I uninstalled Huangmao System

It was a cloudless sunny day. Although dating on a rainy day is also very romantic, I still wanted to walk openly with him under the sun. If we could hold hands, that would be the happiest thing.

I put on my favorite skirt, tied up a ponytail with the cutest headband, and even spun around in front of the mirror with joy. Before I left, my mother laughed at me and said something that made me a little shy.

"Yue and I wouldn't do that kind of thing!"

"Hooyou...really? In short, if a high school student is pregnant, I'd better leave my mother alone and pay attention to safety.

"Well, be careful."

"No need to say it twice!" I really couldn't stand my mother's temper, so I left home with a red face.

However, because I cared too much about what my mother said, on the way to the station, I couldn't help but think of the embarrassing things in junior high school, and my heart beat faster.

So when I walked to the station, I didn't notice him immediately. It wasn't until he put the back of his hand on my cheek and asked me if I was sick that I suddenly came back to my senses.

"what happened to you?"

"……fine."

I replied calmly, but I really had no shame in saying that I remembered the first experience, which was probably one of the biggest stains in our short lives.

After gathering my mood, I asked him where he was going, while keeping my eyes on his hand, hoping in my heart that he would suddenly squeeze my hand like he did after school that day.

It turns out that I thought too much.

Yue's attitude was still the same as usual, and she was dressed in the most ordinary sweatshirt and trousers. Only her face looked luxurious and high-end.

On the other hand, I put on a white skirt that didn't suit me. It had a cutout design on the back, revealing sunburn marks that made me feel embarrassed.

I understand that this kind of skirt must look good on a girl with fair skin.

Yes, just like a senior.

But even I am not so crazy as to wear a sweatshirt and go out on a date with the boy I like.

I took good care of my hair last night, cleaned up the hair on my arms and thighs, put on lipstick as soon as possible, and sprayed my mother's perfume on my neck.

However, he didn't comment on my appearance, which made me feel like I ran to the finish line in one breath, and when I was about to cross the finish line, the track under my feet suddenly disappeared.

"Let's go," he said.

"Oh."

……

The tram swayed all the way, and I sat quietly next to him. My thighs rubbed against the fabric of his pants from time to time. I looked at him cautiously, but I could only see that he looked worried.

Take the bus from Jiyugaoka Station to Shibuya, change to the Fukutoshin Line, pass through Kitasando, Shinjuku, Nishi Waseda, Zoshigaya, and arrive at Ikebukuro.

I rarely come to Ikebukuro. The main place for activities with my friends after school is Harajuku. A little further away is Shinjuku. Ikebukuro is really too far. Basically, you need to plan what to do in advance before deciding where to go.

On the tram, he never spoke to me and looked at his phone alone, as if he and I were just strangers sitting relatively close to each other.

After leaving the station, he walked quickly again, completely ignoring me thinking randomly and absent-mindedly behind him, and was almost swept away by the crowd.

I was really aggrieved. It was obviously him who took the initiative to ask me out, but how could he be more indifferent than usual.

Because at the sports festival, he and his senior sister borrowed things and walked together, I am not in the mood to joke about it now. It is best for him not to provoke me or make me angry.

However, the next moment, I bumped into his back stupidly, my nose hurt, and he just held my hand as if nothing had happened.

"There are too many people, don't get separated."

It would be better if this sentence is not added.

Even so, the anger I had accumulated as the tram bumped along the way disappeared in an instant, which shows how easy a girl I am to be fooled.

"……moon."

"Huh? What, you need to go to the toilet? Hold it in for a while."

"No! Can't you say something nice?"

"Yes, we'll talk about it later."

He led me to Q.PLAZA, and I almost ran to catch up with the opening of the movie.

No wonder he walked in such a hurry and kept looking at his phone.

"By the way, why a movie?" I asked.

Yue didn't answer me, she put her finger in front of her lips and made a "shhh" sound, indicating that I should be quiet while watching the movie.

He's acting weird today.

To be honest, the movie is quite interesting. It is said to be an adaptation of a comic book, but I don't really understand it.

Maybe it's because I wasn't in the mood for the movie at all.

Who said that during the two hours I sat in the theater, he didn't let go of my hand the whole time.

Nowadays, holding hands with him is just the most common thing. We can suck each other's fingers before we can talk.

