I can't be the hero of a romantic light novel

How could someone give his umbrella to a stranger and still have such indifferent eyes that he can't even take care of himself? How could he have the confidence to be gentle to others?

How could there be such a strange guy?

The father, who had been busy all day, came home smelling of alcohol. Each time he brought a different woman into the bedroom, followed by high-pitched screams.

The timid mother who dared not speak was left in the living room with a gloomy face, but her character could not allow Sayuri to resist her husband's infidelity.

[Don’t father like mother? 】

【like or not?I don’t know. If liking makes people sad, then maybe this is liking.]

The taciturn mother pursues pleasure and never cares about her father.

Kobayakawa Yukane realized at that moment that liking this kind of simple emotion would not give people peace of mind, especially for herself.

Chapter 181

In fact, Kobayakawa Yukane, who comes from a wealthy family and is gentle and patient, is very popular no matter where she is.

She does not lack concern for her seniors' enthusiasm and boys' confessions.

What these people call love is just an external manifestation of desire, and it is such a superficial thing.

But in the eyes of others, the person who was talked about every day and who received the most attention in the entire social circle was Yukane Kobayakawa.

Almost everyone thinks that if you can be as popular as Kobayakawa-san, your life will be very happy.

But that's different.

What they like is a person named 'Akane Kobayakawa'. Is this the real me that everyone sees?

Maybe I'm just an actor.

This thought occurred more than once, and it grew like weeds.

The more popular you are, the more you can feel that your true self is gradually peeling off this body, and you can watch the performance of 'Kobayakawa Ariakane' from a bird's eye view.

This is what is called "Hell is Others"

The rain curtain separated the inside and outside of the small pavilion, and a small, peaceful and comforting space was born.

Kobayakawa Yukane regards this place as a holy place for spiritual healing, and she no longer needs to be bound by others.

Until Wuma Xingjin broke in.

Calm and gentle...the cold rain wrapped the two of them tightly.

He was the only one who didn't treat her because she was 'Kobayakawa Yukane'.

The so-called love comes into my heart so quickly without any reason.

I really want people to describe it, but I don’t know where to start. If feelings are logical, they are no different from cold rationality. Just like the maple leaves on the trees in autumn, no one can predict the next one to fall.

So feelings are such unreasonable existence.

But for Yuka Kobayakawa at that time, at that moment, everything collapsed into a point, and the flowing colors around the boy made the whole world come alive.

She gradually drifted away and returned to this reality, because she had found the meaning of her existence.

She likes Uma-kun, whether it's Kotoyuki Arakawa or Yoko Kawaki, they can never like him as much as she does.

Only if you love Wuma Jun so deeply can you be qualified to stay by his side, so it is natural for you to let him become what you want.

Now that the painstaking arrangement has been discovered, there is no need to hide it now.

"Senior, please give me an answer." Wuma Xingjin repeated it again.

Not only was it an answer that stabbed Kawaki Media in the back, but it was also an answer that trampled on his feelings.

The scenery spread out in all directions, and the young man's indifferent eyes.

Suddenly there was a broken sound in his ears, like something cracked.

Kobayakawa Yukane's eyes were in a trance for a while, and she could see the change in her face even though she was bathed in the crimson sunset.

As long as people have not experienced happiness, they do not know pain.

When she was desperate, she wanted to grab everything, so she grabbed Wuma Xingjin, but now this despair has returned with a vengeance.

She would not allow Wuma Xingjin to leave.

Kobayakawa Yukane was extremely sure that she had firmly occupied a place in his heart, but she was unwilling to gamble on the one in ten thousand possibility.

The clock in the cafe ticked slowly, turning more and more sluggishly.

The hour hand pointed to 3:33.

3 is her lucky number.

This is something Yuaki Kobayakawa heard from somewhere, and it is related to the trinity of the Son, the Father, and the Holy Spirit in the Gospels.

But if gods really exist, why don’t they respond to my expectations?

Is this a punishment for my luck?

I just want to possess Lord Wuma, and their sacrifice is necessary.

I was not wrong, it was Arakawa Kotoyuki who was wrong, and what was wrong was that she broke into a world that should have only been for herself and Wuma-kun on that rainy night.

If not, why would Wuma Jun be involved in these troubles?

As for Yoko Kawaki, that is the retribution she deserves.

The hour hand moved faster.

"I once said that I like Mr. Wuma."

"But what does this have to do with anything?"

