Raise a House of Obsession

　　 In a flash of light, it is a thousand years of history.

　　 It's time for elementary school, and the classes are getting busy. There is not so much time for playing, and there is not so much free time for daze.

　　 The little brother who followed him also formed their own circles.

　　 The villain is still the sensible villain. His grades are very good, but there are always a few competitors in the class, and he can't sit firmly in the top spot.

　　 expanded to the entire grade, and there were more competitors, no matter how hard he tried, he never got the first grade.

　　 The world seems to be more and more bound, and the gravity is getting heavier and heavier.

　　 When the villain grows up, everything changes. The world's indulgence towards him is getting smaller and smaller, not as cute as when he was a child, and becoming more and more cautious, afraid of saying the wrong thing, worrying about doing something wrong, and caring more and more about what others think of him.

　　 It’s hard to interact with the opposite **** as pure as it used to be.

　　 There are several cute girls in the class. In the past, they could play mud house together, but now it’s impossible.

　　 The little man knew that he was just a little smarter than ordinary people, and only a little bit smarter. There are so many people in this world who are smarter than himself.

　　 You must work hard to improve yourself in order to take a breather from the competition.

　　 At this time, he no longer has the confidence of "I am the center of the world".

　　 He became an ordinary little man.

　　 There are thousands of such little people in the world.

　　……

　　 The next memory becomes the memory of ordinary children going to school, and it becomes less and less exciting.

　　 There are laughter, tears, and their own joys, angers, sorrows and joys, and the troubles of life follow one after another. The older you get, the more troubles you have.

　　 I worry about the results, and worry about the parents' meeting not getting good results.

　　 was happy for a game console; quarreled with his younger brother for toys.

　　He is just an ordinary little person, where is there any light in his eyes? Even the occasional light that bursts out is so short that he doesn't even know it.

　　 Even when he first started... maybe, probably... not too ordinary?

　　 At that time, he was still young and had invincible self-confidence. He believed that he was the center of this world.

　　 But now, there is no such idea.

　　……

　　 Childhood memories are like revolving lanterns, come and go quickly. It's almost over here, Zhou Yi, as a bystander, actually felt a sense of heavy rain.

　　Because he knows that the little person in the picture is himself.

　　 He saw the change.

　　 The changes brought about by growth, some changes are good, some changes are bad.

　　When I was a child, I had a pure heart, full of confidence, and thought I was omnipotent.

However, as he grows older, when he is deeply involved in the world, when he encounters setbacks and tribulations in a complex and chaotic world, he becomes blurred about many issues, confused about the judgment of good and evil, and confused about the beauty and ugliness. The definition becomes vague.

　　 He is becoming more and more engulfed by the complex and chaotic society, and he has gradually abandoned or forgotten his original self-confidence. He has become more and more selfish, sophisticated, sleek, greasy, mediocre, even wretched and ugly.

　　 Such a process of change is actually more similar to a mediocre process.

　　 And this process is considered mature by many people.

　　……

　　 At the end of the memory scene, at the mother’s birthday party, the little man gave a hand-made card, a little shy, and joking, using the card as a birthday gift.

　　 "Happy birthday mom!"

　　 My mother opened the card and saw a few words crookedly written on it: "Mom, I love you!"

Next to 　　 is a big love and an ugly smiling face.

　　 She smiled slightly, but she was really an arrogant villain. I have never said this sentence in my mouth, I have to write it on paper to express it.

　　 "Mom, make a wish! Make a wish! Make a wish on your birthday!"

　　 The mother with a little literary temperament blew out the candle, closed her eyes and made a wish.

　　 "Mom, what wish did you make?!"

"Prefer not to say."

　　 "Say it! Speak it!"

　　 Mother thought for a while, smiled and said, "May you... always be a teenager!"

　　 "Ah..." The little man widened his eyes and scratched his head, not understanding what it meant.

　　 "I just hope you are happy every day."

　　……

　　 But Zhou Yi didn't understand at that time, and Zhou Yi, who was watching, burst into tears and couldn't help it anymore.

　　 He knew what his mother meant.

　　 People, how can you be happy for a lifetime, happy for a lifetime, and confident for a lifetime? It is often the peak at birth, after which it is slowly falling. Mother has experienced this journey herself, and naturally hopes that her son will not follow the same path.

　　Most people are not inherently mediocre, but slowly become mediocre. The torrent of history is like the Yangtze River. Most people are only entrapped by history. Only a small number of people can jump high from this Yangtze River. Like a drop of water that jumps out alone, they become themselves for a short time.

　　……

　　 The memory scene is shattered, and a cold moonlight plunges into the room, faint, cold ~www.readwn.com~ Zhou Yi has already burst into tears.

　　 The man has tears and does not flick, but he did not expect a piece of white rabbit toffee from his childhood to have such a powerful lethality!

　　 After a long time, Zhou Yi wiped away his tears, calmed his mind, and muttered: "Mom, don't worry, I will definitely have a good time here."

"must!"

　　'S eyes were a little blurred, and because of the exhaustion of his mind tonight, he fell asleep in a daze.

　　……

　　 It was already eight o'clock in the morning when I woke up the next day. It can definitely be regarded as the latest day to get up. Since today is the weekend, there is no need to go to work, and a little late is fine.

　　 But if I miss the morning exercise, there is always an instinctive sense of guilt.

　　 After finishing washing, Zhou Yi found that his mental state was not normal.

　　 There seemed to be a raging flame burning on his chest.

　　 This is the spiritual flame from childhood memories!

　　 There are two ways to practice spiritual energy. The first is to cultivate the mind, that is, to understand life and to consolidate one's worldview.

　　 The second one is cultivation, that is, strong mood swings.

　　 And this time of opportunity, let him re-experience the past ten years of life, without a lot of experience. Although it is a childhood experience, not very valuable, but it is better to have a lot of money, more than ten years, there are too many forgotten memories!

　　 After eating breakfast, Zhou Yi simply stayed in the bedroom, closed his eyes, hit the iron while it was hot, entered a state of meditation, and began to practice psionic energy.

　　 Sure enough, the effect may have been increased by more than 10 times.

　　 He finally knows why the penance practice is so popular in this world. Psionic fluctuations are caused by mood fluctuations. After being abused, can mood fluctuations be small?