Oreki Houtarou's Power-First Classroom

Then, it is really possible that when the dark history is known to the first grade and then is blackmailed, she may do some stupid things in order to maintain the current interpersonal relationship.

Therefore, it is useful to obtain her dark history and determine to what extent the dark history can shake her, and even how to avoid it.

Horikita-san analyzed rationally.

but.

"..." Kushida.

Kushida didn't respond immediately.

But from the way she didn't get up and leave quickly, she probably wanted to say something in her heart.

Rather, she actually wanted to find opportunities to tell her past several times, but Houtarou Oreki found it troublesome, so he refused.

As for Horikita Suzune, this guy doesn't care about others.

Therefore, Kushida was interrupted several times in succession when he seized the opportunity to expose himself to black history.

But the opportunity finally came.

"First of all, what do you think a person's limit is?"

Leaning gently on the table, Kushida said, "And knowing that your talent is at its limit, what should you do?"

So Horikita began to listen carefully.

Even though Oreki-san was involved, he had to listen to her words.

Rather, he was actually a little curious. Kushida usually took out the trash, so what fresh stuff could he take out now?

Before, Kushida only had experience points, which Oreki found troublesome, but it was unlikely that he would completely ignore her, whether it was the current contact or the possibility of future ones.

So Oreki-san kindly began to listen for the first time.

If Kushida's dark history can be dealt with directly, then dealing with it directly is the best energy-saving solution.

So look how dangerous her dark history is.

And Kushida continued,

"Discovered my limits."

"Then you have to be an ordinary person and admit your shortcomings?"

"Perhaps, I had this idea at the beginning."

"It's better to say that I know that no matter how hard I work, I can't compare with talented people. If I can't be No. 1, I can only be No. 2, No. 3 or No. 4. Although I have achieved the ranking, the latter ranking makes me completely Can’t feel happy.”

"That's what is called not admitting defeat."

"But it's not just that."

"Because I quickly discovered that I had a special skill in a field that others couldn't reach."

"That is, as long as I can be gentler and kinder than anyone else, I can become No. 1 in this field. Everyone is very close to me." Kushida said.

That is her current image of a little angel.

He is indeed gentler than anyone else, more angelic than anyone else, and more considerate than anyone else.

This is the Kushida Empire she has been building.

but.

"But didn't Ichinose beat you?" Horikita Suzune said. "So you're not No. 1 at this point."

"..." Kushida.Kushida instantly entered a darkened state, "Can you stop talking now?"

Before coming to Ikusei High School, Kushida had never met an archangel like Ichinose Honami.

And even if the archangel's performance in Ichinose's rumor incident allowed her to know the other person's past, even that past could not become a black spot for people to hate Ichinose.

Rather, it makes people feel that the angel has become more perfect.

Because Ichinose is human too.

Man is such a creature that cannot achieve absolute perfection.

"Keep talking," Oreki-san reminded Kushida.

"Yeah." Kushida finally relaxed a little, but he almost wanted to shut himself down after finally letting it out, "So, thanks to this field, I can become a celebrity. Both boys and girls like me. I feel it. The pleasure of being relied on and trusted. Elementary and junior high schools are really happy..."

Oreki then touched his chin.

So, has this guy been in this state since elementary school?

Being trusted by everyone is her paradise, but she will soon discover that being liked by everyone is her hell, because it is one thing to be kind and approachable, but the real core is not to be disliked by the other person. , so you have to cater to the atmosphere.

Oreki-san was thinking, but Kushida was minding his own business and wanted to continue talking.

Although Horikita Suzune was just asked to shut up by Kushida, she also had something to prove, "Isn't it painful for you to continue doing things that you don't want to do at all? That's my word, I think My mind couldn’t hold on long ago and must have collapsed.”

Horikita is real.

She can hardly understand that there are such self-abusing people in the world, just to experience that little difference from others?

Is he a fool?

So how would Kushida respond?

