Really."

This kind of irritability made Mu Xian's tone impatient: "As long as the rice can be eaten or not?"

"It's exactly the same as El Hessen's guy..."

Carvey suddenly laughed: "Fortunately, this is the first time I know you."

"If the two Elhaisens were nagging together in my ears, I might not be able to compete with him."

Mu Xian was not interested in the Erhaisen he mentioned, and immediately stopped what he was doing.

He thought about how to say it more tactfully.

"Many times, the so-called ideals don't come true..."

Having said that, Mu Xian did not want to use his own experience as evidence.

After all, no matter what Mu Xian said, he was more or less suspected of winning the pity.

Mu Xian also hates other people's pity and sympathy.

Having said this, Mu Xian looked at Kawei and found that Kawei had a lonely expression.

"Of course I know this!"

"However, I am more or less a person who is not afraid of death."

“Rather than having your ideals shattered and becoming a person who doesn’t know why you are living, you would rather die with your ideals in mind.”

"Even if it breaks into pieces...I'm going to pick it up and put it back together piece by piece."

"It is an ideal that only belongs to me, and I am the only one qualified to cherish it."

Kavi showed a different expression after saying this.

The expression was not firm, as if he was talking about what to eat tonight.

Determination is revealed at the beginning of making a decision. After that, all that remains is the habit of perseverance.

Only the habit of persevering day after day, only the habit of failure every time...

Then... holding onto the so-called dream and dying completely...

"I really envy you."

Mu Xian looked at Kawei, like burnt ashes looking at a firework that is still burning.

— But bless you too...

Looking at Kawei in front of him, Mu Xian no longer felt sleepy at this time.

Maybe Mu Xian might have had many topics to talk with him when he met him before.

But now what Mu Xian feels is just not getting used to it.

Looking away from Kawei, Mu Xian seemed to recall his thoughts when he got the God's Eye.

—At that time, I probably wanted to protect everyone on the ship.

"Sir, why are you here?"

The sound broke Mu Xian's state, and he looked in the direction of the sound.

It was the dancing girl before the Grand Bazaar, and she was probably one of the very few people in Sumeru City who believed in the God of Grass.

Mu Xian remembered watching her rehearsal.

However, after preparing for the Dance of the Flower God for so long, the great sage finally ordered it to stop.

Mu Xian remembered hearing Nasida mention this dancer's name.

"Nilu..."

Mu Xian said the name Nasida had told him.

"That's your name, right?"

"I never thought you knew my name, sir!"

Nilu was somewhat surprised that Mu Xian could pronounce this name.

Her eyes lit up, and she spoke.

"Thank you for the sprained foot, if it wasn't for you, sir..."

"But having said that, sir, why aren't you with Miss Catherine?"

These words stunned Mu Xian for a moment, and then he realized that what Nilu said should be Naxida.

"Why is there anyone out there so late?"

Kawei's voice came from behind Mu Xian.

I saw Kawei walking next to Mu Xian and happened to see Nilu standing in front of Mu Xian.

The pair of eyes showed some doubts, but the doubts soon became clear.

"Could it be..."

"Did you also get kicked out by your roommate, so you came here to spend the night?!"

"That's not the case." Nilu shook her head, and then said: "Everyone and the head of the Grand Bazaar need all kinds of necessities."

"I volunteered to come out and buy."

"I didn't expect so many things to buy."

"I fiddled with it for a while, and when I finished it, it was so late."

After finishing speaking, Nilu lowered her head a little dejectedly, and Kawei seemed to see the doubts in Nilu's words, so she couldn't help touching her chin.

"Buying? What can I buy at night..."

Before he finished speaking, Mu Xian glanced at Kawei coldly.

Of course she couldn't buy anything late at night, she was obviously hiding something.

Mu Xian didn't care. After all, to Nilu, he was just a stranger.

It is somewhat appropriate to be somewhat wary of strangers.

"that..."

Nilu seemed to have thought of something, her eyes flickering on Mu Xian and Kawei.

"You are so late, why are you here?"

"What else..."

Hearing Nilu's words, Kawei suddenly became angry.

"My roommate took all the keys away, so I couldn't even enter the house!"