Why are the heroines so anxious after I stop being a good person?

In all these years, Gu Jinghong has never cared so much about a stranger's words as he does today.

This was Shang Zong's recruitment. She, who valued cultivating immortality, naturally knew the gap between Shang Zong and Taiqing Sect.

For every cultivator, this is an irresistible temptation.

My apprentice may very well agree! ?

This is... my apprentice is really going to die! ?

Moreover, the apprentice will be a disciple of the Shangzong from now on, and he will focus on cultivation. The mountains are high and the roads are far away, and he may not even be able to see him!

At this moment, Gu Jinghong actually began to imagine the scene after Su Che left.

I was alone and deserted, and couldn't see my apprentice at all, as if there was no such person in my life.

Gu Jinghong couldn't accept such a scene!

She may not even notice that she has rarely started to use her brain to think about things that have nothing to do with cultivation.

Obviously when she was in seclusion, she never considered her apprentice's thoughts, or even thought of his existence.

But now, she is extremely concerned about whether her apprentice will disappear from her eyes.

What you can't get is always the most precious.

Seeing that he was about to lose his apprentice, Gu Jinghong wanted to stop him.

There was no way she could accept a life without her apprentice. The days when she couldn't even see her apprentice made her a little panicked.

But she didn't know what to say.

Or, she didn't have the guts to speak.

If Su Che was still a disciple of Taiqing Sect and her disciple, Su Che would naturally have to listen to what she said.

But that's no longer possible.

Su Che not only left Taiqing Sect, but also left her sect.

There is no longer a relationship between master and disciple. The two of them are now strangers who are acquaintances at most.

With such a relationship, what could she say to Su Che?

Not to mention orders, even suggestions, Su Che didn't actually have to listen to her.

even.

Seeing the lively atmosphere of Su Che and the others, Gu Jinghong felt that he was out of tune with them.

She couldn't understand this lively and cheerful feeling.

Moreover, this excitement and joy belonged to Su Che and others, and had nothing to do with Gu Jinghong.

She didn't know if she wanted to blend in, or how she should blend in.

I don’t even know what the point of joining this bustle is.

This has never belonged to Gu Jinghong. This is the case now and it seems to be the case in the future.

Looking at his apprentice, Gu Jinghong felt as if he and he were in two different worlds.

She saw Su Che's smile and Su Che's tenderness.

In the past, these smiles and tenderness were directed at her and belonged to her.

But now, these things have another owner, and it seems to be this Yunli?

Even if it's not Yunli, what does it have to do with her?

These are no longer for me.

Inexplicably, Gu Jinghong felt a little uncomfortable.

Tan's mouth opened slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't.

That's it, that's all, if that's the case, then just leave.

Gu Jinghong lowered his head and finally left sadly.

Since you can't stand it, then don't watch it. Out of sight, out of mind.

When he reached the door, Gu Jinghong paused and looked back.

In the past, if she left, Su Che would always see her off at the door.

Although everything is different now, but...maybe he will come out to save me?

Even if you give me a gift, that's fine.

But there was no movement, and Gu Jinghong was disappointed.

Su Che didn't come to keep her at all, he didn't even come to see her off.

Maybe Su Che hasn't even noticed that he left?

Maybe Su Che didn't care about her presence at all?

With his eyebrows slightly furrowed, Gu Jinghong paused for a moment, and finally returned to the Taiqing Sect.

He ignored the disciple's greetings and the sect's lively celebration at the moment.

Gu Jinghong went straight back to the room, sat down cross-legged, and started practicing as usual.

She vaguely sensed that her path seemed to be stagnant.

Just like when I was practicing at this moment, I could feel that there seemed to be some invisible barrier blocking my way.

It was impossible for Gu Jinghong to break through.

why?

My practice has always been smooth in the past, why is it not working now?

After pondering for a long time, Gu Jinghong finally got the answer.

The root of all this lies in Su Che.

As soon as he closed his eyes, Gu Jinghong's mind was filled with images of himself and his apprentice.

Then, all the way to the point where his apprentice left him and gave his gentle smile to others, and then to Gu Jinghong's irritable mood.

How can I still practice cultivation if my mind is no longer calm?

"This needs to be resolved as quickly as possible."

Opening his eyes, Gu Jinghong said softly.

She knew that if this matter was not resolved, it would be difficult for her to make progress on her path!

This already involves cultivation and the most important thing for Gu Jinghong.

There is no room for carelessness anymore.

But, how to solve it?

Even if there was no emotion, Gu Jinghong had an idea in his mind at this moment.

There were only two paths before her.

Or choose the high road, cut off everything with the apprentice, and completely abandon the apprentice.

Or choose a disciple, and never have the chance to aspire to the great road from now on.

Which one should you choose?

In the past, the scene of getting along with his apprentice emerged bit by bit in front of his eyes.

The scenes of those apprentices serving and accompanying her wholeheartedly were constantly swirling in her mind.

It seemed like he was urging her to make a choice.

But without any hesitation or hesitation, Gu Jinghong made his choice.

"Avenue."

Gu Jinghong opened her lips lightly and murmured softly.

Between her apprentice and the great road, she still did not hesitate and chose the great road resolutely.

Cultivation is the meaning of everything.

Choosing a disciple is meaningless in itself.

No matter how ripples her Taoist heart is, no matter how unforgettable the past events are.

Gu Jinghong no longer feels nostalgic, these are meaningless things!

His eyes gradually became firmer. Gu Jinghong was determined and no longer confused.

After a week, I will get rid of my confusion and continue to cultivate my own path!

During this period of time, he naturally avoided contact with Su Che.

Every time he comes into contact with Su Che, it will cause ripples in Dao's heart and deepen his confusion.

The best way to stay in shape is to stay away from Su Che.

Gu Jinghong understood this very well.

For this reason, she wasn't even going to be here anymore.

Because she can't help but want to see Su Che.

I have been looking for him again and again in the past few days, staying with him or going to see him secretly in the middle of the night.

It was all a subconscious behavior, and Gu Jinghong couldn't control it himself.

If you don't leave, this kind of subconscious behavior will become more and more frequent.

At this time, Lin Miaomiao happened to come to see Gu Jinghong.

"Master, Master, I have something to ask you for help. No, that's not right. It should be the sect that needs you for something!"

But even though she came in person, Lin Miaomiao's expression was a little uneasy.

My master likes to practice in seclusion very much. It seems that apart from practicing in seclusion, he has nothing else to do.

Before the senior brother left, the master had not been out of the sect a few times.