It is impossible for the girl to find the evil god in the textbook

This made Tina feel a little scary. She shook her head to get rid of that weird thought, and continued to repeat that syllable. Although she had no impression of it at all, she vaguely understood its function.

After the snow stopped, the energetic old man once again appeared on the stone path between the villages. She swept the snow accumulated overnight to both sides of the road to welcome a new day.

Mapel has fully recovered, which makes the old man unable to help but thank Nodens for his compassion and the village doctor's superb medical skills.Of course, in addition to Tina's careful care.

It's just that the girl became silent a lot after one night, and she became like when she first lived in Ulier Village two months ago.The old man attributed this to fatigue. After all, taking care of a patient is very exhausting.

After saying goodbye to the old man who was out herding sheep, the girl slowly sat down on the ground.

Ever since she uttered a certain syllable last night, those memories that were originally like stagnant water became a little bit agitated again, as if there was a voice urging her from the depths of the lake.

The voice very close to himself said:

"Get moving, you don't belong here..."

This made Tina feel a little scared, as if a strange person had awakened in her body and began to gradually replace her.

She could sense the other party's strength. Contrary to the timid Tina, she seemed to be a strong and determined girl.

[Hurry up and act, you don't belong here...]

But if Tina doesn't belong to Ulier Village, where can she go?

Chapter 40 Tina's hair accessories (plus more)

Today's weather is rarely sunny.In fact, it is not easy to see the sun in this snowy forest.

The girl sat on the eaves of the well at the head of the village, silently watching the changing white clouds in the sky.

This is the fifth month that Tina has lived in Ulier Village.

Since the incident more than two months ago, she has become more and more aware that someone is slowly waking up from her body.

She will occasionally speak some strange languages ​​for unknown reasons, accompanied by halos or floating flames, and various abnormal phenomena.

At such times, fragments of human voices and memories will emerge—they are middle-aged gentlemen in black, tall girls with short hair, strange youths or young children... She saw the towering Buildings, magnificent castles, burning fire and corpses everywhere.

Those are some too bright characters or pictures, which are incompatible with the ordinary Tina.

From the very first time, it was as if an inexhaustible flame had ignited the big tree, and this was an irreversible process.When the trunk burns out, she will become another person, right?After that, what will happen to the existence named Tina?It's just that there is one more memory, or it just disappears...

A pebble slipped down like a mirror, causing ripples to disrupt Tina's back, and gradually regrouped.

The girl sighed.

This change frightened her, but she was also very powerless.

Tina can only try her best to control it. She is aware of her current situation. If that phenomenon does not reappear, she should still have it for less than a year at most.

It's too short, even one more day would be nice.

This may be a bit selfish for someone in the past, but she already likes her current life and wants to continue like this.

It had been a long time since she stared at the pendant in a daze, and she had put the star badge deep in the locked drawer.

The girl took out an old-fashioned key with a dim color, retracted her gaze, and turned to look at the deep well.

Tina can throw the key into the water as long as she lets go, but that doesn't mean a farewell to the past, and it can only be regarded as a trivial resistance that Tina can make.

Tina has a reason not to throw the pendant directly into the well, since the change is irreversible.Then she should at least leave the only item for someone who wakes up. The star badge may be very important to a certain girl—although that has nothing to do with Tina.

The moment before she wanted to let go, the feeling that something was waking up inside her body became clearer.

Tina's hands were shaking a little, and she could barely maintain this fragile balance.She felt very desperate. The body's instinct was preventing her from doing anything, and she couldn't even resist this weakly.

"Tina, what are you doing here?"

Ms. Mapel's voice came. She went to Carotine Town for shopping a few days ago, and she should be back today.

One of the reasons why Tina sat on the eaves of the well at the entrance of the village was to welcome her today. She calmly put the key back into her pocket.

"It's you who came back."

"Lunch is ready. I bought fresh hare from Mr. Dupont today. Go back quickly. It won't taste good when it's cold. I've been grazing sheep these past few days, but the condition of the grassland is not very good. Maybe we need to take a new route..."

Tina talked endlessly. She felt that she had a lot to tell the old man, because she felt that such opportunities would become less and less in the future.

"Tina."

The old man interrupted her, and took out something from his arms with a smile.

It was a garland hair ornament made of several kinds of dried flowers.