I remembered the first time I went out to watch a movie with him in junior high school.

That seemed to be the first date after our official relationship. When I think about it now, I feel that the memories at that time were too bad, and I immediately cut off my connection with the past.

"Hey, Yue..."

He just looked at me silently. I don't know if it was my imagination. His eyes were particularly clear today, without the loneliness that he was used to seeing. He held my hand very powerfully, which was enough to make me helpless. The extent of throwing away.

Only then did I realize that compared to three years ago, his height, voice, and hands had all undergone amazing changes.

In other words, he became more like a boy.

This seemed weird to me because Tsuki Jinguji's gender didn't really matter until I realized we were two different individuals.

Even if he were a girl, I would not hesitate to stage a forbidden lily drama.

"Saakura."

"Ok?"

"What do you think?"

"Movies? Hmm... To be honest, I don't know much about these, at least they're not boring."

He lowered his head and pondered, squeezed my hand, and dragged me elsewhere.

I'm so not used to it.

I'm not used to such a proactive and tough Jinguji Tsuki, but "not used to it" definitely doesn't mean "I don't like it". I'm just unfamiliar with his changes, or I'm in a state of confusion about the current situation.

But it is not important.

The important thing is that we still haven't let go of each other's hands.

I stopped thinking and let my mind go. Like a vine wrapped around his body, I followed him closely and never separated from him for a moment.

After the cinema is the aquarium. When it comes to the aquarium in Ikebukuro, it must be the Sunshine Aquarium. This is my third time here.

The first time should be in the senior grade of elementary school, accompanied by parents and the Jinguji family of four.

Well, Ruri-san had just arrived at Jinguji’s house at that time and found me who was lost in the aquarium.

The second time was after dating Yue, a junior high school couple mingled among adults. At the time, they thought that doing so would make them mature adults. Looking back now, although it was childish, it was also full of joy.

I suddenly thought of something and looked up at Yue beside me. He was staring at the garden eel non-stop.

"Hey, Yue, could it be that you are..."

"Shh."

This time he didn't put his finger to his lips, but to mine.

At this moment, he should only be looking at me, and I tried to find the loneliness and loneliness in his eyes that made me sad.

But in his eyes, I only found Sakurakoji Sakura.

My heart, which had been working smoothly all morning, suddenly entered high-frequency mode without warning.

Obviously he didn't even say a sweet word, but I felt as if my whole body was soaked in honey. There was a bonfire in the distance, roasting marshmallows that were taller than a person.

After leaving the aquarium, we started wandering around Ikebukuro, a city we were not familiar with, and he bought me a crepe, a matcha-strawberry double with chocolate sauce on top.

I should have controlled my diet during this period because I needed to maintain my weight, but since he bought it specially for me, I ignored these things.

"Let me have a taste."

"It doesn't matter. Don't you need to buy another one?"

He couldn't help but bite off the crust on the edge and two sliced ​​strawberries.

"Too sweet."

I was slightly stunned when I heard this. After looking at him for a long time, I finally understood what he was doing. This sudden epiphany made me tremble all over, and I almost couldn't stand. I wished I could just fall into his arms so softly. .

On that day three years ago, we had our first date when we were still in junior high school.

In order to save pocket money, I bought the earliest movie tickets and went to the aquarium to see penguins, but he didn't look like them at all.

He bought me a crepe with his little pocket money. He only tasted it and said it was too sweet, then pushed it to me with a look of disgust on his face.

"What, it's a lot of trouble, what does this mean? Is it a method you have learned from pursuing girls everywhere over the years?" I said in a shy manner, and even my tone was slightly thorny unconsciously.

It's all just me being too shy.

But he seemed to be able to see through my shyness and understand my true intentions. The fact that he squeezed my hand tightly at this moment was the best evidence.

Gradually, I was able to face myself and the past in peace.

"Yue still remembers... what happened that day." I said softly.

"If you can't forget it, you can't forget it."

"That's right."

My inaudible voice sounded like the sound of a mosquito.

There are many fragments flashing in my mind. Perhaps this experience should be called a stain, but if I had to start over, I would still choose this stain as an unforgettable memory in my life.

What my mother said to me in the morning suddenly echoed in my ears, and it became increasingly difficult for me to look directly into his dark and penetrating eyes.

Just because that day three years ago was the last stop of our first and last date.

...It's a love hotel.