At this moment, he finally understood where Teng Yueming's strangeness was after waking up.

Excessive calm and gentleness, not as Teng Yuanshan said to become calm, but his own problems.

"Yue Ming..." Chen Yan's voice was trembling, and he reluctantly drew a smile, "Yue Ming, tell me, what's wrong with you?" His hand tightly clasps Teng Yueming's shoulder, and then look closely, you can find that his hands are shaking.

All of them thought that Teng Yueming had really returned to normal. However, as a person who had close contact with him, he even found that although Teng Yueming seemed to have returned to normal, it was also somewhat different from before.

In the past, when they were kissing, Teng Yueming's body would react, but today, his body has no reaction at all. It seems that the person who just kissed him is not him. His body is so calm. What about his heart?

Teng Yue Ming in the face of Chen Yan's inquiry chose silence, Chen Yan still stubbornly asked him, "more name, you tell me, what's wrong with you?"

Teng Yueming micro smile, but the eyes are sad, "I don't know, brother Yan, after I recover my mind, the mood fluctuation becomes very small. I But I don't feel my love I I can't say what it's like. I can feel sad, but I really don't feel like love. I feel like I'm really bad

Teng Yue's words are intermittent and even incoherent.

No wonder

Chen Yan remembers that when Teng Yuanshan went into the ward to talk to him, he was always gentle and did not show any dissatisfaction with Teng Yuanshan. At first, it seemed to Chen Yan that Teng Yueming forgives Teng Yuanshan.

"You had a peaceful conversation with your father in the hospital that day..." Chen Yan's throat is a little tight.

Teng Yueming said with a wry smile, "yes, it's very peaceful, because I hardly have any emotional ups and downs. Otherwise, in the past, I could not help but quarrel with him. From then on, I found that I was a little abnormal."

Chen Yan looked up at the crystal chandelier. His eyes were empty, "no wonder, no wonder..."

"My father told me a lot, but I won't forgive him. He did something wrong for a reason, but he can't make up for the damage we've suffered But he is my biological father. I don't want to pursue him any more, and I don't plan to go back often in the future, so You can also put it down. This is the first time and the only time that I have done my last filial piety as a son. "

"Good."

Teng Yueming suddenly cried. He held Chen Yan in his arms. "Brother Yan, I don't know why it became like this. At that time, I saw that you and Xiang Han were stimulated too much together, so I went crazy. But why, when I'm good, I'll become like this. It's better to let me be a madman all the time."

Teng Yueming hates himself now. He has a little mood fluctuation for everything, including his hatred for his father, even if only a little.

But he knew clearly that he still loved Chen Yan, but he could not feel any love at all. He did not have the strong feeling at the beginning. In the past, as long as Chen Yan kisses him, his body will be excited, and he would like to let Chen Yan die on him.

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