"Wuma-kun, don't underestimate girls' jealousy and possessiveness. My feelings for Wuma-kun are the most sincere, but it just so happens that I am beaten to the front by a frivolous woman like Kawaki Yoko."

"I was seriously injured."

"So I was thinking about teaching her a lesson."

"As for Kaoru Inami and Sayuri, they are both gifts from me to Mr. Wuma. Do you remember that I once told Mr. Wuma that I prepared a female student from Toei University for you? In fact, she is Kaoru Inami's sister, but what happened next You also know what happened, Yuji and his son interrupted my plan."

"I don't care how many women Wuma has with you. The more you go through, you will find that I am the only one left by Wuma's side in the end. Their existence only speeds up the process."

"But there is one exception, that is, Mr. Wu Ma fell in love with them."

"How is this possible? You should love me, but this kind of love that only belongs to me is shared with them, even just a little bit!"

"This is different from what was promised. Mr. Wuma is a sentimental fool."

"In order to make Mr. Wu Ma become what you should be, I endured so hard..."

"If you have any questions, feel free to ask. I will not refuse Mr. Wuma's request."

Kobayakawa Yukane said as if she was resigned to her fate. She could choose to hide it, but she did not do so after all.

Wu Ma Xingjin was silent for a long time, as if meeting Kobayakawa Yukane for the first time, and said softly:

"How can such a reason be valid for hurting others because I was hurt?"

Senior sister's help to him cannot be erased. For such a long time, Kobayakawa Yukane has been secretly supporting him without asking for anything in return. Just like Kyoto Otoro's start-up capital, isn't it because Senior sister has changed her way? Do you support him?

Wuma Xingjin breathed a long sigh of relief and was caught in a dilemma. Should he forgive or accept? This was a question.

Finally, I gave my own answer.

"If senior sister can promise not to achieve her own goals in this way of hurting others, we can go back to the past."

Even Wuma Xingjin himself didn't believe this. So many things had happened and all kinds of bonds had been created. It was already a luxury to want to return to ordinary daily life. How could it be possible to pretend that nothing had happened.

But this is the only way.

"I can't guarantee it."

"Then just stay by my side until then. I will stop Senior."

An incredible look flashed in Kobayakawa Yukane's beautiful eyes. She didn't expect that she would be forgiven. She thought that the best ending would be to be scolded and then enter a cold relationship.

When Wuma Xingjin jumped out of the trap she designed, she was already prepared for the worst.

did not expect.......

Mr. Wuma is indeed as gentle as before.

It's a pity that such tenderness cannot be enjoyed by just her.

But it's not bad, at least it's a super-standard forgiveness, at least it belongs only to her at this moment.

Under the setting sun, the elegant girl smiled. She put her left hand on her plump chest, stretched out her right hand, and invited the young man:

"If Mr. Wuma can do it, just give it a try."

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In mid-February, the early sun slowly rose over the mountains.

Most of the snow melted, turning into a sherbet-like semi-melted state under the sunlight.

At eight o'clock in the morning, the discipline committee member checked at the school gate to see if anyone was wearing something that affected the school spirit. The key subject of observation was Kawaki Yoko.

Putting aside the silver hair and the ink-colored nails, what’s the matter with the skirt that reaches to the thigh?Isn’t that what their Hachioji High School uniforms are designed like?

Fortunately, my skirt has grown a bit recently, but why does it make me more sultry?

She looks like a hot girl with countless dating experiences, but she wears a school uniform like a good girl and follows her sweetheart honestly. The contrast is too strong.

Isn't this a plot that only appears in pure love comics?

After Miss Arakawa recovered, she became full of energy and motivation. She wanted to devote herself to rebuilding the Arakawa Group from morning to night. She only increased her sleep time to five hours after Wu Ma Xingjin repeatedly requested her.

There is no new action from the Hitachi Foundation. Kaguhime's help may be spur of the moment. After all, a behemoth like the Hitachi Foundation must have to deal with countless things every day.

In order to strengthen her control over the Hitachi Foundation, Kaguhime Ansuiji will definitely not decentralize power soon after taking over, but will monopolize the power by one person.

Wuma Xingjin felt relieved after untying his knot and returned to his peaceful daily life.

There were only two people left in the calligraphy group. Apart from spending some time correcting Miyaguchi Masaharu's practice, the rest of the time was spent teaching the girls in the dance group and the literature club's work.

There have been no changes at Kyoto Inro. Karashima's ability to enjoy water is not top-notch, but he is loyal enough that one person can support Kyoto Inro, which is currently not that big.