"I bought it from a merchant lady in Carlodin, and I think it suits you very well."

The dried flowers gave off a familiar fragrance to Tina. She should have never seen those plants, but she could name some of them.Tina muttered to herself:

"Elderflower...rose...camero daffodil."

This may be a coincidence, or it may be the arrangement of fate.

"I love so much!"

Tina put the hair ornament on her head, and suddenly hugged the old man tightly and cried.

"Tina?"

Startled, Mapel stroked the girl's long hair.

"What a strange kid."

With a crisp sound, it seemed that something very fragile was broken at this moment.

The girl stopped crying and raised her head, the corners of her eyes looked red.

She took a step back, straightened her messy dress, and saluted slightly in embarrassment.

"I'm very sorry, I don't know why I did this."

Her attitude became more respectful and polite, but for some reason, Mapel felt that the girl in front of her had become a little strange.

-

It was the afternoon of the second day after Ms. Mapel returned to the village.

"I have to go... I can't go if I don't."

The girl was talking to herself, opened the drawer with a key and hung a strangely shaped pendant on her neck.She was about to turn around and leave when her body suddenly became a little stiff.

For some reason unknown to herself, the girl put a hair ornament deep in the drawer and locked it tightly.

A strange thought emerged from his mind, the memory of a certain girl was locked there, maybe someone would open that drawer later and think of something.

The old man had already gone out to herd the sheep. Seeing the empty room, she cleaned it up instinctively, cooked food on the stove and calculated the time for the firewood to burn.

She originally planned to leave directly, but there seemed to be something whispering in her ear.

Although this should be a job she is very familiar with, the girl felt a strange sense of disobedience, as if her life in the past few months was just an illusory dream.

She held it in her hand, slightly startled.

After a while, the girl prepared the clothes and some food for the trip, and left a letter on the table.

When it was time to write the signature, she froze for a moment, and stopped the quill for a while.

【Tina】

It was as if someone was whispering in her ear.

The girl wrote the name at the end of the envelope and left the cabin.

-

Her luck was not very good. After walking for a few hours, she encountered an accident.

The soft ground of the snow forest formed a natural trap, and she and another girl named Lily fell into the big pit formed by dead leaves and snow.

She instinctively muttered a certain syllable silently, creating a flame in the snow pit to keep warm.

Staring at the dancing flames on the dead wood, those vivid memories broke through the last shackles, and the girl recalled her name at this time.

Tina's story ends here.

And the rest belong to the memory of Ira Williams.

-

Ella finished all this calmly, and occasionally paused for a few seconds in the middle, as if searching for some vague memory pictures.

At this time, she suddenly had some kind of inspiration, and she stretched her hand into her pocket, and there was a cold and dry feeling inside.

Ella couldn't help but be stunned. She didn't remember that she just entered the wooden house and took out this thing.The girl took her hand out of her pocket, where lying quietly was a hair accessory made of dried flowers.

Chapter 41 Before the War

After all this was said, Ella acknowledged the existence of Tina.

That child was not himself who had lost his memory, nor was he just a simple pseudonym, but another person born in that nearly half a year.

This is fundamentally different from shadows, which are evil spirits born from the side effects of alchemy props and the influence of evil gods.At first, the relationship with Ella was only a contractual relationship, a completely independent soul, not Ella's sub-personality.

And Tina...she was born in Ella's body, or in other words, she is a real side of her.

Perhaps at an earlier time, Ella realized this.But she chose to block it, and deliberately ignored that memory.

The state of the court mage made her feel scared. When the time of living in the Snow Country and the outside world reached a certain balance, the value between the two would become impossible to measure.

By then, she may no longer be able to tell whether she is Ella Williams, the enforcer, or Tina, the village girl from Uriel Village, and the other side will take over after that.

Previously, Tina's mental strength and power were far weaker than hers, so she had been sleeping deep in Ella's consciousness.The death of Mrs. Mapel stimulated that side, and the struggle between the two consciousnesses caused a loss of control.

This is not an external cause, so the effect of the sedative is also very weak.

"Tina..."

Thinking of this, Ella lifted the blockade in her consciousness.

Lily was surprised to find that Ella's gaze became a little strange to her in an instant. It seemed that it was not the girl she met on the trip, but a more ordinary, weak, and even timid child.

But that was only for a moment, Ella changed back to her original appearance, her expression was a little complicated.