Holy Grail War, but the Immortal Grail

Thinking that the emotions he showed were just the devil's temptation, Kirei suddenly wanted to have a good talk with his father, Ri, at this moment.

Although Kirei has always been honest with his father, his father seems to never understand his troubles. The two are like people from two worlds, separated by an invisible gap.

But as a son of a man, Kirei couldn't blame his father for not understanding him. After all, hadn't he never had a heart-to-heart talk with his father?

My father doesn't know his troubles, so it's reasonable for him not to understand him.

Even if he disappoints his father, as long as he expresses his feelings without fear - even if it causes a decisive change in the relationship between himself and his father, it may bring new revelations to himself.

At this moment, Kirei was like a helpless child, pushing open the church door.

"Kirei, what's the matter?" Li Zheng greeted his child with a smile.

As a young man who had a son, he was already full of care for Kirei's attitude. In addition, he had always performed so well, which made Risheng very proud.

His child was a saint, he believed so firmly.

Seeing his father's eyes that looked forward to him so much, Kirei, who wanted to have a heart-to-heart relationship with him, lost his usual composure.

"I...I feel a little confused."

"Confused?" Risheng was surprised by his own son's confusion. He didn't expect that the word "confused" would appear in Kirei one day.

After all, he has always been so excellent. Even Risheng felt that Kirei was so outstanding that it was dazzling. The church's model version of piety was simply the standard of a saint.

If he had been born in other eras, his holy name would have been continuously praised by future generations.

Now that he knew that Kirei was actually confused, despite being surprised, it seemed that Risei felt relieved.

After all, Kirei's words and deeds were too perfect in his impression, so perfect that they were like a precision-operated machine.

If he were a priest, he would praise this kind of perfection, but while he was a priest, Rizheng was also a father. From the perspective of a father, he still hoped that his children would have a little more humanity.

"It's okay, you can tell me directly." Just like accepting confessions from others, Risheng behaved like a kind priest.

That's right, he won't be disappointed because of Kirei's shortcomings.

"Father, I am guilty. My heart actually tries to make me pursue pleasure."

Pursuing pleasure and taking pleasure in observing the pain of others is wrong behavior, but the more Kirei thinks about it, the more he becomes unable to extricate himself from the mistake.

Kirei wanted his father to give him an answer.

"There is nothing wrong with pursuing desires." Risheng said calmly. Because of his trust in the child, he did not feel how serious Kirei's problem was.

"People accept that they need to be driven by desire to survive, just like eating. This is an indispensable part of human desire for survival. It is not a mistake for you to pursue pleasure."

"So the pursuit of pleasure is not a sin as I understand it?" Kirei asked in astonishment, thinking that his father would blame him for his impiety.

"Of course not, just follow what you think in your heart. What we deny is not the pursuit of desires, but unbridled debauchery."

Risheng said earnestly, patting Kirei's shoulder.

He is not the kind of pedantic person, and desires within reasonable limits are allowed, such as this Holy Grail War.

He used his position as supervisor to help his friend Tokiomi Tohsaka, and even did not hesitate to prepare his son when he was selected by the Holy Grail a few years ago.

This is obviously desire, his desire to help Tohsaka Tokiomi win the Holy Grail.

But even desires cannot be pursued without restraint, just like although he secretly facilitated Tokiomi Tohsaka, he did not take advantage of his supervisory authority.

At least the more than ten command spells in Risei's hand, if he had directly conspired with Tokiomi Tohsaka to give them to him at the beginning, then this Holy Grail War would have been over as early as the beginning.

"I understand." Kirei breathed out a long breath, feeling relieved to have his father's approval.

It is not a mistake to pursue desires, but you need to know your own limits. How do you judge this limit?

The exchange with his father had only dispelled some of Kotomine Kirei's confusion, but he still had no idea of ​​the path he would take.

Maybe he could ask that berserker. After getting the correct revelation, Kotomine Kirei's heart couldn't help but start to move towards the smoke mirror.

He didn't even notice that when he met an unknown servant, he should have reported it to the time immediately, but now he was deliberately hiding the matter about the berserker.

Chapter 48: The firepower is not enough. Buy some goods.

Emiya Kiritsugu lit a cigarette for himself. The configuration of this Holy Grail War made him unable to understand the situation.

To be honest, he felt that even facing Kotomine Kirei had never made him as nervous and scared as he was now.

After repeatedly verifying Goyanskaya's bullet, Emiya Kiritsugu confirmed that the bullet was indeed not the kind bullet he thought.

Fortunately it can still kill people.

So the problem naturally still lies with the Chinese Master.

He can receive a sniper rifle shot in the face without being hurt, he can fight hand-to-hand with a Servant, and his speed cannot be captured by the naked eye.

With the combination of various outrageous signs, he now seriously suspected that the Master was not necessarily the real Master, but some kind of rider's anthropomorphic mount.

This guess is indeed reasonable. At least Emiya Kiritsugu has never seen Li Huang use the Command Seal.

But even if Li Huang is put aside, the current battle situation is very unoptimistic for him.

