Reincarnation without a job, you have to live seriously even if you succeed in time magic

I'm not stuck in the past.

The next thing to do is to say goodbye to the past.

This is very important to me.

It is also something that must be done.

"I understand."

Orsted sighed slightly, then stood up.

"Then, as you wish."

"Thank you, Mr. Orsted."

I said solemnly.

……

When I opened my eyes again.

What appeared in front of him was a familiar and cold room.

"Did you make it……"

I muttered to myself.

Then, I walked into the bathroom with my already limp body.

From the wall mirror.

I saw the old man with a wrinkled face and extremely vicissitudes of life.

This is me.

Rudeus Grayrat.

Chapter 8 In front of the tombstone

I looked at the old man in the mirror in front of me.

The wrinkled face is full of vicissitudes of life.

That's right.

This is the real me.

The real Rudeus Graylat.

He is not a gentle scholar, nor a well-connected big shot.

Just an old Avenger.

If everyone's soul has a shape, then I think the face in the mirror now is what I look like.

"call……"

I tried to open the faucet and found that no water came out.

So I used water magic to create water and washed my face.

After cleaning, I moved to the living room.

……

……

There was no one in the living room.

Cold, silent, and lonely.

I sat on the sofa in the living room and looked around every corner of the house, feeling a little dazed.

This is where I lived.

I closed my eyes and recalled the past.

Luo Qixi died because of that rat in the basement.

After Luo Qixi's death, I was deeply affected and immersed in sadness, which caused Sylphy to leave me, and then died in the turmoil in the kingdom.

Alice went to the Holy Land of Swords to practice for me, but when she came back, I mistakenly thought she was an apostle of humans and gods.

After suffering countless injuries from me, he died in the hands of Atofei.

Aisha...

She is always there for me.

But because of the mistakes he made in Milis, he got into trouble.

Eventually she and Zanoba were burned alive together.

Lucy...

My daughter, she married Cliff's surviving son.

Nolen married Ruijerud, and after Ruijerud's death, she disappeared.

then.

I became alone.

I spent a lot of time alone here.

In order to relieve my loneliness and relieve the pain of being unable to conquer humans and gods, I forced myself to devote myself to magic research, and finally obtained the time magic.

But now, I'm back.

……

After thinking for a long time, I stood up from the sofa.

He pushed the door open with his tired body and walked towards the backyard.

in the backyard.

A lone tombstone stood.

It seems that because it has not been taken care of for too long, the surface of the tombstone is covered with moss, and even the inscriptions engraved on it are difficult to see clearly.

I first used earth magic to create a container for water, and then filled it with water magic.

Then he tore off his clothes and started cleaning the tombstone bit by bit.

……

It took almost half an hour.

I finally cleaned up the tombstone completely.

And the words engraved on the tombstone finally came into view.

"The Graylat family, Paul's daughter."

"Aisha Greylatt sleeps here."

After Aisha died, I collected her ashes and clothes.

Although there wasn't much left, I still buried it all under this tombstone.

"call……"

After cleaning up, I wiped my sweat.

Because I have been obsessed with research for too long and my body has neglected exercise.

Although I only did so much work, I was still very tired.

But at least it’s done.

I sat down in front of the tombstone, looked at the tombstone in front of me, and said nothing for a while.

It’s not that I don’t know what to say.

There is so much to say that I don’t know where to start.

After thinking for a while.

I think we should start from that time.

"Ai Xia..."

I gathered my emotions and said, "I'm really sorry that I never understand your thoughts."

"People around me think I'm a genius, but in fact I'm just a fool who can't even understand the thoughts of the people around me."

"However, you are also at fault in this matter."

"I obviously had so many thoughts, but I kept them in my stomach and didn't tell my brother. In the end, I took those words with me to the cemetery. I didn't even give you a chance to get to know you anymore."

"yes……"

"Actually, among the people who want to say I'm sorry, you are the one I owe the most."

"Obviously you are the one who has always been by my side, but in the end I had nothing to repay. In the end, you were even killed because of the trouble I caused..."

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry, Aisha..."

As I spoke, I touched my hand on the tombstone.

Unknowingly, tears were dripping down his cheeks.

As the saying goes, if a man has tears, he will not relax.

But Aisha...

I don't think it's shameful to cry in front of you, because you have seen my weak side countless times.

Think about it now.

He always supported me and never left me even when I was weak, embarrassed, and embarrassed.

How much power does this require?