Joyous Jun's Own Opinion

For example, hydrogen bombs and nuclear bombs, although King's Treasure also collects them, but the hydrogen bombs and nuclear bombs manufactured at the beginning are definitely not as good as the larger equivalents in the later period.

The reason why Shining is invincible among the heroic spirits is because there is a well-known express rule in Xingyue, that is, Mystery will only be hanged in front of a higher Mystery.

Therefore, even King Dumao's five-times rate treasure can crush the spiral sword to death, but King Dumao has to be careful when actually fighting.

It's like if Brother Brush faced Lancelot at the beginning of the fourth battle, it would definitely be Lancelot who was beaten.Because the brush brother is the prototype of Lancelot, and whether it is the yellow rose or the red rose is aimed at Shi Lezhi's Lancelot.

The skill that the knight has never died with bare hands is useless to Brother Brush.

"Then what should we do next?" Ellie said with some doubts. "But so far, only two heroic spirits and one phantom spirit have left the stage."

But just as everyone was talking about the sword, the little Holy Grail on the coffee table suddenly shone brightly, and two more heroic spirits entered the account.

"It's Hassan and the Berserker, they're dead." Allie said, raising the Holy Grail.

"It seems that Zhuge Qinmo is still very fast? I just don't know who killed Hassan, which is really strange." Li Luo said doubtfully, Lancelot's exit is reasonable, but It's not clear who Hassan did it.

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Chapter 55 Ridiculous Justice

Back to the time when Emiya Kiritsugu was kidnapped by Hassan, Kotomine Kirei still had a warm heart towards Emiya Kiritsugu.

I hope to get the answer I want from Emiya Kiritsugu. Although Gilgamesh has begun to enlighten Kotomine Kirei's joyful heart, Kotomine Kirei, who has been educated in religious traditions, still refuses that answer.

Kotomine Kirei has been educated by the Christian court since he was a child, believing that human beings are sinful and should atone for their sins, but what he saw and heard made him suspicious.

Depressed doubts entangled this boring man, and even for this doubt, he even formed a family specially, hoping to be redeemed in the ultimate human emotion-love.

But there is no doubt that he failed.

In 1981, he skipped two grades from St. Ignacio Theological Seminary in Manresa. He was the president of the student council and graduated as the chief student. However, he gave up the opportunity to make a name for himself and joined the Holy Church instead. He has changed jobs in the church many times. .Served as the priest of the Eighth Mystery Society (Risei's department), and also served as the representative of the church.

Kirei was unable to secure a position because he was confused about his own heart, and was trying to find the path he really wanted.In his heart, he can't regard beautiful things as happiness like ordinary people.

Kirei's devotion to the church also hopes that God can answer his inner confusion.In order to change his own abnormality, Kirei made many attempts, becoming a proxy was one of them, and his last attempt was to start a family.I don't know if it was because this woman was the only one to choose, or because she was chosen for this kind of person, but Kirei's wife was a woman who was eroded by serious illness and had less than a few years to live.

Married to Claudia Ordesia around 1985.His wife lived with him for two years and had a daughter. The daughter inherited part of her mother's special system, but failed to inherit the "magic circuit".

During this marriage, Kirei tried his best to love his wife, and his wife also tried her best to love him, willing to help heal him.But in the end, Kirei still couldn't obtain the happiness of a normal person through his wife.For Kirei, happiness is his wife's pain, the more his wife wants to heal himself, the more he wants to see his wife's sigh. "A woman who understands herself so well cannot fill her own flaws."

This made Kirei even more desperate.

In the end Kirei decided to kill himself, but before that, he had to fulfill his duty as a husband and bid his wife a final farewell.

Ordesia committed suicide in front of him in order to prove that Kirei could love and was a person worthy of survival.But Kirei just turned around and left the ward without saying a word.Kirei was very sad in his heart, but what was sad was not being able to kill his wife with his own hands, enjoying her death, and thus awakened to the true desire in his heart.

Her death also became an opportunity for Kirei to learn healing magic.Because the teachings that Kirei believed in did not allow suicide, so according to church records, Kirei's wife was killed by robbers, and Kirei's daughter was also raised by a strict priest.

What a twisted couple, Ordesia's death made Kotomine Kirei even more confused, and this confusion lasted until Tohsaka Tokiomi summoned Gilgamesh and he discovered Emiya Kiritsugu.

"Emiya Kiritsugu, magician killer, villain on the run, always tirelessly from one battlefield to another, some people say you are a slave to money, a believer in mammon, but I don't think you are that Wait for someone. Tell me, Emiya Kiritsugu, what are you begging for?" Kotomine Kirei's voice was calm at first, then high-pitched, and finally even harsh.

The seriously injured Emiya Kiritsugu was lying on the ground, looking at the crazy Kotomine Kirei, his face remained motionless, but his heart was full of sarcasm.

"Is that what I begged for?" Emiya Kiritsugu looked at Hassan, who was surrounded by more than 60 people, and knew that his hope of surviving this time was almost non-existent.

Although Hassan's force value is the weakest, there is no problem in dealing with him as a magician.

"It's justice!" Emiya Kiritsugu firmly raised his pistol, pointing at Kotomine Kirei and said.

"What did you say?" Kotomine Kirei looked at Emiya Kiritsugu in astonishment, justice, that ridiculous thing.

"You guys are lying to me, Emiya Kiritsugu, how can someone pursue something that doesn't exist at all. Tell me, what is your real purpose?" Losing the calmness and indifference of the pretense, the present Kotomine Kishi Li's heart was just filled with anger.

And Emiya Kiritsugu still didn't speak, but Kotomine Kirei knew from his firm gaze that this man was not joking.

Emiya Kiritsugu.The man who was full of ideals more than anyone else, but was desperate because of it.This man's dream is so pure.I sincerely hope that everyone in this world is happy and happy, that's all.

Every teenager once had a childish ideal in his heart, but gradually gave up after understanding the cruelty of reality.Happiness is bought at the price of sacrifice - every child learns to justify himself when he grows up.

But Emiya Kiritsugu was different.

Or he is stupider than anyone else, or there is something wrong with his head, or maybe, he belongs to the kind of person who has a destiny that is not understood by ordinary people, and is called a "sage".

When he realizes that all life in this world is placed on both ends of the balance of sacrifice or relief...

When he knows that there is absolutely no tray on the balance that will be emptied...

From that day on, he aspired to be the measurer of this balance.

There is no other way to reduce the laments of the world more and more exactly.In order to save the side with even one more person, the other side with even one less person must be abandoned.In order for the majority to survive, the minority will be exterminated.

Therefore, the more he saves people, the more refined his killing skills become.How many times, how many times, his hands were covered with blood, but he was never timid.Unscrupulous, regardless of right and wrong, only demanding oneself to become the most accurate balance.

Let yourself never miscount the number of lives.There is no distinction between high and low life, old or young, and "one piece" is its only unit.He saved people indiscriminately, and he also killed people indiscriminately.By the time he woke up, it was already too late.

When a person treats everyone fairly and justly, it means that he can no longer love anyone.

It would be fine if he could keep this principle in mind earlier.

If the young heart is frozen, necrotic, and turned into a bloodless and tearless measuring instrument, he only needs to continue to discriminate between the living and the dead indifferently, and live his life indifferently, without worrying.

However, he is not such a person.

The happy smiles of others filled him with joy, and the wails of others touched his heartstrings.