"It's painful. Of course I'm in pain." Kushida-san finally responded.

She pressed her head with both hands, "Every day I accumulate the kind of pressure that makes me almost bald."

"But, in order to maintain my gentleness, I can't let anyone see me like this."

"That's why I endured, endured, and kept enduring. But the limit of my soul has arrived. I can't keep accumulating pressure," Kushida said.

"Then the dark history you want is here. It was okay when I was in elementary school. I had the habit of keeping a diary."

"It's just written in a notebook. But in junior high school, the complexity of interpersonal relationships is beyond imagination. The more you are trusted, the more things you know, and the pressure you bear does not increase exponentially."

"So I started blogging without naming anyone."

"Just hoping to be viewed. It seems to take the pressure off."

"But they were discovered by classmates. Although they didn't have names, they had experienced related things, so they confirmed their names and took the seats."

"So. I was accidentally discovered that I said countless bad things to the whole class. I couldn't help it if I was hated."

The corners of Kushida's mouth curled up slightly.

"I think I was probably 80% over. They all read the content of the blog and knew my true feelings, so they said that the boy who liked me bumped my shoulder because I wrote in the blog that it was disgusting to be confessed to by him. , I hope he will die. And the girl who was comforted by me after losing love also kicked my desk away because I wrote down the reasons why the girl was dumped and laughed at her."

"..."

This is true.

Everyone has a time when they can't fully express their inner thoughts.But Kushida wrote it all, so it would be strange if this class didn't collapse.

"So..." Horikita asked, "How did you avoid such a crisis?"

There were no signs of serious beatings or injuries on Kushida's body.

The description should be relative without violence.

"Haha...what method do I use?" Kushida laughed, "I just told them the truth."

"Everything written on the blog is true, but people who were good friends found out that their friends actually looked at them like this."

"And those who have girlfriends are bullied by their companions, and there are also people who pretend to be innocent while riding two boats, or...wait, there are too many, just the beginning of the anger of those two people, the others are like explosives It ignited and exploded on its own.”

"Beating each other, tearing at each other, and even the teacher was involved... So, the class went on strike. And I was also found by the school and went through the formalities for suspension."

"Then after that, you all know about it, and you are found by the principal, who then recommends this school."

So she came in front of everyone. Although she was assigned to Class D, she felt that this was the beginning.

At the same time, I resist leaving here.

Because the place to go back to... is gone.

And this is what Horikita wants to know about the sense of oppression that Kushida’s dark history can bring to Kushida.

"..."

"..." It's just that this kind of experience makes people speechless.

Kushida's origin and process are not complicated, more like a person who lacks a sense of identity and is seeking recognition.

but.

The impact is huge.

Horikita only heard that a class went on strike from the teacher to the school.

But it was Kushida who caused the entire class, including the teacher, to collapse just because of her.

This is really unimaginable.

Simultaneously.

Judging from Kushida's words, she just wrote the secrets of everyone in the class on her blog, and then they were found out and exposed each other. The stability of the class immediately collapsed, and the connections between people were instantly severed.

Horikita was speechless, it was the same school, and although the classes were different, Kushida's class was really... complicated.

Because in order to explode, apart from the fuse, there must also be a fait accompli.

Therefore, cuckoldry, pregnancy out of wedlock, disgust, pretense, hypocrisy, and confession are all gathered in the same class.

Somewhat against the sky.

It made Horikita-san feel like she was hearing about things from another world.

After talking about such dark history, Kushida remained quiet.

She wasn't worried about what Horikita and Oreki would think of her.

Rather, in fact, she was not worried at all that Oreki would lower her opinion of her. From the beginning, she was discovered by the other party while kicking the railing, and then during the subsequent small island exam, she was taken to the room of the staff guarding the island and provided her with A chance to vent your emotions by kicking the stakes.

These are all concerns about her performance.

She felt that Oreki might have seen through him from the beginning.

So how would he react now that he knew all about her past?

And Oreki-san’s reaction…