Saber's defeat was equivalent to losing a vital and important trump card, and Ellie also fell into the hands of others.

Emotionally speaking, Emiya Kiritsugu certainly wants to rescue Airi.His wife was almost the salvation of Emiya Kiritsugu's life.

But between emotion and reason, Emiya Kiritsugu has always been the one whose reason has the upper hand.

Putting aside the emotional point of view, it is almost impossible for him to go to the camp alone to rescue him.

Taking rash actions will not only fail to rescue Ellie, but may even trap himself in it. If he is also eliminated in this Holy Grail War, everything will be over.

Emiya Kiritsugu knew this very well, and he put all his bets in this life on this Holy Grail War.

He had to win, even if it meant giving up everything.

There was only one command spell left in his hand, which basically meant that he had no chance to use his trump card.

After all, the three royal families participating in the Holy Grail War all know that if they want to realize their desire to reach the root, they need to fill up with enough fuel.

This last command spell is usually left to the followers to commit suicide.

There was a loud noise, and a familiar fox-eared figure walked into the house with a bunch of "props".

"Where have you been?" Emiya Kiritsugu asked, extinguishing the cigarette in his mouth.

It was not that he was interested in Goyanskaya, but he was just cautiously testing her out of vigilance, and Kiritsugu was always reminding himself that the two of them were just using each other.

"Restocked? To provide the highest quality NFF service to the employer, they have specially purchased a large number of new weapons?" Gaoyanskaya used a new word she had just learned.

ah?Are your weapons still available?

Emiya Kiritsugu couldn't understand Goyanskaya's strange statement for a moment.

She was really going further and further on the road of selling arms, but Emiya Kiritsugu remembered that Japan didn't have so many weapons for her to purchase, right?

etc!Emiya Kiritsugu suddenly thought of a terrible possibility.

Isn't this woman purchasing goods from a US military base in Japan?

"Having learned from previous failures, NFF services have prepared new weapons for employers?"

The innocent and lovely smile on Goyanskaya's face suddenly had a hint of ferocity.

This time she bets on the brand dignity of her NFF service, and she will definitely win over the unknown Bulletproof Master.

"What have you prepared?" Emiya Kiritsugu glanced at the bag behind Goyanskaya, feeling that there wasn't much that could be put in it.

Then very quickly, Goyanskaya showed Emiya Kiritsugu what the Queen of Arms was.

These are all weapons with large-scale explosion damage, and they are still available in large quantities.

In order to target Li Huang, Goyanskaya abandoned the firearms that could strike accurately and instead used large-scale, high-heat explosive weapons.

But if it were just these missiles, it would be okay. After all, Goyanskaya showed Emiya Kiritsugu how versatile she was when they met.

But the question is, is this amount too large?In terms of volume, there are dozens of mortars on the list, as well as anti-ship weapons such as Type 88 land-based anti-ship missiles.

What's even more outrageous is that she even stole a fighter jet.

Those who knew it were fighting the Holy Grail War, but those who didn't know thought they were preparing such weapons and firepower to attack Japan.

No, are you emptying out the US military base?

Kiritsugu silently lit a cigarette to Goyanskaya, who was already in a state of fanaticism.

"Is it a little too much?"

He suddenly felt that his phobia of insufficient firepower had been cured.

“Is it the concept of NFF service to be thoughtfully prepared in every aspect?”

too much?There may be a lot of these things in Emiya Kiritsugu's philosophy, but Goyanskaya knows that these things are not enough.

Since Emiya Kiritsugu has been chosen as the target of "reward", he must do things well.

Out of pride for the "Spirit of Contract", she will try her best to help Emiya Kiritsugu win the Holy Grail War. This is the NFF service.

Those weapons were just one of the necessary parts leading to the stairs. Like a caring secretary, Goyanskaya took out a plan from her chest and handed it to Kiritsugu.

Taking over the plan with "A sure-win plan for the Holy Grail War?" written on it, Kiritsugu could only say that it was very Goyanskaya's style.

There is not much content in this plan, only a few pages, but it is undeniable that it is really useful.

First, you need to obtain the necessary trump card for victory, the Command Seal.

After having used two Command Seals, Kiritsugu only had one absolute trump card left. Normally, the constant three-stroke Command Seals could not be replenished.

But there are always exceptions, such as this time's supervisor, Kotomine Rimasa.

According to Goyanskaya's reliable information, the supervisor has at least ten divisions in his hand that can be freely distributed.

If you kill him and seize the command spells in his hand, you can instantly reverse the current disadvantage.

It was indeed a good suggestion, and Emiya Kiritsugu admitted that he was a little tempted.

Then Goyanskaya's second strategy is to take a hand in the next battle between berserker and archer.

It's best to use long-range fire to kill both of them together.

"Why are the Matou family and Tohsaka family fighting?"

Suddenly, he learned about the fight between the two, and Emiya Kiritsugu didn't quite understand what happened.

But it doesn't matter, as Gaoyanskaya said, when two tigers fight, one of them will be injured. This is a good opportunity for him to make up for the damage.